well, today will be the first day that i will be officially slacking at homeeee!!!! haha. am gonna watch fruit basket (anime) as 'sponsored' by tan sock keeeeeee. HEHE. heard from qi and jac that its a really cutie anime.. lol. just spoke to ben on the phone, and he's safely in christchurch ! =D good on him.. the shopping mall in christchurch is the biggest in south island!!! i wanna go christchurch now.... not just TRANSITTING there.. BOO. okay, anime time.

today was quite an eventful day ! in the morning, i, along with pa and jon, went to lower pierce reservoir to fish ! haha.. this is the first fishing trip ever ! both pa and jon have a rod each.. so we can fish.. hehe. BUT unfortunately the fishes were so afriad of us that none of them appeared.. and we didn't fish for anything !!!!!! haha. but nevermind. it was my first time anyway. then jon wanted to go to the playground.. so we played hopscotch! hehe.. i won him !!! i remember when i was in primary school i always play hopscotch.. its like a pri sch thing.. to girls maybe.after one game with jon, i was already perspiring like mad, so we left for home. then no one wants to accompany us for dimsum cos jan has tuition, so 3 of us went to chinatown for yummy dimsum!! hehe! first dimsum session since i came back, and its with pa! woohoo. lol. ate until v full.. then went to some travel agencies around china town.. before going home to wash up and meet ad infinitum(minus thazin) and meiyi and qi!!! P.S I'M REALLY SORRY I WAS SOO LATE TODAY.. PAISEH!!!! made them wait for so long.... wahhhhhhhhh. :(

we went to billy bombers' for dinner today !! hehe. and guess what.. the portion was SOOOOO BEEEEG. none of us could even finish man.. argh. but the food there was ok.. just too much MEAT.. and the potatoes and fries made us even fuller. eew. enough of western cuisine for moi. after that we took neoprints before heading to takashimaya to look for this cute little meowie pouch mel has.. qi wants to buy it but we couldn't find it cos of a caiyun auntie who was supposed to come and see mel's pouch and find it for us.. but she didn't turn up. -_____________- and i was rushing !!!! cos i was supposed to meet ben online at 10pm.. he's going to christchurch tmr morning.. which is sg time 1am.. but until now he's not here!!!!! its 11plus already and i'm still waiting.. but can't blame him.. he has been sleeping at 7 plus 8 am in the morning for me.. so guilty.. hai. shall wait for him till he wakes up and goes to christchurch.. alright.. gotta upload prom photos for meiyi liao.. byeeee.

well, just had a cold bath ! SHIOKKKx. hehe. had a christmas bbq party with my familyyyy! let me count who were present.. hmm... wah. more than 20 ppl.. jointly organised by MOI and ning.. hehe. ning, successful hoh? lol. must thank ning for the log cake.. yummy yum yum ! =P

by the way, merry christmas everyone ! hehe. nono, should hoho for today. haha. im lame. anyway, did everyone enjoy the bbq? u know all those chicken wings and pork chop and sotong and yakitori and corn and sweet potato and the bean sprout and chicken meat in the noodles and everything else is i marinate and prepare one?! but no one thanked me.. sad eh?! haha.. no la.. but it was fun helping lynn and pa in the kitchen.. hehe. really glad all of the people that i invited turned up.. THANK YOU GUYS..! really give me face ah.. LOL. just joking.

i love family gatherings.. i really want more of them before i go back to nz.. hehe. mroe cousin outings and family gatherings will be good ! SAVVVVVVVVVVY. haha. learnt from ben. savvy. okay.. i'll go clear my nose.. my nose is STUFFED. crap. weeee~

back from bangkok !!! i really gotta go back to bangkok again !! i haven't finished my shopping okay.. but i had a really good time at bangkok.. besides the flight to bangkok and the long bus rides. overall: ichiban ! hehe.

on the last day, we woke up too early !! because of me.. haha. i set my alarm clock according to singapore time.. and bangkok is slower by an hour.. lol. had breakfast before heading to Pratunam Market by taxi. the jam was horrendous man.. it wasn't even peak hour.. and motorists with masks on sped past the taxi we were in. it took us more than an hour to reach our destination when we could reach there by sky train within 15minutes.

we managed to buy some tops, skirts, jeans, bikinis at a low price.. hehe. thanks to our trained bargain skills. lol ! we only shopped for 3 hours before we had to head back to the hotel to pack and head for the airport. guess what? our flight was delayed ! but on our flight, we met this cute little thai boy who studies in singapore ! he's only 4 years old but he's really chatty.. haha.. so time past really quickly in the plane.. so it was alrite.. :)

i'm sick... so i didn't go for chungie's concert cos i had to recuperate.. sniff sniff* hope i''ll get well soon.. so while at home, i was planning the family christmas bbq party at ah ma's place on saturday.. hopefully it will turn out well.. :) hehe. okay.. go liao. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

today was not really a shopping day for us in Bangkok.. well, we woke up at 6am today ok!! cause we were going to the famous floating market!! hehe.. well it was a LONG ride there.. 2 hours by mini-bus.. me and ning only bought a photo album each.. cos most of the stuff sold there were sounvenirs and not very gd price.. so.. YEAH.. just a hand made photo album. then we took another 2 hours travelling to the ROSE GARDEN.. duno what place is that.. but when we reached our destination the car park was full and everything, so ma said we go to the corocdile and elephant farm.. that was ANOTHER 2 hours.. sian man! whole day in the mini bus made me wanna puke.. had major headache ok.. we saw soooo many different kinds of crocodiles man.. albino ones.. tailess ones.. short snouted.. and there was one with its top snout slanting to the right!! grossed out.. haha.. and the croc farm is seriously a FARM man.. cos i couldn't count how many crocs there were.. and its really scary.. so many of them..

the croc show was equally scarY!! the 2 croc trainers were SO daring.. i was sure everyone at the audience was scared and excited at the same time.. and money was thrown to them during the show.. and their acts were far more daring than the ones done in singapore.. they didn't tell the audience not to use flash.. they had their heads in the croc's mouth for more than 20 seconds.. there were more than 8 crocs at the stage.. the crocs are much bigger.. blahblah..

after the croc show we went walking around the place when we saw a monkey show.. now this one is different.. we saw one of the monkeys dressed up as a female and had make up on its face!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IN ADDITION, ITS EARS WERE PIERCED AND EARRINGS WERE HANGING FROM THEM! how can they do this to monkeys?!!!! then it was screeching and wasn't in a good mood.. then this lady with a CANE brought it to the back stage and we could only hear the poor little monkey screeching even louder than before..! i mean, what's this man?!! animal cruelty?! i'm APPALLED man. so angry with them that we left. hmph!

after that we saw the tiger that we had seen previously.. for an hour it was just on the floor.. lying down restlessly.. ning was thinking how could it lay on the floor for so long?! confirm it has been injected with some drugs loh.. wah lau eh.. i cannot tahan these ppl loh.. its seriously animal cruelty... in addition to that, we saw a baby elephant fed with ROTTEN BANANAS... poor thing!!!!!!! houseflies were circling on top of those bananas.. argh. gross.

we left the place for the hotel before heading to this super duper gigantic seafood restaurant!! its logo is 'if it swims, we have it.' haha! cool rite?! and its a market restaurant.. which means u have to push ur shopping cart and select the seafood you wanna eat! just like in a market! then get ingredients u want in ur dish then tell the person how u want ur dishes to be served.. the price is QUITE reasonable.. but the food is yummy! the service is GREAT (3++ waiters serving just us one table when there were many many tables filled). food came v fast too cos there were like 40 chefs in the kitchen maN!! haha... well the restaurant has such a large group of staff and its super duper big.. woooooo~ really really good business somemore.. tour buses coming and going.. tsktsk.. RICH MAN. haha..

well, didn't buy MUCH today cos we're GOING SHOPPING TMR !!!!!!!! yayyyyyy. ma's gonna work.. BOOOOOOo. so only 4 of us shopping.. we have to bring jon along too.. sian 1/2.. hopefully he doesn't grumble n grumble man.. i'll be seriously put off. argh. okie dokie.. continue talking to ben liao. HEHE. forgot my WEB MESSENGER man. dumbie me.. haha. ciao.

i'm in BANGKOK !!!! with my mum, jan, jon and my cousin ning !! hehe. well, firstly i wanna state that BANGKOK is seriously air polluted.. i mean, from the airport i can already smell smoke from the outside.. and the sky is HAZY.. omg man.. some of the people working at the toll gates were even wearing masks ok... really can die of air pollution.. but this place is cool.. ESPECIALLY OUR HOTEL ROOM. when i upload my photos u shall see how GORGEOUS this hotel room is.. its WOOHOOOOOOooooooooooo.. me jan and ning are enjoying ourselves IN THE HOTEL ROOM... really amazing.. and the rates are not very high according to my mum. hopefully i'll have a wonderful time here.. hehe.

got my results for my finals yesterday and i'm really happy ! yayyyyyyyyy!! finally can put that out of my mind.. and my sister got promoted to sec 5!!!!!! congrats jannnnnn~~ hehe. so its sorta like triple celebration.. or quadruplat celebration.. steph birthday thazin birthday me and jan's results! weeeeeeee! hahahaha. happy happy happy. (:

going for a swim tmr morning before heading to the sunday market.. wonder where it is.. hehe.. yay! more shopping !!!!!!!! woohooooooo~ oh man. its so late at night but there's still traffic jam on the roads!! this is bangkok for you people.. haha. alrite.. i'm kinda sleepy now.. very lazy girl here.. haha. byebyee~~

BABY I MISS YOU!!!!!

read steph's blog just now brought a smile to my face.. okay im not insane.. but its all the memories back in chung cheng.. especially during sec 2.. stephie mentioned some of the hilarious one espcially roger saying 'you don't think you got background i scared ah..' LOL. well anyway, i'm trying to remember some of the other funny incidents that happened that year..

you liang said TMD in front of the class ! cos roger cheated in some ting1 xie3. HAHA.

miss lee(our chinese teacher) is an ah lian man.. give attitude sia.. dun wanna teach us.. only those who wanna learn go in front of the class while the rest can do their own stuff.. i think only a handful went up.. haha.

oh, the choo-choo train formation with roller chairs during computer lessons.. LOL. most of the ppl were trailing behind one another holding the other person's chair in front and made a LONG trailer.. lol.. and CIRCLED around the computer lab.. even went behind the teacher loh! haha! the teacher wanna high blood pressure already man.. super duper funny.

actually most of the funny stuff were mentioned by mel n steph already.. oh well, TO SUMMARISE, the year 2000 was good. had fun. haha. if only we can turn back time and experience such joy again.. there's no harm to it anyway. but i'm still glad that Ad Infinitum is still together, even though we started from 7 people. OH, long story.. but i wanna go back to chung cheng! anyone interested? haha.

hoho, guys who just graduated from JCs are going for NS!! good luck for those who are going in. all the best man, and hopefully i'll be able to catch u guys real soon.. must listen to your.. erm.. commando? or whatever.. i know nuts about NS stuff.. ya.. just obey the rules or you'll have to scrub the toilet floor with a toothbrush (as seen on TV). for those who are attached, don't worry lah.. i'm sure your gf loves you from the bottom of their hearts.. yup yup.

gonna watch blade trinity today with Ad Infinitum (minus Thazin who's in Myanmar) along with QIIIIIIIIIIII and maybe meiyi? super jealous with meiyi now cos she can go to NZ tomorroW!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna go back too.. sobx. hopefully she'll enjoy her trip as much as i would enjoy my BANGKOK TRIP THIS COMING FRIDAYYYYYYYYYYYY. weeee~ hahaha. trying real hard not to shop now.. cos i'm going on a shopping spree in bangkok.. with all the information that Ning and I have gotten, should NOT be a problem looking for cheap and nice stuff there.. WOOHOO.. haha. alrite go grab something to eat.. cannot tahan till lunch. =X ciao.

i don't wanna miss a thing. where are you?

oh gosh.. haven't been blogging for so long ! kinda busy these few days.. cos my cousin's wedding was on sunday ! so happy for her.. we stayed over at her place on saturday night.. and me, jan, ning and wei got to be ah-yis.. haha ! not literally, but we were supposed to stop the groom from coming into the house, and set up obstables for the groom and his brothers.. haha. we had them eating brinjal with belachan chilli, dancing the limbo rock on high heels, and the groom had to shout out 10 reasons why he loves my cousin. so sweet (: my cousin looked absolutely gorgeous that day, and also not leaving out everyone else ! haha.. guess what? i put in much more effort to dress up as compared to my own prom.. but it was worth it ! hehe. i re-dyed my hair, manicure and pedicure, shaped my brows, bought shoes, 2 gowns.. haha.

more birthdays coming up as well ! hehe.. there's stephanie, thazin, rice.. blah.. many many more.. that means more money spent ! nvm la.. its the holidays anyway. steph: could u elaborate more on the singtel lobang? haha. really need extra cash here..

oh ! i'm going to bangkok this coming friday.. so i'll be MIA for a couple of days.. will be going there with jan, jon and ning !! it'll be a SHOPPING SPREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. weEEE~~ haha.! we will be joining ma there who would have finished some business stuff.. oh, to digress: why is everyone going to hk?!!! so jealous.. i can't go back this year.. *WAILS* i should be staying in singapore for the new year (both new years) but its okay with me anyway..

sigh ! ben's gone on a tour around nz.. he didn't want to but his parents pushed him so he had no choice.. i don't have much details abt the trip and i dunno where he's heading to ! ahhhh.. kinda lost here man.. faster come back ben ! i mean, go back to dunedin !!! haha.

waiting for my non-greasy lunch.. having a bad sore throat.. can't have subway with chungie and mel.. so sorry ! and i'm putting on weight !! cannot cannot.. after december must lose weight ! gambate. haha. blame the good food in singapore man.. haha.. maybe ziwei was right.. i will actually gain weight in sg.. CHOY ahh... hahaha.

wonder how my other nz friends doing.. doubt they even know this blog exists.. lol ! hopefully they're enjoying themselves as much as i do.. actually i am enjoying myself now, but part of me wanna go back.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. CONTRADICTINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. sobx. oh well, my delicious lunch is here already.. better stop. ta~

sooooooo wishing you were here with me.. sigh.

ok.. really lazy to type everything out already.. just really wanna thank JANICE CHEUNG and EVERYONE who turned up for the surprise party today! u guys really SURPRISED me BIGGGG time !!!!! wooooooooohoooooooo !! the most surprising party of the year ! hahaha.. its supposed to be a welcome party.. and i didn't even expect it la! wanna know the details? check out melissa or stephanie's blog. HAHA. i'm still utterly shocked.. their plan was FOOL PROOF ok. nth to say man. but im so happy today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hehehehehehehehehe. byebye!

just cried finish. kena beating from my very own little brother. what's new.. sigh.

oh, i forgot to add.. BEN AND I TOOK OUR FIRST LOVEGETY TOGETHER ! haha.. for your info.. he's also ANTI-NEO PRINT and ANTI-LOVEGETY. haha. yay!

my room looks sooooo extremely messy ! all the boxes.. guess what? i've got 4 boxes filled and 4 luggages filled, and i'm not finished with my packing yet ! all my books are not included either.. all in ben's house already.. SIGH ! now regretting why i bought and brought so much stuff.. hate packing and moving bleaHx.

went church this morning.. couldn't stay awake during sermon.. shut my eyes for approximately.. 1 min? haha.. after that went to tokyo garden to mummum.. had serious tummy ache.. either gastric or something.. after eating also painful.. ): but after going to the toilet it was fine.. heh.. no extra details added..

these few days, the weather hasn't been really good.. it was WAY windy yesterday.. almost got blown off my feet while walking home.. *shivers* hehe. but we managed to reach home safe and sound. i'll be on the same flight as jamie and gary.. so hopefully i won't be bored on air new zealand.. will be transitting at auckland before flying back to singapore.. ahhh.. 10hours to singapore.. BOOOO. anyway, i gotta shift my stuff to my flat tomorrow.! ahhhh. stress ah... all the guys r STILL in my room playing.. hai. duno how to pack at this rate.. mama sure scold one.. =\ aight. better stop now.. byex! cya everyone soon!

I AM OFFICIALLY A FREE BIRDIE BIRD BIRD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well, at least for this year though.. HAHA. i ended the draggy 3 weeks of exams just yesterday.. and the last paper was intro. to physics.. which totally sucked (ONCE AGAIN.......) AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. the samples totally different from the actual paper.. i dunno whats wrong with those ppl who wrote the exam.. no fair.. *whines* but hey ! exams gone !!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. exams down. singapore here i come ! lol.. i remember when i was still in singapore i find myself complaining that there's NOTHING TO DO in singapore.. now i wanna do everything again.. even going to sentosaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. HAHA.

anyway, my class was the extra one yesterday lah.. i think all the other health science classes had their class dinner at asian yesterday, while we had ours before the exams.. haha but nvm lah.. we had this 'DRINKING PARTY' later that night.. but i DIDN'T drink.. only the guys did.. cos i don't wanna make a fool of myself again.. like on aug 13th.. sucks. haa. :X then they were playing computer n then some of them like drunk drunk then cannot shoot the opponent properly.. damn funny.. lol.. i slept at like 4 la ! so sleeeeeeepy now.. got woken up by han.. but heck.. be glad that it happened jess. jajajaja.. mierda mierda !! ole ole ole! lol.. some funny language i learnt from some players in GB.. im playing GB again lah.. should be jonathan's dream, but he doesn't play anymore !!!!!! ban4 tu2 er2 fei4 !!!!! haha. but if u guys got account just add me the nooby k? haha.. userid is jesslove and the even noobier one: cookies4mi. LOL. im MAD. lalalala.

foundation year will officially finish all exams today. im sure all arts and commerce ppl are cheering now cos their nz studies paper should be finish already! hohoho.. gonna have our graduation party later this evening.. duno what to wear.. HEADACHE AH.. hahaha! then after that gonna have a party .. a real one.. hah. oh ya! i watched a walk to remember loh.. then all those guys SLEPT la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its not that boring lohhhhhhh. me and chwee ling thought it was nice lahhhhhh.. nv give face sia.. sleep until snoring somemore.. buay tahan man these guys.. HAHA. my whole room smell of alcohol.. even until now...... i think they all slept at 7 plus 8... haha.. typical of them lahx !

now gotta start packing my stuff and box them before shifting all of those to my flat.. siann.. dun like packing.. nvm ask ben do ! :X ahaha.. im sure he'd be glad to so muahahaha.. hehe. i'm graduating today.. didididadadada.... *listening to hamster dance* boogies* hahha.. so cute man that song.. lalalla! anyway i was just reminded that i gotta sell back my textbooks by today !! ahhhhhhhh my money aH!! im so hardworking lo. my books all so lau pok already.. sure get v little money back loh.. *wahhhhhh!* hah as if im that hardworking.. there are still many other ppl out there much more hardworking than me man.. me just sup sup sui. lol.. trying to use some cantonese again.. im sucha failure la.. cantonese also duno how to speak.. but that goes for JANICE CHEUNG NING KARR AND JONATHAN CHEUNG HON CHUNG ALSO ! haha. evil man me.. must be sick in the head already.. still quite slpy la.. yawnx. hopefully tomorrow's whether will be good cos' we're gonna have our beach party tomorrow afternoon!! hahah.. party after party.. sweet a**.. haha.. censored.

okay.. better stop now.. lest i continue nagging and complaining.. haha... graduation daY !!!

bio down, english down, math down. chem and phy here i come...

bio hadn't been a really good paper for me.. sigh. i thought i actually managed to cover everything that i needed to know.. yet when i was doing the paper, i realised that i had so much that i didn't know.. and if i were to be a doctor, how can i cure people and allow them to put their lives in my hands..? then i wouldn't want to be a doctor anymore.. my bio sucked.. AHHH.

english was alright.. given about 1.5 hours to finish an essay and reading, and managed to finish before the given time. overall it was okay.. it was my long essay that disappointed me.. i'm sorry steph.. but my long essay only got an A-.. i know this sounds absurd but i cried for a whole hour, and poor ben had to console me.. once again, ben beat me and got an A+ when he only did it in 3 days ! sometimes life can be so unfair.. i did mine a whole month before the submission date.. unfair unfair unfair.... but yea, the essay wasn't perfect.. i wasn't relevant in one of my paragraphs..

math paper was today and my last question sucked.. i mean, its so freaking tricky and stuff? AHHHHHHHHH. damn. but while checking my paper i managed to find some mistakes and realise that i could do some of the questions that i thought i wouldn't know how to do. praise the lord ! lately i've been so unholy.. only remembered god only when i'm in trouble.. not something a good christian should be doing.. sigh.

having major headache cos its almost 4am! !!! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! and james is still in the room playing GB.. haha.. just now we realised his bday was on monday and he didn't tell us !! then the guys tried stripping him IN MY ROOM. as all of u should know, my room is ever so teeny and they were all squashed man ! there were james, jason, caleb, ben, nai hau, zi wei, gary, me, claire and chwee ling.. 10 ppl in all !!! hahah. all the girls were covering our eyes and screaming, but james was too strong that none of them could hold him down, so there was no 'free show'. HENG AH. LOL.

gotta study real hard for chem and phy.. my last 2 hopes.. argh.... my 's' button on my keyboard got problem..... keep having to press it couple of times before the letter 's' is typed out. ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
there' eriouly omething wrong with thi idiot button... ahaha.. no 's'-s.. oh heck. need some sleep~~ oh ya, to those who have just fallen out of a relationship or something, a piece of advice : life has to go on ! if breaking up is something that is unavoidable then accept the fact and carry on with life.. and always smile and say to yourself that it is a lesson learnt and experienced. cheer. i mean... cheerSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. phew.

once again, i'm procrastinating ! this is not going very well, eh? i'm supposed to be locking myself out of anything and everything at this point of time, because my bio paper is in 2 days time ! it must be ben lah.. influence me to slack until like that.. but i cannot slack like him cos' i'm not as smart..!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh.

anyway, we had our class dinner yesterday ! though it didn't turn out as good as the previous class dinner, it was alright.. cos we had heaps of fun ! haha.. we had our dinner at the asian restaurant, and it was PACKED ! soooooooo many people were there, and it was sooo stuffy man.. every table was taken, lucky halim booked 2 tables, or else we can just squat outside the restaurant and eat lah.. haha. let's see who came: me, ben, halim, halim's friend(forgot his name =X), lei, umeira, james, eric, vicki, chong, victor, bev, helen, mr and mrs snowden. there.! so glad most of the teachers could make it.. hehe. and i didn't know helen was a vegetarian !! she's been one for 12 whole years ok! i remember i tried being a vegetarian for a week.. but not even 3 days i gave up!! HAHA. lousy man..

we had a 10 course meal !! weeeeeee~ yummy yummy yummy.. hehe. bev's realllll funny man.. lurv her !! too bad we didn't sit at the same table as the snowdens.. mrs snowden thanked lei, me, ben and halim for helping at the new migrant open day programme that morning.. HAHA.. we had to translate from english to chinese okay.. and my chinese really cmi.. so paiseh ok.. what kidna translator is that lahx.. haha.. ben was the funnniest.. i told him to tell those migrants to follow the instructions on the board to open a media file in chinese, then he was like,'hey hey hey !!' then everyone was looking at him. then he remained silent.. cos' he doesn't know how to say 'instructions' in chinese ! loL!! then after that they don't care him and continued muddling with the desktops. HAHA. but despite the horrible translation session, we still had our free BBQ !!! heheh.. too bad most of them were from china.. none from korea and japan.. so grace and her friend(i forgot her name AGAIN..) and those japanese who were called to translate had no business to do. hah.

back to the dinner.. since halim was the class chairman, he started a 'speech' before we started our dinner, and after he spoke finish we clapped our hands =, and within 3 seconds the WHOLE restaurant was clapping and cheering for our table laH! so fun!! hehe. then after the dinner he made yet another 'speech' and we were cheered again. super enthusiastic man these kiwis.. hehe.. but it was great fun. :) after the dinner we went to hoyts to check out movies, and decided to watch The Forgotten. man.. it sucked lah.. HAHA. i mean, the story concept was very good? but the storyline really cmi.. sigh ! $8.50 wasted for all 11 of us. but anyway, hs b rockx ! the 'sociable class' known by all the teachers in Foundation Year, to put it in a good way. haha. noisy buncha people man. haha. yeh !

oh, i visited santa sabina hostel.. the hostel which i was supposed to be staying at right now.. but ma changed it for me cos she said it was too far. lei brought me and ben to santa sabina after the bbq, and it was indeed far.. but it was like.. veyr private kinda thing? and its like the whole place belonged to them? so they can play hide and seek around that area.. so fun ! and lei's room is WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY bigger than mine.. sobx!! mine's like.. vvv small lahx. shan't say more. haha.

biooooooooooo. mussssssst starrrrrdeee!! a nice long post for today ! really had alot of fun yesterday ! praise the lord for the good weather, and blessing us with such a great buncha friends ! ++PEACE OUT++



hs b with the teachers at asian restaurant !



lei and me !



me and umeira !



me, the funny lantern and halim ! lol !



chong and me !


chong, lei, umeria and me !



lei, umeria and me playing with some neoprint machine !



james and halim playing time crisis ! whaha. good snipers.



the 1st class dinner at kwang chow restaurant ! look at how many were there maN !

Major headache ..... It's either I'm studying too hard, or I'm sleeping too little.. And I think its the latter..
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HEEEEEELP. i'm utterly bored.. how can i be in the hostel on a saturday afternoon.. this is unbelievable.. my exams are not even here yet, and those uni students are ending theirs by next week.. UNFAIR AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. sobx*

these few days, practically every day seems to be somewhat the same..? sleep at most 8 hours.. wake up.. eat.. school.. come home.. study.. sleep.. wake up.. eat.. school.. AHHHHh. this is horrible.. the old tv-addict me is long gone. you dont find me in the TV room anymore.. cos' of the exams !!!! the sciences are the ones that i'm worried about.. sigh.! i guess im not really science-inclined ?

haha, i just read my cuz zhining's blog.. and they were talking about matchmaking tuck (her bro) with another girl.. i remember he's the poor thing in my ah ma's house.. always kena beating from my ah ma cos' i simply told her that tuck beat me when it wasn't true.. now i'm feeling so evil. nonono. bad girl. he's always staying at home reading books while my ah ma brings us to orchard road for shopping.. the quiet and 'dumb-looking' one is actually the genius in the family ! he has shocked everyone since primary school.. getting into EM1 stream.. PSLE aggregate score of more than 260.. getting into triple science stream in sec 3.. unbeatable gce o level results.. getting into the best jc in singapore.. and finally.. the wonderous results for gce a levels.. WAHHHHHH. *jealous* unbeatable huh? if only i had studied harder in jc.. i wouldn't have been here.. moooooooomoooooooooooooooooooooooooo land.. HAHA. no la.. i don't regret my choice of coming here to further studies.. cos' if i weren't here, i wouldnt have met ben. MWAH*! HAHA. lamex.

hmmx.. looking at my calendar and counting how many more days to..... exams.. -_-"" 10 more days. sigh ! first paper.. biology. really very stressful loh. sigh. better start studying soon after this.. okie.. mugging time. work hard ppl ! (:

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lala! i have been MIA for so long, and now seem to be an awkward timing too.. cos i'm having my exams in what? less than 20 days! i'm a freako ya? hahahahaha.

but hey, i'm coming back ! YAYYYYYYYYYYYyyyyy.

time to studyyyyyyyy! mug mug mug mug muG muG mUG mUG MUG MUG !!!!!!!!!!

why is my blog ad so biiiiiiiiiiiiig...

guess what guys ? i got a funny tan ! *wail* my forehead's white and my face is brown.. how to face the world!?!?! lol.. but who cares? i survived 2 weeks of laughing and teasing.. haha.. that shows how BRAVE i am! but its so horrible.. and the reason why i've got such an abnormal tan is because i was wearing a beanie while snow boarding!! the weather was definitely HOT HOT HOT ! poor me had a sunburn on my cheeks, and they were rosy for almost 2 weeks.. sigh!

im returning to singapore !! woohoo!!

exams r coming!! BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo.

just read qi's blog. qi, hope ure alright now. i doubt i'll even have the mood or even the strength to walk to class as u. i respect u! *salute*

janice, study hard for n levels! i'll be praying for you everyday !

long essay due in 3 days. hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllp.

i wanna learn korean !! i've got a couple of korean friends, and they agree that korean is a simple language to learn. but no time.. what to do..?

last night, i dreamt i was back in singapore. ma, janice, jonathan and edith brought me to a food court to eat. i ordered some burger which i have no idea why i ordered that.. so sick of western food already man.. then they ordered some other food.. the funny thing was, ma ordered curry chicken, and the chicken was a WHOLE big chicken lo.. never cut one! as big as a turkey lo.. then placed on our table.. so funny man! haha.

jac aka wei, i lurv the song in ur blog !!! i keep repeating it lo.. hehe

i exceeded my internet limitttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt, thats y im in the uni's comp lab.. time check. its 1121pm and I HAVENT STUDIED FOR MY CHEM EXIT TEST!! -_- gotta study for test rite now, rite here. sigh sigh sigh!

for all those having their exams now or in a month's time, GAMBATE !!! praying for all u guys out there. all the best ppl ! (:

after such a long period of disappearance, i'm finally back ! lol. how are you guys ? so sorry i haven't been blogging much these days.. actually i haven't goone online quite alot these days.. just checking mail and chatting a lil'..

update:

1. i'm going on a ski trip this coming fri (240904). ya i know.. again. but it will be so fun !! i'll be snow boarding this time cos' i've tried skiing the other time when ma jan and jon came.

2. if ski trip is here, it means that my one week recess is here too !!

3. about 10 more weeks before i go back home (singapore !!)

4. before going back home, i have my final exams. sigh !! i really hope i'll do well.

that's basically what will be happening this week la. hah. i think. i must really study hard this holidays. after coming back from the ski trip i'm gonna study study study !! i can't wait to feel the warmth of the sun touching my skin, i.e from singapore, but also the warmth in my heart, being able to see all my friends and family members. i doubt many people can actually feel how i'm feeling now - homesick. back in singapore, many people won't want to go home, they just want to have fun outside. but over here, the urge to go back home is so strong that sometimes we cry. sobs! that includes me la.

why are fondation year exams so late...? the uni exams are like a month earlier than ours. this sucks ! but hey, the only thing in my mind now is the ski trip !!! really in holiday mood now.. wee !

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WHAT THE FISH?! How do i get rid of that Blogger thingy !? It's covering my words man !

im still in holiday mood !! we had a week of holiday last week, plus mon and tue this week cos' it SNOWED ! waking up early is not the problem.. just wanna play haha.

my seminar presentation finally ended !! woohoo ! but i didn't think i did really well. sigh. there goes my A grade. argh.. was the 2nd to present after ben. maybe i chose the wrong topic to talk about? but albinism IS interesting.. maybe its too scientific thats why some people couldnt keep up with the presentation. I'M SO SAD MAN !

i have to go shopping today !! no matter what man ! but it's HAILING. noo.... (for ur info: hailing is like raining.. just that its not rain.. its ice) we don't get hail in sg tho'. weather forecast predicted snow yesterday and today. please dont snow today.. dont ruin my beautiful day.. but looking at the sky.. i dont think the hail will stop anytime soon. sob.

well, i feel v accomplished now ! haha. cos i managed to reply ALL my emails and letters to my friends who emailed and sent letters to me. its a big accomplishment man ! hahaha. so bored. i think i better study first. i wanna be a nerd ! ;) NO. i just remembered i have to wash my clothes. CRRRRAP.

it really snowed today !! first time in dunedin this year !! snow actually came all the way down here.. so happy !! i was in the gym when it started to snow !! when we returned to the hostel, we stayed outside and played with the snow.. and it continued to snow until there was so much snow !! almost half the hostel ppl were out playing with snow. we were not the only ones who were that excited, as down the street we could see others playing with the snow too. i got whacked by so many ppl man ! was real fun, but stopped after awhile cos' i was getting cold, plus i'm already having a cold. anyway, we could play on the roads and paveways cos it was already very late at night (11pm?) and there were few cars on the deserted road adjacent to our hostel.

today everyone's so happy too. now the guys of the gang are drinking vodka with coke. man, the amount of vodka they put is WOOHOO. one of them is already talking gibberish, one is tipsy, the other two still alright. R-E-S-T-E-C-P. i only had a few glasses before i went tipsy on friday night. ahhhh !! have promised myself not to drink in public anymore. its not only an embarrassment, but it can be very dangerous too. mmhmm. -ponders-

i think the post-ball atmosphere is still lingering around the hostel, and i'm so glad that all of us are so close to one another-playing and having so much fun together. (: anyway, despite the FREEZING cold weather, i had two long baths man ! one before gym and one after. ran so much today.. maybe 7km? yep. cos i ate way too much today. too much rice and fries and oily food. felt ever so guilty till i had to push myself to the limit.

well, better go check on the guys. hopefully they don't get hangover !! ahhhhh !! peace out. ^^v

will it snow today.....?

yay !! holidays are here !! -boogies-

last night was foundation year's ball, and it was absolutely terrific !! coincidentally, it was friday the 13th !! here's what happened during the day.

750am: did not wake up early enough to study for chemistry exit test, and was rushing through it like crazy !!

830am: time to go for chem lab !! after a mere split second after closing the door behind me, i realised i left my key in my room !! fish. the matron was in school already, so i had no choice but to just go to school.

900am: in chem lab. chem teacher caught me using my cell phone and asked me to do it outside. i was just topping up my prepay account balance man.

1200pm: guess what? NO EXIT TEST !! hooray !! haha. first good thing that happened that day. went to union to have my lunch before going for math lect, then eng lect.

245pm: time to go for hair updo for prom, but door of my room still locked. went to look for the matron and got the master key from him. ben went back to hostel to retrieve my key, while i rushed to farmer's to get this real good strapless bra. -lol-

335pm: running like mad to the salon !! ahhh!!!!

4++pm: went with ben to his house to get his suit. had my early nibbles too (sandwich !)

710pm: hair and make up ready. assembled downstairs to meet all the beautiful ladies and suave men.

junko, lilly, me

thiri, me

ben, me

michelle, me

chwee ling, me

helen (intro. to physics teacher) and some of hsb ppl

caleb, chwee ling, ben, me, nai hau, claire

what happened next ? i got tipsy. -.-

havent blogged for so long !! well, been kinda busy with.. TELEVISION Television television. someone help me stop the addiction, please ! there are too many nice shows on television every night. i can't seem to concentrate on my work, and this is NOT good. tell me what should i do ?

national day's coming !! the singapore club here in dunedin has organised a potluck session for us this saturday. really hope many will turn up and it will be a success man ! weeee~

update: 1 more week to national day, 2 more weeks to foundation year ball and HOLIDAYS !!! can't wait ! (: but, hold on a second. that means 3 weeks to seminar presentation !!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i still havent thought of anything to do on.. but was looking at designer babies, sleeping disorder and tickling ? haha. but i gues i'll do on designer babies.. kinda interesting, but not sure whether i can speak for 12min about designer babies. i know seminar presentation is good for all of us.. but im just too lazy to do it.

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELP.

"Broken (feat. Amy Lee)"

 

I wanted to know, I love the way you laugh

I want to hold you high, and steal your pain away

I keep your photograph, and I know it serves me well

I want to hold you high, and steal your pain.

 

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

You gotta win, you don't feel me anymore.

 

The worst is over now, and we can breathe again

I wanna hold you high, and steal my pain away

There is so much left to learn, and no one left to fight

I wanna hold you high, and steal your pain.

 

'Coz Im broken, when I'm open

And I feel like that I'm strong enough

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

 

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm open

And I don't feel like that I'm strong enough'

Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

 

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone.

You gotta win, you don't feel me anymore.

Haha. Haven't been blogging since school started ! It's been way hectic man.. When are the holidays coming again ?! Haha. Just chilling out.. Waiting for my turn to bathe.. Haha. I just found out that most of the girls in my hostel take their baths around 8pm. As for me, I normally bathe very late in the night, like 12am ? Haha. But I decided to change this weird habit of mine. It's FREEZING cold in the night ! But hey, I don't have to wait for a vacant bathroom at that time. ;)

 

Ooooh !! Blogger's upgraded again. Hiak hiak. Can play with colours now. Haha. I'm so bored!! Someone save me ! I don't want to study anymore ! Oh, I just remembered that my school's ball is on 13th August ! Can't wait man ! Hehe. Didn't get a chance to have a ball or prom back in Singapore, so I wanna enjoy myself man ! But we only gotta pay 25bucks ? That's way cheaper than those in Singapore right?

 

!! Gastric ! What the.. Okay, better stop now. Why isn't he replying me ?

YAY ! I'M 18 ! Haha.

Wanna thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday, who organised the eat-out yesterday ! Love you guys !

Now, what can I do now that I cannot do previously ? Hmm.

JUST 1 MORE DAY TO MY BIRTHDAY ! 1 MORE DAY UNTIL I TURN 18 ! 1 MORE DAY TO JULY 8TH ! 1 MORE DAY ! :DDD

Wee ! Last night, he told me that he lost his wallet man..! So freaking scary la.. Cos' he's got everything in that wallet.. His student i.d, driver's license, EFTPOS card and cash. Didn't have a good sleep cos' I was worrying for him la.. What if he can't find it man.. But in the end he still found it la.. He checked the wrong jeans, the jeans he wore the day BEFORE yesterday.. Lol.

Ruth's in Dunedin ! I guess it's her holidays now too, and she's here to visit her friends, including me. Haha. Very happy to be able to meet someone I knew before. Was supposed to meet her today, but I could only make it later, and she needed to go sightseeing, so I'm meeting her at Mac's tomorrow for lunch ! Can't wait. So, in the end, I went with him to collect the photos I developed from my digital camera for Qi and Steph, Shuo and Joan, and for Mama they all, and also for myself la. Haha. Then we slacked at Starbucks for a few hours before heading home. Slack day eh?

Qi just told me she made a blog for herself! Woohoo. Thanks to me Me ME ME. Haha. ~*tOR��*~ says: hey!i've got my own blog..hahahaa..thanks to u. Cool bananas ! Haha. I'm mad. Must teach her some html stuff I learnt from all the webbys I've visited, and most importantly, MISS STEPHANIE LOW JUN YU too! Hiak hiakx ! Good teacher produces good student. Like me. Thanks thanks. Hahaha. Oh no, I'm going bonkers.

I've decided to go on a diet ! Or should I say I'm trying to lose weight ! I'm super dupery heavy already la.. And don't ask me how heavy I weigh. It's just.. UNIMAGINABLE. Save me.. Oh oh oh!! Foundation Year's ball is on August 13 ! Hope I can take loads of photos ! Hee* The photo queen is BACK IN ACTION! Actually I've always been in action la.. Nothing to do also just take my phone or digital camera to take photo of myself. So lame man. But what else can I do right..

He and his funny dream for the future: "I have a dream.. That one day everyone will be running naked in farms, that everyone work to be self-sufficient, no one's richer than another, and Singapore RULES THE WORLD ! The capital of this world will obviously be.. Singapore. Everyone will own farms and have houses underground, living simple lives like everyone." LOL. He was crapping all the way in Starbucks about his dream la.. But I doubt the majority would want to RUN AROUND THE FARMS NAKED. HAHAHA. I don't know how he got that idea la.. Why do we have to stay underground?! Hahahahaha. Humorous guy and his funny dream. I asked him,"Don't you want to see a future like the Jetsons cartoon?" Hmm. I forgot his reply. Forget it. Haha. The point is: in my opinion, not everyone prefers having simple lives, some of us are already living in materialistic societies. It is inevitable to be materialistic in the modern society. Yup. That's it.

Okay, UMAT is tough. I don't know how I'm going to make it to Medical School in the next 2 years. Sigh. God save me.

I just want a normal birthday. With cake, singing, laughters, wishes, yummy foods. But will my wish come true ?

2 days to my birthday ! ! ! ! !

LOL. I slept for 12hours yesterday(It's Tuesday already)! I think that's the most amount of sleep I've had since God-knows-when. But I'm sleepy already. Hee. Typical me. Just slacked and watched Hai Tun Wan Lian Ren Part 2 today. 4 episodes down! Left with.. (calculations... Crap. Long time no use brain already.) Er. I dunno. Haha.

It was supposed to be a boring day, but it wasn't cos' he was here. Hiak hiakx! Life's never boring with him around. I think I'm gonna dye my hair tomorrow. Still pondering on what colour I should dye. How?

Have the sudden urge to have a sleep-over at someone's place. But whose? It won't be very fun either. =\

B O R I N G. Nothing to say already. Haha. *speechless* Better sleep soon. I'm a panda already. Don't wanna be a tired panda, or else I'll look horrible. Hee.

Still can't believe I'm turning 18.

Should I go or not........ HELP.

Been blogging since the starting of this month, and I feel great! Still thinking of my abandoned blog a few months ago. Lol. And everyone's complaining why haven't I updated my blog for so long. Well, might as well redo everything since it's the holidays!

Sometimes guys can be so hurtful. They don't register what they are going to say in their head, and just say it out, not worried whether or not that guy or girl will be hurt or not. Maybe that's why some people say guys are not as sensitive as girls. *Shrugs* I don't know.

It's such a coincidence such that I was talking about hypocricy, and I personally witnessed someone talking bad about someone else behind his back. Sigh. I just rolled my eyes and didn't bother about what he was saying man. It's.. too unacceptable for me. However, there is a handful of guys out there who are too sensitive. A little thing can make him cry or get angry about. Maybe all of us should learn to be sensitive, but not too much. :)

Maybe I've come to a conclusion that I don't like hypocrites, back-stabbers, racists, and maybe some other types of people.

How to make a jessicA

Ingredients: 1 part success 5 parts humour 1 part beauty

Method: Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little lovability if desired!

Username:

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Just counted how many muesli bars I had today. 5 in total. Woohoo. Is that a record or what..? Didn't have dinner cos' its KFC today. OILY CRAP. so I had an apple and 2 muesli bars. Should get hungry any time soon. It's just a matter of time. Haha.

Went to the gym before dinner. Ran for half an hour, did the pulling thingy like rowing a boat(sorry but I don't know e name of tt machine! LOL) for 1km, watched Ben, Caleb and Zhou play badminton for awhile until I got freaking cold cos' I was just standing there watching. Did cycling for approximately 35min. BLEAH.. Don't feel tired at all, and that's stupid.

Sometimes I wonder why humans are born selfish. It's not fair. I hate it when I have to tolerate some selfish acts of SOME people whom I shan't mention. Hypocrites are another type of people that I hate. Get alive man. Its not as if they have to compete to get famous in school. Can't they just be themselves and don't pretend to be someone they aren't? Wanna whack them also cannot.. Or else kena whack back also.. Lol. Oh well. To hell with it.

My birthday's coming.. And I'm still wondering whether I'll actually enjoy my birthday this year. Dead place. 'Dead' people. So how am I gonna express my joy man..? I wanna go back to Singapore.. Where all my true and faithful friends and family are.

Sigh. Just let me dream on.

"Everytime"

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

Changing and revamping this whole blog really tires one out. SUCK. How I wish we don't even have to sleep. Miss you so much ! If only you were right beside me.. :) It's the holidays now.. And my birthday's in 5 days time..! Time to celebrate. Haha. How to celebrate at this place man. No way in H**l. Missing my family too. Missing Singapore. Missing all my friends. Missing everything that I'm missing out. Damn. I'm making myself frustrated. Lol. I can't be bothered man.

True blue friends are hard to come by. I'm serious.

NEED A NEW BLOGSKIN !!!!!! Any recommendations?

FWAHhhhhhhhhhh... Haven't blogged for such a long time... Been busy with everything..! Tests are coming up, exams are coming up.. Stress is building up.. Blah blah blah..!! Lucky it isn't as stressful as in Singapore..

Hmm.. What happened since the last time I blogged... OH. My eyes degree went up 100deg and 50deg man.. That's madness..! I didn't know how it went up so high, but I had to pay 38 freaking bucks to check my eyesight.. Oh well..

Mum asked whether I wanna go back to Singapore during my break in June. I told her I wanted to spend my time here in NZ, and celebrate my birthday here.. (BIG HINT: MY BIRTHDAY IS ON 8th JULY!!!! hiakhiakx! ;) ) Can't wait for Mum and Janice and Jonathan to come here to visit me..! Miss them so very much... Must make them feel AT HOME man.. Haha.. I have so many things I need from Singapore, and hopefully they will get all of them and bring them to me.. Muahaha... The prices of the goods here are damn high can.. Want to buy also heart pain.. Plus the stuff here are either too expensive, or limited pattern and stuff.. *shrugs*

Oh ya, heard about the Nichol Highway incident in Singapore.. What's the latest news about that man? See la.. I'm not in Singapore then this kind of thing happen.. Haha.. Nah just joking.. But I didn't expect something like that to happen in Singapore.

Why is Friendster always so laggy...? Oh, by the way, do all of you have Hi-5 or something like that? I have so many of my friends inviting me to join that thingy.. And I don't even know what that is.. Haha.

Now waiting for my next Chemistry lecture.. Yawn yawnx. Going to the gym later.. Yayy.. Its fat-burning time! Hahaha.. Oh ya Steph, I'm NOT and EVER NOT 50kg.. The weighing machine at Ben's house is SPOILT or something.. Cos' I measure again at the gym. PHEW. If I'm really 50kg, I REALLY don't have to eat anymore la.. Haha.

I miss Char Kway Teow, Fried Carrot Cake, Wan Ton Mee, Ban Mian, MOS Burger, Esprit, ELLE, Mango, Miss Selfridge... How come everything that Singapore has is NOT here... This place ah.. Can shop but limited man. And that SUCKS !!

What are the latest English and Chinese songs back in Singapore? I like Yeah by Usher man.. it rockx! WooooOOoohoo~ What else ah.. Aiyah.. Can't be bothered to think.. I realised that there are some Kiwi bands and singers who are real good man.. For example Steriogram.. And... Er... AND... Haha I forgot! =X

My memory hasn't been really good these days.. Or am I always like that and I just realised it? Heck. OH MAN... My email inbox is FILLED with SPAM MAILS... Somebody save me....

WINTER'S COMING!! It's so gonna be cold... Hopefully it will snow when Mum and Janice and Jonathan are here.. Jon will be so excited man! But there will be hail, but not snow?

I finally got over my summary presentation YESTERDAyyy!!!!! I feel so relaxed now! My friends told me they saw an A+ on the teacher's paper for me.. But I don't know whether to believe not.. Cos' there were like 3 times when I paused, trying to remember what I memorised.. But there was one MAJOR one when I stopped for almost 10seconds!? Like WTH man! Cos' I didn't put the main points onto my cue card, since I thought I could memorise them very clearly already.. But I also forgot that I flashed the main points on the OHP.. LOL. Then my friends were all mouthing 'BEHIND YOU, BEHIND YOU', meaning the main points were right behind me! SO embarrassing man.. Okay, I admit I was kind of nervous.. But I'm so glad its all over! Now the things to worry are: ENG REPORT, ALL THE TESTS NEXT WEEK, TRYING TO KEEP UP WITH THE CLASS WORK, SEMESTER EXAM, and.. some other stuff. Damn it.

Saw Edmund's blog last week..? Haha.. Its unique, Edmund! Serious! Go check it out k people? Meaningful stuff inside, especially for Christians. Finally, (oh crap, reminds me of my summary presentation.....!) I would like to end this post with a quote.. Or is it an extract from a Bible? Someone please tell me k? Alright, better stop now.. N E E D T O S H * T. HAHA. Ciao.

"For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life."

New song for my bloG !! lyRics here.

"Walkie Talkie Man"

[Verse 1]
Well you're walkin and a talkin
And a movin and a groovin
And a hippin and a hoppin
And a pickin and a boppin
Those bods are being bad
You better take a stand
You gonna wake up that thing in your hand
You're looking all around
There is trouble to be found
Make sure when you find it you get to say it loud
Gotta code three
Need back up
Bring me
My bright pink fluro jacket

[Chorus]
He's fat and he don't run too fast
But he's faster than me
Last night at the show we saw him
Going out of his tree

Well you're walkin and a talkin
You're my walkie talkie man
Well you���re walkin and a talkin
Go Go Go Go

[Verse 2]
Well you're walkin and a talkin
And a freakin and a yellin
And a bossin and a speakin
And a lookin and a pointin
Always tell us what to do
With your high top shoes
And you wave your torch
With your black short shorts
Don't let em get away
Don't think they can play
Nail 'em to the wall
Cause you really need to say
Gotta code three
Need back up
Bring me
My bright pink fluro jacket

Your a magical unicorn! As all unicorns go, magic
unicorns are amazing with enchantments and can
perform spells and all kind of crafts. Magic
Unicorns have horns that if drank from can cure
blindness, and give immortality. All magical
unicorns are very kind and heart-warming, but
can get tempermental if a spell goes wrong.
Magical Unicorns live in forests where they can
practise all there magic in secret. But, if a
human befreinds a magical unicorn, they have a
friend for life.


What kind of Unicorn are you? (With beautiful pictures)
brought to you by Quizilla


Hmm.. unicorn suddenly reminded me of Ad Infinitum. *hugx*

I'm so excited about my Stewart Island trip! The day's getting closer.. *BEAMS* Haha.. I know tramping is tough, but it'll be such an enriching experience man! Imagine tramping in such cold weather.. Gosh. When my trip is coming, that means that Easter holidays are here too! We don't get one week of Easter holiday in Singapore, do we? One whole week of break man! Lol.

Don't know why but I've been so careless in tests and my assignments.. Not sure why.. Very disappointed with my restuls recently.. Keep getting either 16/20 or 6/10.. Hate the number 6!!!!!!!!!! Sorry to anyone whose favourite number is 6.. But I've got 5 test marks which contain the number 6 in it and i HATE it!!! I feel so stupid man.. It's like just managed to pass a test.. That kinda feeling really.. S U C K. Super stressed..

Heard that Ma they all coming on the 3rd and 4th week of June holidays!! Woohoo....! ;) Ain't that great.. I'm sure JONATHAN misses me loads.. And Janice too.. I think.. Haha! =X

Been burning the midnight oil for 2 whole weeks already.. I look like a genuine panda now.. WIth my dark circles.. SIGH! Nono.. Cannot sigh. Just gotta work hard la.. It's so NOT easy to get into Med la.. Out of a thousand over students, only a hundred plus can get in.. How pathetic is that.. Plus all the people I know are all so hardworking + smart + everything-in-a-package-to-be-a-nerd. I'm SO not like them can.. But heck la.. Just study hard and do my best.. I think my final G.P.A will be super dupery lousy.

I'm getting fatter everyday la.. The weather's so cold because its autumn for a month already.. The result is: EAT MORE. And I really mean MORE okay.. Back in Singapore I really don't actually EAT..? Over here I eat like a dinosaur man.. You never see how much I eat here.. One meal here is like 3 days of meal back in Singapore.. Now you know how chubby and fat and flaby I'm gonna get. Haha. Wanna go to Unipol(gym) to work out also lazy.. Cos' gotta walk in the night.. Far and cold.. What to do? Haha. But nevertheless, I went to Unipol with Ben, Chwee Ling, Halim, Caleb, Jason and James last Thursday after the whole string of tests man. Played badminton with Ben, Chwee Ling and Jason. Paired up with Ben. Man.. Ben's badminton is like chao pro la.. But then didn't really see his good moves cos' he didn't really play that day.. And that's because I was hitting all the shuttlecocks la.. Haha! Since I was standing in front you know.. Ahem* Lol. Then played basketball with the rest and saw Michael.. His basketball is also chao pro la..! Haha. Played with all the other guys till about 10+ in the night I think, before we headed back to El Nido(hostel).

Two of my hostel mates have just moved out cos' they are going to Auckland to study.. Is it really THAT boring here..? Lol. I also dunno how I can tahan without shopping for 2 weeks. Hopefully Joan and Shuo sends the parcel soon.. I'm getting sick of all the clothings I'm wearing.. It's how cold today la.. Plus the stupid rain.. Oh, about the rain here.. It's different from Singapore. In Singapore, we get large drops of rain.. But here we get tiny drops of rain, but LOTS of them.. So we get VERY VERY wet when we're drenched. And I really mean VERY. Plus the cold weather and stuff.. It's tough trying to adapt to the weather here..

Now waiting for Ben to come back so we can have lunch together.. In the computer lab now with so many other people checking their mails and stuff too. I'm craving for black sauce chicken BECAUSE of CHAN JUNWEI who tempted me just last night with his mother's cooking. Dammit. Okay, gonna check my mail now. Lalala.

AHEM.. I'm finally updating my blog again!! Haha.. Cos' some people have complained that I haven't been updating my blog, but just replying at my flooble chatterbox.. Haha! Okay, now about me. I'M SICK!! I've been sick for.. 4 days!! The flu virus is spreading here and there in Dunedin la.. Sigh* Hate getting sick.. Keep coughing and coughing.. Machiam have TB like that.. *CHOY!* Haha! Anyway, I've got 3 tests (Biology, Physics and MathC) this week!! IRRITATING! =/ Just had my Biology test a few hours ago, and it sucked totally. *frowns* Oh well. It's over. But hey, look on the bright side man! My 1st Biology test.. At least its not THAT difficult. Still gotta work hard la!

Okay, better stop. So boring man..! Gonna hear some songs now. Ciao~~

56K. SO SLOW!! I've got my internet access already! But will have to use dial-up for a week first.. Tsk tsk. Slow until like don't know what. Wee.

Hi people! Well, I'm craving for Nasi Lemak nowwwwwwwwwww!!! Could someone kindly DHL some to me..? Haha, just joking! The weather here is warmer than it was in summer.. And I have NO idea why.. I've just replied some old flooble chatterbox messages, so you guys can go read if I didn't reply you the other time. :)

I'm studying REALLY hard here.. Studying till almost 12 everyday.. I'm gonna be a NERD!!! Or I was always one.. Haha..! Hope to get into Med next year! That's my aim man! I haven't got my internet yet, so you guys won't see me much on MSN or whatever. But when I get my internet access, you guys will be the first to know! Okay, gotta go call the internet company already, or else no internet for me FOREVER man.. Haha. Miss you guys back in Singapore!! *muackx*

Hi everyone, or anyone reading this! Haha. Yup, I'm now in Dunedin, New Zealand now.. In my school computer lab trying to blog as quickly as possible because I have a lesson at 2p.m.. Everything's fine here.. All settled by my mama while she was here, but she's left me..PHYSICALLY on Sunday. *SAD* !!! Now I'm an independent young lady trying to survive la.. Haha. Well, its autumn now.. Since yesterday (1st March). Kinda chilly down here.. Can't wear those mini skirts.. Or spagetti tops.. Or shorts.. All out of the way man.. now like DUMPLING like that.. Haha, no la.. Exaggerating.. I've made many new friends here.. People from Korea, China, India, Russia, Malaysia, Japan blahblahblah.. Kinda stressful now cos' all the students here are also DAMN kiasu man.. Not I wanna say la but I think they're even more kiasu than Singaporeans.. Haha... I'll try and blog as frequently as I can.. I hope.. Haha. If you guys wanna know how to contact me, just MSN Stephanie or whoever la.. Haha.. But stephie doesn't know my room telephone number yet.. Will give her soon.. Hope to receive alot of your letters aH!!! Hahaha.. Okay, gotta log off now. Cya guys!!! I MISS CHAR KWAY TEOW! :X

Today.. Or should I say yesterday was a very tiring day.. Since I'm still awake at this hour.

Woke up at 7am to go to the wet market with Dad and Edith to buy food for the bbq farewell party.. Was so damn tired, I must say. I helped Edith by marinating the meat, and folding spare ribs into aluminium foils. Actually, all the efforts are all for her. *clap clap* She not only learns fast, her memory is super good. Whatever Dad has taught her, she's got all of 'em in her head. I can N E V E R E V E R be a good cook cos' I'll just simple pour stuff into the food without even thinking. =
Actually I'm quite glad so many people came.. Especially my tennis coach ( LOVE HIM! ), 5th aunt and her children, DAD, AH MA, and all my CCHSM friends. :)

THANKS: Denise and Woan Ting for the present and card they gave me :: I simple love Ferrero Rocher and Loacker! ;P ::

Qi for the beautiful storage box I've always wanted, some letter pads and a matching pink winter hat and scarf :: Qi, I love you!!! ::

Jeff for the beautiful song he composed for me :: It's really nice la.. But I forgot the tune. MUST SEND TO ME! ::

Junwei and Weiming for the ever so creative T-shirt they customised for me :: Its REALLY creative, guys! ;) ::

Edith for the wonderful bbq food :: If not for her, we'll be starving. ::

Dad and Mum for taking time off to help me with the party :: Muackx! ::

Mr Ang for the nice red and black scarf :: It's very nice! ::

Claressa for rushing down just to pass me some food and speak to me :: I'll miss you, gurl! ::

Everyone for coming to my farewell party :: Woohoo. ::

Those who apologized when they couldn't come :: I understand, really. ::

Chungie and Thazin for listening to me SOB and WHINE and pack my luggages till 2am :: You guys are so dear to me.. ::

Those who wished me good luck! :: Thanks! ::

Those who rushed down from anywhere in Singapore to celebrate this day with me :: I'm really touched.. ::


Well, after all the thanking.. It's time to reminisce and think of how I'm feeling right now. Basically, I'm not handling this situation well.. My luggages are overweight due to my clothes, my books, my accessories. I haven't even put in my shoes and toiletries too.. I keep crying cos' I'm leaving.. And it's not good either. At first, I was way excited to get out of this place and pursue my studies in a different environment.. But everyone knows that it'll be stressful first when we go to a very different cultured place, and the people there will not be the same as those here. So now, I'm feeling a little down, a little frightened, a little.. Different. May I please remind myself that I'M LEAVING TOMORROW...?!

Steph says I should trust my heart, and don't make myself regret of things that I didn't do. Yes, I know that there's something I haven't done. But I do not have the courage to do it. Call me a chicken. Well, I should just start afresh there.. Since no one knows me there, and no one knows my past.

Why did he message Chungie...? He is making me puzzled.. I don't know what he's thinking about now.. Why doesn't he just message me.. Am I really that unapproachable..? This sucks man.

Well, for the past 2 minutes, I've just been staring at the screen, thinking of what to type.. But my mind is blank. There's nothing else to write about. Okay, this will be my last entry to this blog in Singapore. Short, ain't it?

Went to eat at Marche with Ning and Tuck.. This will be the last time I'll see Tuck!!! Cos' he'll be having some field camp in Army.. So he won't be able to come out this Saturday to send me off... Sobx*!! Then walked around Heeren to find some small gifts for JAAC.. Excluding me la.. Haha..

Met Chun and Aud at PS..!! Aud has longer hair now.. Chun also.. Rebonded hair also.. Then Aud said both of us like wear until so matured.. Lol* Ate desserts and rot at Lips Cafe @ Cine to wait for Abby.. Suddenly so many primary school memories came back la.. We had so many good laughs about what rubbish we did in the past.. Haha.. Aud gave me a pretty cool photo frame with a note in it.. And Chun gave me a Precious Moment mug.. Thanks!!

Abby finally arrived from her match at about 5.. Went to Buttercup Cafe @ Cine while she ate her Rum and Raisins ice-cream.. Then we continued to talk.. Abby gave us this heart made of paper with those saga seeds as border.. Very sweet.. :) So great to see them after so long.. Especially Abby!! Then we went to Pretty in Tokyo to take neoprints.. Since I'm so ever familiar with all the machines there.. We took so many nice neoprints.. So happy!! Haha! Left town at around 7pm.. Blah blah....!

WTF.. My entry just went missing. So tired already.. Summarise everything in an even shorter post.. Found tuition for Jan in the afternoon.. Went to Steph house to rot or awhile before meeting Qi at Tampines MRT station.. Then met Mel at Bedok MRT station.. Then Chungie and Thazin at ECP.. Went Jumbo Seafood Restaurent to makan.. SUPER NICE..! Ate CHILLI CRAB, garoupa, scallop with yam, steamed prawns with garlic or something.. Aiyah everything super delicious la.. Need me to explain more..? Bill was $135.15.. Thanks Qi for treating meeeee!!!!! :) Went to some resting place then Ad Infinitum gave me this squishy and cute cushion thingy from MOGU!! Soooo nice to hug ok.. Thanks guysssss for my farewell pressie!!! Janice quarrelled with Dad.. Dunno what to do..

Cheer up, Steph! Get well, Ning! Make up, Jan and Pa! Wake up, Jess!

Actually I don't know how I'm feeling now.. Today went to confirm everything for Ad Infinitum sweater.. At last we've got everything ready.. But when we got there, I got this terrible tummyache that I was in the toilet for like 8min lo.. Forget the details. Haha.. Then we went to Clarke Quay to watch Thazin climb.. Under 20 Women Finals.. Cool man.. I didn't know rock climbing was so difficiult and challenging.. Woohoo.. Jan was with us cos' we were supposed to find her tuition for Maths and Science.. But then too late already.. So didn't go.. Very funny la today.. Haha.. Kept laughing and laughing.. Steph got super amused about my mouth gesture la.. Haha.. Alot of rubbish.. But had so much fun today.. Hee.

Ning got kidney infection and is now in the hospital.. When both me and Jan reached her ward, she was already starting to shiver like crap.. The doctor said it was because the bacteria has gone into her blood stream.. That's why she was shivering.. Heard from the other patient's relatives that many kidney problem patients all shiver when they took their medicine.. She was in such a bad condition that I cried.. She was trying so hard not to shiver but she continued to shiver.. Her whole body was like aching.. I kept crying lo.. She's like a sister to me.. And I've never seen her in such a condition before.. HOPE SHE GETS WELL SOON!!!!

Waiting for Jan to finish bathing.. Oh she just came out. Wee.. Go bathe.

Went out with Joan and Shuo today.. Watched Stuck On You which wasn't very nice.. Not as funny as I thought it would be.. Took neoprints twice lo.. Haha..

Oh, before that went to temple to pray Tai Sui.. Smoky and everything.. Had prawn noodles lo.. So delicious! YUM!!

MUST FORGET! MUST FORGET!!

I don't know how I should feel now.. Am I supposed to feel relieved, or am I supposed to feel bereft.. How come everything doesn't seem to be going my way.. Or maybe I should take that as a lesson.. Why like that la.. I hate myself.

Bought laptop already.. IBM X31.. But why don't I feel overjoyed or exhilarated.. How come unexpectedly my eyes will be welled with unwanted tears.. I don't wanna cry.. But I cannot control my feelings..

'I duno how to say this but I've put you out of my mind for so long.. I'm not sure if I want you back in it.'

Today went to have lunch with my family before meeting Joan and Shuo.. Met them at Heeren and there were so many people waiting in queue to see Xiao Zhu a.k.a Luo Zhi Xiang loh.. I think his songs are not bad loh.. Shuo agrees but Joan doesn't really think much of him.. Haha. Took neoprints in the machine we once loved to take in.. But long time didn't use that machine already.. Neverhteless the neoprints turned out great!! Hehe.. Joan was supposed to find slippers and something for Ann cos' its her birthday today! It was raining today AGAIN.. Damn weather la.. Went to Far East to look for slipper and Joan found one.. Not bad loh.. Very nice and not expensive.. Then I went to return my book Just Friends.. After that we showed Shuo her SURPRISE. Lol! She was laughing like crap la.. How come we got so lame until do that kinda thing.. Haha. Joan bought a pig crystal ball and some scotch tape holder with two fat man.. Very creative I must say. We simple feng1 our day away la.. Kept talking and laughing and trying to be funny around Orchard. I must say Orchard is ren2 shan1 ren2 hai3 today loh.. Even though Chingay was yesterday.

Supposed to go to Thazin's house tomorrow.. But then Mum said she was going to Mexico for two weeks.. Means she won't have anymore time to bring me to buy laptop already.. So I gotta go with her tomorrow and miss our Ad Infinitum meeting. Sigh. Was looking forward to it though.. Now the thought has been SHATTERED. Haha.. Too dramatic already. Lol.

Okay, its been a long day and I'm tired! Hope tomorrow they can gao dim the sweater and I can find my ideal laptop, and my com can work WELL by tomorrow..

How come you don't call me, anymore..?

U R G H. There is SERIOUSLY something wrong with my freaking com.. I dunno what on earth is happening to it la.. Damn it la.. Then my com cannot read the external hard drive.. Then my com dun have the outlet for LAN connection.. How to transfer all my stuff to my laptop la.. IRRITATING!!! Today I feel so stressed la.. I can't believe this is happening to me.. Two days ago my com crashed so I cannot update my blog and everything.. Now dun even have the mood to blog.. SIAN. =\

Oh, haven't post what I dreamt a few days back.. Worth laughing about.. Haha. Firstly, my letter didn't reach him at all.. Because his grandparents had kept it from him.. It's lame right.. Haha.. And he tried to write me a letter too.. But somehow it didn't get to me too. Or did it? Haiyah I dunno! Forgot! Haha. Then we were in my Grandma's house la.. Haha.. I have no idea what was going on.. Then suddenly I was on stage with the choir (CCHSM).. Since I haven't been in a choir for more than a year already.. While I singing I could hear myself singing out of tune! So paiseh lo.. Then I could see everyone in choir.. Including TT.. SHe was just standing right beside me.

The scene changed again.. And I was in some fun-fair.. Everyone from Mum's side were on the Merry-Go-Round.. Including me.. I remember I was between my two male cousins.. And they were laughing at me about something la.. Then when we got down I saw a very tattered hongbao on our piled up stuff.. So I took it and wanted to throw it away.. But when I looked in, I saw 90 bucks inside la! Woohoo! My two aunts were urging me to spilt the sum la.. Like whatever right.. Haha. But then my two male cousins were saying the hongbao may have belonged to some ghost.. So cannot anyhow take.. Then I suddenly looked up, I saw Cecilia Cheung at the 2nd floor la! But she was like a ghost loh.. Wearing those cheongsum and her make-up super heavy.. Like really a ghost know.. Then I quickly throw the hongbao away.. Then I got woken up by some phone call la. Haha.

I remembered another dream!! But it happened on another day. I dreamt my room had alot of lizards! Then there were even some dropping on my bed and Jan's loh!! But Jan was sleeping so she heck care.. But I was freaking scared la! Then out of the blue, some frogs appeared la! Those super duper big eyed frogs.. Their skin so MOIST.. So scary.. I hate frogs man!! Then cos there were only 4 frogs in my room, the lizards like started to attack them loh.. Since they had a bigger number what.. Then suddenly one lizard just opened its mouth and SWALLOWED a frog la!!!!! So scary loh!! I think I screamed in my dream.. So scary... Thinking about it only gives me goosebumps... *FREAKED* Okay, can get to sleep already.. Zzz.