Tuesday, February 03, 2004

I don't know how I should feel now.. Am I supposed to feel relieved, or am I supposed to feel bereft.. How come everything doesn't seem to be going my way.. Or maybe I should take that as a lesson.. Why like that la.. I hate myself.

Bought laptop already.. IBM X31.. But why don't I feel overjoyed or exhilarated.. How come unexpectedly my eyes will be welled with unwanted tears.. I don't wanna cry.. But I cannot control my feelings..

'I duno how to say this but I've put you out of my mind for so long.. I'm not sure if I want you back in it.'

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