Thursday, November 27, 2003

Just wrote a.. er. story about the two of us.
Took about two hours to finally finish it.

Yesterday I stayed at AhMa's house.
I quit the freaking job.
Too lame and boring.
Man why am I typing like this?
Must be the story.

My colleague looks like him lo.
Kept thinking of him everytime i see my colleague.
Freak.

Wo Men De Gu Shi Zhen Nan Wang.

Tuesday, November 25, 2003

Whatever. It's damn tough finding suitable flights lo. Let Mum do the job. I quit.

Got a job through TM. Felt really bad cos' I didn't really want it, but I got it and she didn't. Lucky she got another job from this other co-worker.. Or else I'll feel how guilty. Sorry TM. =/

What's Pharmacology ANYWAY? Fuck la. Gotta study Bio. Bio sucks totally la. I don't want to be in Health Science. Mum always thinks Health Science and Life Science are interesting. But sorry, they're NOT to me. I don't get it. What's so interesting about it man. I can never get the FEEL. Seriously, there's completely no connection between me and Bio. This is getting me frustrated.

Went out with Stephie today. Watched Love Actually. Damn. 8 stories in a show la.. Haha.. Was abit damn confusing at first but we finally got it la. Anyway I thought we were rather noisy in the cinema.. With all our laughing and talking.. =P Who cares man?

I just remembered I haven't had my dinner. Dad ate mine up. Bleah.

I'm trying to forget him. But it looks like I'm not trying HARD enough. Found out that I kept talking about him to Stephie today. Quite bad already, huh?

Blah blah blah.. I gotta get up by 930 tomorrow. Or maybe 9. Okay, make that 9am. Hope my co-workers are nice. *cross fingers* I don't want to have dinner and lunch all by myself.

My handphone went bonkers this morning.. It was already 10 plus in the morning.. And the display was like.. 12 plus? I was supposed to meet TM @ Expo at 12! I freaked out man! But when i looked closer.. It was 12 plus A.M. -_-" Freako.

N6220 is very nice man. I wanna have it. But I think I'll choose a laptop over a handphone. Cos' I don't have a laptop? Mum won't buy both la. I know her.

Pa's very funny.. Was walking to the living room just now and found him lying on the couch sleeping.. So now the television's watching him and not the other way round. Ironic, huh? He looks like this small kid trapped in an adult's body. The way he slept reminds me of.. Brother. Diao... Hahaha. =D

I'm trying to keep myself entertained now. Haha, can't sleep. Again. Whatever man. This Uni thing and Love thing is making my life miserable only. Wonder how my life's gonna change if I made a different choice.

Janice pierced 2nd ear holes la! I just found out like T O D A Y. She said she purposely tied up her hair yesterday to make me notice the ear holes.. But OBVIOUSLY I didn't.. Since I'm the not-so-observant type of girl. Damn. She says its not very painful. I want another earhole... maybe two.

LW n LS gave me some clothes.. You can say hand-downs.. Haha. I'm used to all these la. Ever since young I've been receiving how many of these.. But honestly speaking, some clothes are really fashionable. Take the ESPRIT black dress. NICE. But for others I better not say much. =X

Chungie's sick. Hope she gets well soon. *prays* Why is everyone getting sick? I was sneezing like Hell yesterday, but I seem okay today. Weird me. Better catch some sleep now. Don't wanna look like some ridiculous panda from China tomorrow.

Don't Miss Him.

Monday, November 24, 2003

I've been accepted by UOO already.. Going into Health Sci.. Damn.. I really don't like hate Bio la.. Why does Mummy want me to do it.. Sigh.

Rot at home the whole day.. Whole body aching after all the gym stuff yesterday. Damn.

Kept sneezing after about 8pm.. Gonna get sick man.

Hope the class gathering Qi and me organised will be a successful one.

Stehie didn't reply me the whole day.. Wonder why.

Tiring day.. I've been walking around the house with tired eyes and aching body. How 'chum' can I get.

Don't Ask.
Don't want to talk about him anymore. It was all my fault. Why did I say that? Was I blinded or did I not see the goodness in him? Regretting does not give miracles.. I am not going to bother him anymore.. Now I realise the true reason why he is treating me this way. Bereft.. It really describes me, huh? Let memories rush past me and disappear in the midst of unhappy thoughts.

Gui Ji and Duan Le De Xuan.. Very nice songs.. All thanks to KW who sent the songs to me.. :)
Gui Ji's lyrics.. Sad. Deifinitely going to watch Hidden Track.. Though its not really nice, according to many people..

Hope Ecinue gets better.. *pray*

Duan Le De Xuan Zai Zhen Me Lian Wo De Gan Jue Ni Yi Ting Bu Jian

>If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for
>
>some reasons he couldn't stay, don't cry too much... Just be glad
>
>that your paths crossed and; somehow he made you happy even for a
while.
>
>Bottom-line : Time will tell. If he's yours he will surely come back. --- Qi's e-mail.

Don't cry.

Sunday, November 23, 2003

Just came back from Gym and Tennis!!!!!! SO STICKY AND SMELLY!! Haha.. Played Tennis with Dad and Brother.. Had a great time man.. Super funny la playing with Pa.. Haha

When I was at Gym, tried running la.. But right.. I only ran like 100m then my right side of my abdomen very painful.. Duno what was happening la.. Then I stopped and went to cycle loh.. I cycled like 25km la.. WTH.. Haha.. Damn tired after that.. But then I still did some arms and legs workout.. Did everything in about an hour or so..

I WANNA BATHEEEEEEE! But ridiculous Janice is STILL thinking whether she should bathe not.. -_-" Haha.. QUICK DECIDE JAN!

Jan said she saw him at SSC yesterday.. She forgot to tell me yesterday la.. Duno why but it feels weird when she talks about him. Heck.

JANICE CAN U PLEASE GO AND BATHEEEEEEEEE or I'll go already........ QUICK! Are you going? I go bathe already. Ciao.

Saturday, November 22, 2003

DAMN IT.. My fingers are breaking.. Have been typing non-stop since 9 plus.. SUPER TIRED! Haha

Was supposed to go to some Bridge Competition in Bishan today with SS and some other ppl me n Joan duno.. But in the end we were supposed to register a few months ago.. So didn't play in the end.. Abit disappointed though..

Ate at Crystal Jade Scotts this morning with Joan.. The 'La Mian' is very nice.. plus the dumplings.. Yum!

Borrowed the next series of the Logan Family today.. Can't wait to continue reading..

Took neoprint with Joan! Very nice! Too bad gotta find someone else to scan for us.. Again.. Haha

Walked around J8 and had a ridiculous time with Joan

Joan showed me MH's photo! SO HAMSOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She kept calling herself Mrs Hwang la.. I suan her say she's Mrs Hwang JX.. Muahahahaha.. Evil eh? =P

My fingers are gonna break any minute now.. Better stop.
Slacked at home the whole day today.. Except from 7-8 la.. Went to play tennis! I just realised that serving a strong ball is really tough.. Hope my arm dun ache tmr.. *prays*

Is hungary a very nice place..? How I wish I can go there....

Should i go to hk with sah yee n ming n jan? But gotta save money...

The dreams were so ridiculous! come to think of it.. They're really hilarious la..

I still duno what i'm gonna do.. Relax jess.. I still have 4months to go.........................

Friday, November 21, 2003

Haha.. Guess what? I dreamt of lotsa stuff last night! I dreamt that he liked this girl called Lin Lin.. Then they were gonna get MARRIED.. But in the end it was not true.. Though they behaved sooo close! In the dream I was DEVASTATED man.. But on the wedding day when he left for.. the CHURCH?.. Lin Lin was with me (hell do I know why..). Then suddenly she took off her veil.. Then you know there's the net thingy right.. then there were words printed on top.. ER.. it goes like, 'I wanna spend the rest of my life with you' or something.. So in the end I'M the bride loh!But too bad I didn't see myself in the wedding gown.. But I saw him smiling at me.. How HAPPY la.. H A H A.. Wishful thinking eh? Why would he ever smile at me loh.. It's been ages since I've seen him smile.. Maybe that Lin Lin represented... Yeah.

I also dreamt that my grades were F F G8 la.. WTH is G8?!?! Hahaha.. Ridiculous dream right? I think i dreamt of these two dreams because Lek asked me to get my report card from school.. And the marriage thing.. DUNO.. Think of him too much... Fantasize too much.. NOT TT KIND ah.. Hahah. ^^*

Oh I dreamt that 4GR was having a lecture in LT know.. saw Mandy and JY beside me.. *WEIRD* Must be talking abt 4GR with Qi yesterday.. Haha.. Now I can still organise the outing.. Hope its successful *prays*

My Internet's working again! Computer Geek again! Haha.. Jan says I 'hog' the computer the WHOLE day! She doesn't use as much as I do now..

Thursday, November 20, 2003

URGH............................... My Internet has gone CRAZY AGAIN...
Im never ever gonna update as much as I can before.. Super sad... =~(

Now at QI's houseeeeee! Just now Qi went to donate blood... Heard from MY she super weak after donating blood.. almost fainted.. was quite worried for her lo... but now she ok already.. now still so chatty! haha.. she looking at me type all this...

Just went to tm and c.s just now... TRIED TO FIND E RIDICULOUS PINK TOP cannot find.. -_-" how... its been lk.. 4days??

Hai. Dunoe what to say le. Hahah. Gotta show qi steph's blog n mine! haha.. ciao.

Monday, November 17, 2003

Just watched finish Westside Story!! Haha.. Today not alot of people came out loh.. They're STILL looking for Shen Yinhe..

Asked some of 4Gr people about gathering today.. majority now is Sentosa.. haha*

Slacked at home the whole day today.. Going out tomorrow!! ^^*

Changed background musicccccc!! Haha.. Actually this song abit perverted.. but then very nice..

Stephie says I should give up. Qi says I should not. So HOW?

Teared just now.. Suddenly don't want to go overseas already..

Chun Zai is a really nice song.. But everytime I listen to it I feel like crying..

Bereft.

Sunday, November 16, 2003

-sneeze- URGH. i think im gonna get sick. *sian.

Went Qi's hse for a stay over yesterday!!!!! damn fun! took so many photos.. =D her new digital camera is so nice! Very good host ok.. just like her other family members.. Told Qi my darkest secret too.

Just filled in Application Form for UOO FY. I still don't know what I'm gonna be!!-ponders- how?

Mummy says that I've been spending too much.. Am I?

Went to eat curry chicken and bee-hoon at Stephie's.. YUM! Even 'tabao-ed' some home.. Aunty so nice man... Love her.

Played mahjong @ TK's yesterday evening.. Together with Justin, KW, SK, KL, n TK.. Felt abit extra though.. all guys except me.. all speaking in chinese except me.. yeah.. but was still happy la.. n also abit heart-broken la.. bie2 shuo1 le4...

Did CIP @ Changi Village yesterday afternoon with Joan, Ecinue and Eudora.. haha.. did for only 2hrs but very worth it.. i actually learnt how to garden a plant in a jar! er.. dun think anyone will understand what i just said haha..

Went Bugis today with Mummy Janice Jonathan and Edith.. Bought the skirt i like at last! heee..

'Bereft is What I Am'. Quote of the Day. F U C K. I just realised I left the paper i wrote in AhMa's house thereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..... URGHHHHHH!!!!!!! all the important schedules.. =`( I cant think anymore...........................

Saturday, November 15, 2003

yesterday lotsa stuff happened la.. but i shall just list some down.. or else i'll also sleep while readin my own blog.. haha

1. Slacked at home 1st before joan called me out
2. Supposed to go Expo Metro Sale.. But both me and joan think shuo fakin' us la.. that WORM.. haha*
3. Met joan ecinue manda at taka coffeebean.. was wearin' tt ridiculous roxy shorts with a big aididas shirt.. cos' i thought we would be going to EXPO AND NOT ORCHARD..
4. Saw MANY people i knew.. that includes kenny ong from cchsm 4ep'02. he so enthu when he said hi to me la.. hah..
5. Went bugis in e end.. with joan.. had fun la.. and will never forget tt ridiculous dimsum restaurant.. realli ridiculous la... *DUN TALK ABT IT*
6. As usual, we siao-ed over there la.. tried clothes also.. haha.. ^-^*
7. Mum came back from Bangkok without anything for us... -_-"
8. Stephie knows my darkest secret already.. And i know hers.. hiakhiak..

That's abt it la.. today is wk's bday oso la.. wadeva man.

Friday, November 14, 2003

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Thursday, November 13, 2003

*YAWN... today woke up sUPERRRR early.. pw gotta meet @ 7am.. woke up at lk.. 545 lo... urgh.. went to sch myself.. met MLDX on e train lo.. hahax.. we din speak alot.. but wadeva we spoke was jux.. PW.. n his handphone.. haha..

PW was okay i guess.. jux tt my qna sucked la.. needed help lo.. but overall its ok.. yupx.. MOPENG( pocked face terence! ) n KB were in our shift lo! super funny man when watching mopeng do his thing.. he damn funny cos he kept zou3 yin1... damn funny i lol lo.. haha.. joan din realise man.. tink she wld be laffing wif mi too! kb's speech was realli gd.. cos he realli presented vvv well.. joan sae he's lk 'a salesman advertising something' haha.. realli gd..

went to lido to check out wad shows were on.. SAW CHUNGIE N HER JIAO4 LIAN4! haha.. they were wondering wad to watch too.. duno wad they watched la hahax.. but in e end we din watch.. went to mos burger at taka to meet shuo joan n manda's frens..lm cheryl chew n kat/cat?? haha i seem to knoe their whole cls already la.. hah.. then we went sakae to eat.. there were mi shuo joan manda eudora yang kat/cat cheryl n lm.. was lm's bday party(supposedly..).. shuo n eudora told mi lotsa bad stuff abt lm.. manda was trying to distract lm cos she heard everyting i guess...? tot i wld feel extra there.. cos they were all sec sch frens.. but fortunately i din.. haha.. was fun knoeing them tho..

oh! we went far east plaza to take neoprints wif manda n eudora.. then we met melody n daphne.. woohoo.. their hair.. PUNKY. melody spiked up lk duno wad man.. lk pocupine! then daphne's hair lk dragon ball.. haha.. manda tot they were 12.. hahax..

went home with eudora.. hu lives at amk onli! so near rite.. she used to be shuo's 'going-home mate' haha.. hazel's her gd fren.. yup n it was fun going home with her.. =D

wah lau walked soo much today.. i was soooo tired the entire day.. not enuff slp.. couldnt slp last nite.. mux be janice tokin on the phone so loud.. hai. always lk tt.. im REALLI tired man.. i better stop here... gonna slp N O W.

Wednesday, November 12, 2003

I AM SO STRESSED.. i do not want to freakk out tmr.. but then..... URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. PW's OP TMRRRRRR! im how scared.. i'll stutter man i tell u... howhowhowhowhowhowhow..... i dun wanna practise anymore.. super boringgggggg.........

jux heard from janice tt LBH CALLED MI!!!! but i went out to do PW wad.. got problem meh.. anyway lek tot janice was mi ahah super funny.. i tink we realli sound alike haha.. anyway i tink she was tinking whether i was gonna go for the op not.. haha.. i oso din go for the parent-teacher meeting ting.. haha.. totally forgot abt it!! =X

jux now asked wolaiye to do animations for our ppoint.. he din do v well either.. W H A T E V E R man... he still wants mi to go to his chalet.. bday party.. i dun even wanna go.. stephie dun wanna go either.. joan oso dun wanna go.. THEN WE GO FOR WAD? FOR WAD?!?! haha.. remembering matthew's TIUUUUUUUUUU-ness.. FOR WAD?! muahha.. *evil i seriously do nt wanna go la..... he cant force mi lo.. wah lau his nick still 'I dont want any presents on my b day. But just you being there will be enough.' *ROLLS EYES*

went to holland v jux now.. met ecinue n manda at delifrance.. while shuo jiewei n junwei discussed their PW..(haha i knoe shuo.. u guys din even discussed tt much huh.. i knoe e INSIDE contents k.. hahaha).. DELI POTATO is vvv nice.. hehe.. manda fed mi one mouth of it.. v nice.. then mi n joan went to buy another set of deli potato.. irresistibly nice haha..

heard from joan tt ecinue was supposed to go to LIONEL's hse to do pw.. super OOP man..! haha..! lionel's not even in her grp la.. its tt jingxiong wans her to go.. damn funnY!

hmm.. MLDX doesnt wanna gif his share of spanish flu to joshua... cos he put alot of effort in it.. but joshua tt slacker wun be able to present aniting lo if lidat.. URGH wadeva.. tt joshua ah.. realli BO WEI GONG.

hehe did an online album for CCHSM today..! wah do u knoe i haf more acj fotos than cchsm? duno y.. but its real cool.. lk when we grow up n we see these pictures.. realli alot of memories... =D looking at e slideshow now.. i miss Chung Cheng.. haha

went to sunny's bookshop today @ fareast.. borrowed Melody by V.C Andrews.. i tink dis series will be v exciting.. haaa.. will borrow e whole series..5books i tink.. shuo.. wad did she borrow ah? *FORGOT*. oops... =X OH! KISS THE GIRLS BY JAMES PATTERSON. haha.. *phew.

joan came to my hse early in e morning...! did her speech n all.. pw all e way.. haha.. joan was wearing BLACK top n pants cos she saes is PW's FUNERAL. hahaha! super funny.. then jonathan kept disturbing us. *IRRITATED*

urgh.. my eyes are getting tired.. better go sleep already... *sleepy* hope i do well for tmr's op! GAMBATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! ^-^*

Tuesday, November 11, 2003

wah lau eh.. how come lk everyone knoes im goin' overseas la.. even tim knoes already.. tt's lk.. link until where... wadeva lo.. anyway joan's comin' my hse tmr to do PW.. u tink we'll do PW ah.. i tink we'll HAVOC again la.. we dun do serious stuff man haha.. ONCE AGAIN.. i'm at home e whole day.. i tink i'm jux too lazy to go out la.. hahax..now come to tink of it.. i tink stephie sae was rite.. we wun lk ppl reading our blog unless its someone we can trust n all.. jux now janice read i already buay song.. if its some other ppl it'll be WORSE.. rite?

i cant believe yc will lk yx lo.. i mean.. ok la.. yx is ok.. but then i tink stephie n yc looks more pei!! (stephie how r u feelin' now man???) haha.. ok la i dunoe them well.. but then.. cant imagine them lo.. haa.. =X

hehe.. i improved my blog again.. but jux a lil'... i hope tmr i can go out.. i feel so bored at home man.... n i realli miss alllllllllllllllllllll MY FRENNNNNNNNNSSSSSSSSSSSS.. SIAN. tokin to manda and ecinue on msn now... at least there's ppl accompanying mi thru e nite.. haha..

JONATHAN is horribleeeeeeee!! his maths how lanbeh man.. i cant imagine how he will fare next time k... still got the cheek to tell mi he PASSED all... *tsk tsk... he ah... WISH HIM GOOD LUCK lil' boy... p2 onli.. but i haf a feeling his science will be SUPER GD.. since p1 read read read all those science books n encyclopedia.. mad or wad??? next time he may be e next.......(hu do i wan him to be..?) ISSAC NEWTON? muaahaha.. tt's lame. -_-'

im not YAWN-ing at all.. n its almost 12... i tink im nocturnal already la.. STEPHIE's fault.. hahaha.. jux jokin la.. oh no.. i tink im getting FATTER!!! i haven been exeercising since sat.. keep snacking n eating.. URGH... shit man.. i better exercise or else become a PIGGIE.. jus lk.. SHUO n STEPHIE.. woohoo.. 2 examples of my piggie frens.. haha... nah jux jokin la.. later they come whack mi..

haha.. CRY ME A RIVERRRRRRRR!!!!(listenin' to tt justin timberlake's song).. speaking abt justin, i watched tennis jux now.. JUSTINE HENIN H. vs BONIVA.. how excitin man.. i tink HENIN H. will be my next idol after F. TORRESSSS!! haha.. i tink im mad.. but her tennis skills how gd.. her serve all vvv strong n accurate.. LOVE HER man... wish i could be as gd as her.. hehe.. well i go tok to manda n ecinue already.. tataaaa`
man.. i forgot to write yesterday.. was busy WATCHING TELLYYYY.. hahax.. yesterday... oh! i felt soo accomplished man.. i finally put a song in this blog la.. ok maybe its nth big.. but i tried the whole day man... finally can i was superrrrrrrrrrrrr happY!! stephie proud of mi not?? haahx. yesterday was e first day of me TUTORING my sis.. to tink congruent and similar triangles are how BORIN'.... i was about to doze off already lo... somemore taught her for abt 2hrs... but nvm la.. its e $$$ tt matters haha..

last nite went to look at alot of ppl's blog.. all of them rock manNn! different taste and all.. vvv cool.. to tink some html are soo cool.. man.. yesterday din go out.. was super bored at home.. in front of the computer e whole day.... n not preparing for PW.. everyone's basically CHIONG-ING man... hope my op will go well man.. anYway.. i tink goin' overseas to study is *wipes forehead* freakin' ex man man...living cost already 10K+++.. so mux save n save man if i go overseas.. better pay back my parents when i grow up! =D

haha i tink i spoke to stephie e WHOLE day yesterday.. she was online almost e whole day too.. jux tt she went to slp in e afternoon.. yup! we're going to stephie's hse for cuRry cHIckkkkkkeeeeeeennnnnnnn! woohoooo.. miss her mum's cooking.. remembered durin sec4 when we brought food for one another.. aunty cooked curry chicken for mi qi n jiamei lo.. how cool is thaT?! hahax.. we'll be playin' pool on tt day tooo.. long time no plAy already.. so better brush up my sKills to haf a battle against chungie.. muahaa..

spoke to thazin on e fone last nite.. she's still e same old thazin.. crazy and chatty.. hehe.. she's been bz climbing n climbing.. im v sure tt she'll be this NU3 QIANG2 REN2 at e end of this year(oh, ITS the end of the year already).. she got promoted wif C C D E lo... *rolls eyes.. its super gd rite... but then she says that its very lan already.. cos her sch papers v simple.. ppl can can A A A A man.. wth rite.. i can NEVER see an A on my report card man.. ok.. maybe for Chinese.. haha.. we spoke for abt.. an hour or so? yup.. we were toking abt lotsa stuff.. ranging from sch to climbing to.. er... me! haha.. she was super shocked tt i got retained lo.. she tot i was doing fine in sch.. well.. *shrugs.. do i look lk onE? if i go overseas i better PIA(or is it BIA).. dun wanna waste time studying... wish i was little again.. hehe.. ^-^*

watched westside story last nite... at first i din knoe wad was happening cos i missed e last episode.. then suddenly remembered stephie said e nerd looks lk darren.. haha is it you yayu bro stephie?? cos e first episode e xing wang was wearin specs so i tot darren looked lk him.. soooo... i tink its you yayu's bro la.. he looks gross can... urgh.. n that xing wang is quite handsome lo.. *whistles. hahaa! wadeva man..

im up so early.. its insomnia again.. i havent been sleeping well these few days..(have i mentioned that alreadY??) must be H I M. i duno la.. jux cant slp.. keep tinking of PW....... where to go this week... n this BLOG la.. wad to put and how to improve it.. haha.. k la i tink this is long enuff.. go bathe leeeee! wOohOooo.

Sunday, November 09, 2003

well.. today was such a FRUITFUL day.. i started doing this blog.. quite fun though i really have NO IDEA what i'm doing.. i'm still wondering whether i should dye my hair.. my mum dun think i shld cos my hair colour wont come back.. so.. i duno la.. haha. sent mum to changi airport.. she's going to bangkok.. again.. then ate burger king there lo.. we saw this couple(i tink).. e girl was reading some 'a' level book.. din realli see properly.. janice was lk 'y is she still studying la?' anyway she dun even look lk a j2 la.. even if she is.. ok la.. i knoe.. pot calling the kettle black.. i dun even look lk im 18 next year.. hahah.. oh man.. i found HIS frendster.. he look sooooo great man.. haha.. must wish him good luck for his 'a' levels.. hehe.. still discussing wad colour i shld dye my hair.. oh ya... qi's crush is cute too!! we were saeing our taste super gd man.. haha.. 'toilet mates taste are lk how gd man!'

yup.. im tinking of 4gr's next gathering.. wonder hu will go...... hmm.. im sure most of us shld be v enthu la.. duno abt e guys.. let alone.. ah wong ah liang ah zhu.. hahahha.. damn lame sia.. i still cant believe i saw him la... uRGHHh.. gross.. i was lucky my eyes din eat sore tt day.. haha..

im quite worried abt my pw loh.. im lk how free.. other ppl sooo bz.. lk chungie.. hhaah.. maybe i'm not putting in effort.. anyway i care less already.. =D cant slp these few days.. duno y.. insomnia.. hate it man... then stay online whole day super sian oso... aiyAh.. i'll go cont. chatting wif my frens.. cIaOooooooooooooo.