3 PAPERS DOWN!

Wham!

3 papers down and 1 to go!!! The good thing is, the last paper is English, which doesn't need much work..

Trying not to be over confident with my Physics exam which just ended 15 minutes ago.. I thought it was really tricky! I think God helped me soooo much during the exams..

Initially I couldn't answer so many questions. I panicked, cos I don't want to fail any subjects (duh!) I checked my answers and I found almost 7 mistakes, so I quickly changed them. I was stuck fo many of the questions in the first few pages, but I thought the last part of the paper was quite ok.

OH! The bad thing about the exam was that I NEEDED TO PEE URGENTLY. I felt the urge to pee when I was only an hour into the paper! (the paper's 3 hours long) I felt soooooooo bad, but I didn't want to leave my seat, cos our exmination hall was in a lecture theatre, and it would be time consuming if I were to walk to the toilet and back again. So I tahan for 2 whole hours until the end of the exam when I rushed into the toilet and let my bladder gooooo...

Another thing was my calculator was in low battary status.. I wanted to change the batteries just last night, but no matter how hard Ben and I tried, the 2 middle screws just don't want to barge. It was really scary, cos the calculator just switched itself off if I don't touch it for only 1 minute (usually about.... 5? I reckon?), and when I try to switch it on, it won't let me do so. Ben told me to twist and bang the calculator so it will work again, and it did work! But halfway during the examination, I was sick and tired of banging the damn calculator (and looking like an idiot who needs to pee like mad), so I put my hand up to alert one of the examiners. Okay, in our university, only 3 models of calculators can be used during examinations, so when I put my hand up, she thought I wanted rough paper for my working. But I pointed at my calculator, and she gave me a buay song face! Damn! It's not as if I brought the wrong calculator model in! So she just came to me and I told her my problem.. She understood my situation (thank God) and said a calculator would be provided, but it would take some time. Ok, so I continued using my terrible calculator. After about half an hour, the same examiner came to me and had a small tiny calculator in her hand.

'Use this first before the calculator comes.'

I was touched! I seriously was! The calculator looked like it belonged to her. It didn't have signs or symbols needed for Physics calculations, but... It was still touching. Haha. When the calculator came, I had difficulties using it man. That calculator (SAME AS JANICE'S!) is so lan!!!! I can't even bring the previous answer to the next calculation, so I had to remember the number! So I just gave up, and used the poor lousy calculator again. Miraculously, I didn't have to slam it on the table or bang it with my palm at all for the rest of the exam. SWEET AS!

Man, Ben just told me he had alot of right answers for Physics.. I got a wrong answer for one of the questions already! He thinks that he can get an A grade, well, for me, I don't know. I'll try not to be too confident, cos if I do, and my grades prove me wrong, I'll be extremely devastated.

I'm just glad that God was there for me all the while during the examination, and I thank God for that. Phew.

*GASP!*

-hyperventilates!-

I just checked the tuition fees for international students next year... And I got a shock of my life!!

Get this people, if you wanna do Helath Sciences courses, it's like... 6 digit numbers to finish your whole course.

For example: Medicine. Okay, I think I'll move straight to the CRAZIEST one.

DENTISTRY: NZD$57,750 annually for 4 more years. -hyperventilates even more-

MEDICINE isn't as expensive, but still expensive enough.

I wonder how Mummy's gonna handle this.. ): Maybe I'll need to work and spend less already..



It's still freaking me out. Totally.

OH, and my blog template is so yucky.. I'm planning to revamp both Ad Infinitum's and my blogs during the holidays.. Sigh. I'm not studying again............................................ So useless.

Claire: Your blog template is so nice!!! You better teach me how to do alsoooo! Hahaha.



There's some paedophil-ish stuff happening in the tiny city of Dunedin. HAHAHA. Eh, that's so random.. LOL.

Depressing..

Sigh!

Exams are not over yet, but my friend's so sad....... I just read her blog, she's so sad.. But I cannot do anything for her..

Why must relationships be so fragile? Even though they've been together for a long 3 years, just a sentence 'I don't love you anymore' can just change both of their lives.

It's horrible.

I read her email first. She didn't say much. She just said she was crying as she was typing the email. I went to check her blog, and realised that her heart is broken.. Into millions of pieces.

):

As I read her post, I felt tears welling up too.



Relationships can be strong, and can be fragile. it totally depends how both parties handle it. My friend flew back to her home country from NZ.. She knew she would be closer to her boyfriend, but she predicted that they wouldn't be as close as when she was still in NZ.

She was right.

I just don't want her to bottle everything up. Lock herself at home, not talking to anyone.

Cheer up, my dear friend. Let bygones be bygones............ It really takes time..... It's tough, but you gotta tryyyyy! I'm sure most people have encountered such a plight before in their lives, including me. We just have to be strong, strong, strong. Show them that you'll live better than when you're with him. Never get back with him. NEVERRRRRR. Once a jerk, always a jerk.

No more tears, my friend. I know you can do it! (:(:

-pout pout-

Today, I officially quarrelled with Ben after such a longgg time. ): And it isn't his fault!!!!

I just didn't want to say sorry. It's really difficult!! Although I know it is my fault, the word can't seem to come out to my mouth. No matter how much I try, the thought of not giving in comes right back into my head.

It must be PMS.


Ben tells me never to blame PMS.. If I've done something wrong, then it's my fault.. Not because something is happening to my body so I can use PMS as an excuse.. Ahhhhh! No matter what, it was my fault! I still heart Ben. -pouts-

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Starting on another note, JANICE MAY BE JOINING ME IN NZ NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SO EXCITED!!! Finally, a family member with me in this lonely place of the world.. (:(:(: Mummy's gonna call me in 40min (I hope!), and she's gonna tell me all that's gonna happen next year.. HEHEHE. Yaynesssss!

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Hahahaha, I also made a South Park character of myself and Ben!

Frigging cute, right? I know! Haha, don't ask me which site I went to to do it.. I forgot the site! =x But I had fun doing those characters.. Hahaha. Too bored. When I'm bored, I:

• Photo-whore
• Sing
• Sleep
• Surf the net
• Eat
• Build castles in the air
• Think of what else I'm gonna do during the hols
• Think of exams and start studying again!

Speaking of exams, I better study a bit more before Mummy calls!

Here's a photo of Mummy, Jonathan looking psycho, Me and Janice! Wooooooo~ My mother's so beautiful. (:

OH! I FORGOT TO MENTION SOMETHING. My telephone bill just came yesterday! GUESS HOW MUCH IT WAS? PLEASE GUESS, EVEN THOUGH YOU KNOW YOU'D GET IT WRONG.

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NEW ZEALAND DOLLARS ONE THOUSAND THREE HUNDRED DOLLARS AND FORTY FOUR CENTS. GET THAT RIGHT MAN.

NZD$1300.44.

厉不厉害？

Don't know how she did it man.. But, she's pro. HAHAHA.

My holidays..?

I'm all alone at home with nothing to do!! Yes, yes, I know I'm supposed to study, but quite sick of it already.. And yes, yes, I know I've been slacking almost the whole day already.. ): Where art thou my long awaited holidays???

Events coming up:

1. BIOL 115 - 21st October
2. BIOC 111 - 26th October
3. PHSI 110 - 28th October
4. ENGL 124 - 1st November

Pray for me, everyone. Thank you thank you thank you.

Steph, Qi, Jac (Weiwei), Zhining(Ning) - Thanks for reminding me all of you are waiting for me to come back. Plus all the encouragement I've gotten from all you sweeties.. Be it testimonials, or little messages left on my blog, I still know you all are there for me. (:

And also to all those who care for me, I know you do. HAHAHA.

Siao.

Let me plan what I'm gonna do during the holidays:

• Learn to play th piano BETTER.
• GO MELBOURNE (Shoppppping with Qi!!)
• GO HONG KONG (Dee-si-niiii Land!)
• GO MALAYSIA (Niennnnnnnnnnnnnnn!)
• Work for a month? Maybe the month of January?
• Shop for laptop stuff to make my laptop go faster.. (blardy slow man my IBM..)
• Learn cooking from Ah Ma! Especially her curry veg and salty veg and fishball soup with tang hoon, her curry fish head, her sweet potato porridge, etcetcetc.
• Enlighten all the non Christians of our wonderful God!
• Spend more time with my family..
• Sun tan. Sun kissed!
• Learn driving (in NZ). Already got a schedule... Scared sia! Sekali I bang! someone down. HAHAHA
• Visit Ben's parents! Those good and nice people...
• Decorate my house!! We need a revamp!! Violet walls are not enough for us, right Jan?!
• Bathe AJ for ONCE. HAHAHA
• Go pretend to want to buy big houses with mummy. ROFL.
• The all-time-favourite cousin outings!
• The Singapore Club (Dunedin) zoo outings and Sentosa outings!
• Bump into Mich at Orchard again. HAHAHA.
• Have morning yum cha-s and bak kut teh and nasi lemak for breakfast.
• Learn how to make roti prata!
• Discipline Jonathan or else threaten him to bring him to boys' home. So evil right? I know.
• More outings with Joan and Shuo. Those 2 needs some Ca-ness in their lives.
• Ask any of my friends to bring me into NUS, NTU, SIM to look see look see. (:
• Ponder whether I can finish doing all those stuff in 3+ months.

WOOHOOOooooooo. I can't wait, oh I can't wait for my holidayyysss.

I'LL BE BACK WITH A BANG, PEOPLE. WATCH OUT.

SEEEEEEEEEE YA!!!

On the way home..

'Damn, it's cold, it's windy, and it's RAINING!!!!'

'Aiyah, try to appreciate it. You won't have this kind of weather in 1.5 months time..'

'Who would like this weather, you tell me?'

'Man, Singapore's hot hot hot weather.. Perspire like siao man.'

'Good ah! I love that.'

-ponders- 'Eh? Singapore's weather hot. So on air con. Then put blanket?'

'Haha.'

'Omg, hot, on air con, then put blanket.'

'We Singaporeans are retards.' -faints-

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Some updates:

My mother gave me pocket money to early this month. Is it that I've been spending too much, or she's just being nice this month?

I played the Voice Clip thingy on MSN 7.5 with Ming (my cousin)!! Uber funnnn! Hahahahahaha.

I need to study much harder. Well, take this as a short breakie for me.

I don't want to count down to my first paper.. It totally depresses me.

Well, at least I know I'm not the only stressed one.

FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD - my good friend, and my worst enemy.

All the trips all around the world is making me eager to finish my exams. (okay, not exacly around the whole globe)

Our 19th month anniversary would be the eve of our first paper. Hur hur.

Study, eat, sleep. Study, eat, sleep. That's my life for 20+ more days. Loserish.

Byebye.

All problems put aside.

I just came back from the Dunedin Hospital.



No, nothing bad happened to me.



In fact, something great happened.


Well, today, the church choir went to the Dunedin Hospital to sing for the patients. We went to different levels in the hospital, and sang along the corridors to entertain the patients. Some of them were eating, alone, some had relatives and friends visiting them, some were watching television programmes etc.

Initially when we started from the maternity ward, no one came to say thank you or show any gratitude that they enjoyed our music. (No, we really don't expect them too anyway.) But as we went higher and higher up the hospital lift, people started saying thank you and that they appreciated our music. I felt really glad and happy that we did this out of nothing, but just to spread the gospel, and also to entertain these patients in the hospital. Well, as Pastor Mo says, some of these patients may have Christian background, but seem to have moved further away from Christianity. Hopefully the songs we sang have touched their hearts and have faith in the Lord again. And to the Christian patients, that we have comforted them and bring them to the familiar songs that they have heard or sang.

Wah, really glad lah. Even though I'm quite stressed out due to my Finals, I'm really happy today. Wooweeeee~ (:(:(: Oh, and my solo's tomorrow! Haha, wish me luck. I haven't written my personal testimony yet.. Never mind, shall do it later.

Back to my booooooooooooooks.

Shi2 jian1 bu4 shi4 wen4 ti3. You3 xin1 mei2 xin1 cai2 zhong4 yao4.

Haha, no Chinese software in the uni's computers. =x