Thursday, June 30, 2005

Time is running out !!


I just realised that I've only got less than 5 days left in Singapore. 2 weeks is too short a period to spend time with all my relatives and friends, it really is. I haven't really met all of them yet, but I will at the end of the year. (:


The next few days would be busy busy busy.


Tomorrow:

Facial with 3rd Aunt (hopefully)

Get OSC tshirts done

Lunch with aunts, mum and Jermyn

Shopping with mum (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've long waited for this day to come. muahaha)

Dinner and shopping with Joan and Shuo

Sleep over at Xue Qi's along with the rest of them.. (eh, how to squeeze that many ppl huh!)


Saturday:

I REALLY REALLY HOPE WE CAN GO AS PLANNED TO SENTOSAAAAAAA. Ad Infinitum + Qi, pretty please? hmmm? I wanna be tanner than Ben..! Let me win him for the 1st time pls!
i sound so desperate.

Meet up with cousins (tentatively, hopefully we do meet my dear cuzzies!)


Sunday:

The buncha them coming over to my place for tennis, swimming and everything ! Plus roti prata at Jalan Kayu, MUAHAHAHA.


Monday:

I leave for Christchurch at 2100. That's a good bye to Singapore.

Hey! My flight's at night, that means I can still shop in the afternoon! Hehehe.


I was just pondering just now, whether or not I've seen a plump pick pocket/thief before. In dramas, we often see skinny and sly thieves crawling and creeping here and there, escaping from the police, but not plump ones. Is it because they're too large so their movements would be super obvious? So.. does that mean that plump people aren't pick pockets/thieves?


I think I'm too sleepy. What the hell am I talking about.....


Thank you everyone who comforted me. I'm really glad that you guys care so much for me. Thank you thank you thank you. I feel much better now, really. It's not the end of the world, aye? ;)

Tuesday, June 28, 2005


Sad. I do feel crappy now. Like this puppy over here.


It should be the time of the month.

Bah!
i have no photos to post from this day onwards.


i've got to learn not to be so gullible in future.


i shall learn to be like Ou De Yang, that singer who doesn't put his pictures up, a cartoon character of him would be enough.


but, i don't have the talent to create a cartoon character..


this is probably one of the worst nightmares of my life. maybe not the worst.


ppl say i look okay, butttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt i don't agree.


):


okay okay, something happened to my hair okay.?


i think my friends are getting sick of listening to me harping about my hair my hair my hair..


that hair stylist and her ways of persuading me.


it's my fault too i know.


the crying has stopped, but it will definitely continue when someone i know sees me with this new hair style.


I NEED TO DO SOMETHING TO MY HAIRRRR!


its short, its FREAKING straight, my fringe is too short, i look like a bastard.


'you can manage your hair better, your hair will be neater, and your hair colour won't look so messy' <>


sighsighsighsigh. i look terrible. don't look at me.


i feel so down. my trip back to sg won't be a pleasant one after all.

Saturday, June 25, 2005

i was finished with a post just a minute ago, but i decided to keep it to myself.


- nomatterhowmuchwestruggleyoullnevercare -


:: whydidievenshedatearforyouwhywhywhywhyyou ::

Friday, June 24, 2005

its 7am here in singapore, and i'm AWAKE !!


not because i'm an 'early bird', but because my AIR CON is leaking.. -wails-


help.. how am i gonna live in this terrible weather of singapore.. yes yes, i know it's nice and warm and all, but my house don't get much wind up here (no idea why), so i'm suffocating !!


this morning, i'll be heading to... er... somewhere with my sis and 2 aunts for a Bak Kut Teh session. sound singaporean not? too bad we're not driving to JB to have bkt, but a trip to a local eatery is good enough. haha.


(: bak kut teh is yummy man, can't wait.


today would be ben's second day in camp. hope he's doing fine with his exercise moves.. lol. he's supposed to come up with exercise steps to teach the church ppl, and he was freaking out a couple of days ago.. hope he remembered the exercise moves i taught him ('couped' from my primary school).


okok, this sounds illegal, yet sweet, but i can actually remember the exercise routine i learn back when i was in primary school! that would be.. 7 years when i just graduated from the school - Canossa Convent Primary School. doubt many people would know this school, but she will give you a wonderful impression of her man. haha.


this school of mine, as you can see from her name, is a convent. guess what? all the teachers are females! ALLLLLL. its a girls' school (obviously), so the whole school compound is filled with females females females except for the 'jagar' uncle (security guard) and the gardener. -.-


this school aims to develop disciplined and talented girls man i tell you, our skirt, has to be below the skirt, and i actually had my pinafore THAT long ok.. well, thats because all my uniforms are hand me downs from my cousins. they're still wearable even though its too long for me (i was and still am shorter than them) and the colour was a lighter shade of blue as compared to my friends'. in a lousier way, it means that the colour RAN. haha!


the school has changed quite abit ever since i left (duh! i left like how long ago can..). but, i still regard her as my alma mater. (: the teachers were strict and all, but it was all for our own wellbeing what.. hoh, canossians? okay, i think the only canossians who would read this would be my cousins zhining and jac, and my sister. HAHA. see?! we're all canossians ok. but after my sis attended her last year at the school, no girls in our family goes there anymore, simply because none of us stays near my ah ma, who stays near the school, and my sis is considered the last of the older ones of the cousin line.


BLAHBLAHBLAH. what am i blabbering about.. oh, back to the main point (ben and his exercise), yeah, the exercise was kinda chorographed by my pe teachers back in those days. it goes with the song 'Baby Give It Up' by KC and The Sunshine band. Haha! Don't ask me, but till now i haven't heard of them before. but it's a super catchy song, nice for routines aye! Don't know if the present canossians know this cute exercise routine.. HMMMMM. anyone who has canossians as their cousins, nieces, daughters or a canossian herself can help me answer this question? thanks! :D


sooooooo boringgggg. its too early to do anything. OH! I REMEMBERED. MY MUM'S COLLEAGUE LENT US THIS KOREAN DRAMA. -evil laugh- nice show, judging from the first 3 episodes i have watched. it's called Lovers In(or 'Of') Paris. Don't know its title in chinese.. hee. ok, i gotta gogogo!

-God will make a way, where there seems to be no way. He works in ways we cannot see, He will make a way for me. He will be my guide, hold me closely to His side. With love and strength for each new day, He will make a way for me..-

Sunday, June 19, 2005

It's so warm in Singapore.. And I'm loving every minute of it. (:


Have been out and about these few days.. Visiting relatives, gatherings etc. Oh, and tasting all the local food all over again.. I don't get to have spicy fishball noodles, wonton noodles, fried carrot cake, char kway teow, durian etc in NZ man.. I gotta eat all I can right now man. Haha.


Happy 15th month to ben and I (NZ TIME)!!! Normally we would be celebrating somewhere in Dunedin, but not this time.. :( Miss you, ben!!


OH! i forgot to mention about the new member of our family - AJ ! Initially I was afraid that he would bark at me (HE'S A DOG, NO, A PUPPY) cos' I'm considered a stranger since he just joined the happy family a month ago.. But he so freeeeking cute can!! This cuddly baby of ours, super small and active.. But sometimes can get really lazy.. Sometimes you can see him walking then suddenly go SPLAT! on the floor.. for limbs all spread out.. Super duper cuteeeeeee!! Haha! He likes lying on my lap as I use my laptop too.. Just lazy lah.. He is 8 months old and still a baby to me.. I just call him baby most of the time..


Today we taught him how to climb down the stairs at Ah Ma's place.. At first he was so scared he didn't dared to climb down.. Then Mum gave him incentives.. Showed him some food as we taught him to climb down step by step.. And he did it ok! SOOOOO cute.. Ok, I think I'm gushing over this baby of mine.. He's just so irresistible!!!!!!! AHH!


I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooo hot now, I'm perspiring and feeling smelly and sticky.. Eew. I'm gonna bathe now.. Meeting Ad Infinitum and Qi and Meiyi tmr. Can't wait!


If only you were here, Ben. ):

Saturday, June 18, 2005

I miss you, Ben. ):

Friday, June 17, 2005

I am now in Christchurch, New Zealand, waiting to transit back to Singapore.. Guess what.. I’ve got to wait for another 3.5 hours till I can board the plane back to Singapore.. ): Christchurch Airport is so small, so unlike Changi Airport which is so big that I can lose my way around that place.. Haha. Okay, maybe its me being so lost all the time.. IT’S BORING HERE.. SOMEONE SAVE ME.


I’m actually ‘Microsoft-Word-ing’ and not blogging, cos’ I don’t know where I can use internet man.. Plus I’m very sure they charge super high for internet usage here.. My flight from Dunedin to Christchurch was at 720am. Took a shuttle here (without ben cos he was afraid that there wouldn’t be any shuttles then to bring him back home) at approx. 5+ am. WHICH MEANS.. I woke up at early early 4am.


-claps for myself-


lol! I’m so proud of myself that I can actually pull myself up and get my butt into the bathroom and have a warm bath.. WOOHOO! Hahaha. Thanks ben for waking up at 4am to help me pack my stuff and listening to me screaming ‘where’s my cute blue handphone sock!?’, ‘where’s my house key!?! Not the Singapore house, THIS house!!!’etc.


And special thanks to Nien for waking up and sending me off at 5am.. so sweet of you can. Hehe. ?blushes- Oh yeah! Speaking about nien, cos I had to help her bring one luggage of hers back to Singapore (since she is leaving NZ FOREVER and had too much to bring home), I was afraid I would be fined like damn a lot.. cos my own luggage was 13kg, hers was 11kg (or so we thought), and my SPOILT LG Flatron TV is 5kg. But fortunately for me, the guy didn’t charge me extra! Hehe, the total weight was 27kg, cos nien’s bag was only 7+kg.. so yeah, do your math and the weight’s around 27kg aye. So proud of myself! I saved a sum of money for nien ok.. LOL. Machiam its thanks to me. Hehe, I’m just happy I helped someone in such early hours of the day. LOL.


Webcamming with qi is super fun man! But she must PURPOESLY eat in front of me lah.. her FUTURE sister-in-law cooked Japanese meal for her when she was at Jack’s Place (HAHA, jack’s her bf and thus his house is Jack’s Place. Eh, famous leh..). This naughty girl was already eating when we started webcamming and I wanted to die liao.. I see the sun rays coming into jack’s room, and I look out of my window.. I see a depressing colour of the sky..


)@(#*(&@)(*$)(%@)(#*@)(&$$*^@&$%@(#


But I don’t care, cos in about 14 hours I’d land on my MOTHERLAND ? Singapore. You guys don’t know how many Singaporean friends here wanting to go back ? to the warmth, to their friends and families. I just cannot stand staying in Dunedin during winter. It’s too depressing! It’s freezing cold this morning in Christchurch, even the air stewardess of Air New Zealand was wearing a huge jacket over herself. 佩服 man.. Haha.


I think I’m not a very healthy girl man.. yesterday morning I had the worst tummy ache ever, then it went away after I slept for about an hour.. in addition to that, I had the worst headache ever TOO! AHH! It was so horrible I felt like puking.. went to the toilet to try puking, but it didn’t help.. then I was crying cos I felt sooo horrible, then ben and nien had to take care of this sick patient until I slept soundly..


I just realized I haven’t been posting up photos recently. Exams lah. Blame the exams! Hahaha! Nah, beside that, I’ve gained quite a lot of weight. Abit sad, cos now that I’m flatting, there isn’t any proper meals for me, so I normally snack, or buy anything instant, and eat out a lot when I’m too lazy to cook. ): but it ain’t anyone’s fault, I should have controlled my own diet.. lol. But this isn’t the major issue in my head right now.. now all I’m thinking of is ? WHAT AM I GONNA DO NOW!?


It’s now.. 935am exactly. Ben and nien’s Vodafone credit no more money cannot msg.. everyone else should be sleeping or having exams.. Singaporeans would still be snoring away.. boohoo. Nevermind, shall fiddle with my laptop and listen to songs to pass the time.


Will see some of my friends at the airport later! Can’t wait.. plus my family.. ? -squeals- love you all! I’ll see all of you really really soon!


Lotsalove,

JessicA*

17/06/2005

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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

And yes, the day has come. I'M FREEEEEEEE! Muahahahahahahaha. :] :] :] :] :]


Super happy, but not exactly free.. Cos' I still have exams after my holidays.. Boo. But hey, I'm so gonna enjoy my time back in Singapore.. Hehe. Still 2 more days till I leave this place, but I'm already packing. Lol! I cannot keep my excitement !! -bounces around the room- Hahahahaha.


Shan't say that I did very well for my exams.. Cos I wasn't really prepared for it.. Shucks. I already promised myself that I'd work harder next semester.. Do you know how horrible it is camping in the library !!!!


Okay, since Ben's mama is here in Dunedin, she being sucha nice mummy and aunty, brought food for Ben, Josephine and I EVERYDAY as we studied our heads off in the library. The weather hasn't been good AT ALL this exam period.. Frost on the ground everyday.. It even snowed twice! Or was it once? Ah heck.


And Aunty still goes home to cook lunch for us.. Bring them in tupperware.. Then carry the empty containers back home in the evening.. Wash them.. And cooks dinner for us.. For almost 2 weeks man! And if you can see, 3 of us have CAMPED at the library for 2 weeks man! And for the word CAMP, I really mean CAMP. We stay in the library from 830am to 11pm till the library closes.


!!! right?! Haha. Yeah, I was soooooooo freeekin stressed out okay.. Almost cried lah. But I prayed and prayed that I'd get over this real soon, and I felt much better. (: Aunty knew I was super stressed up, she gave me chicken essence to drink okayyys. So nice right.. I'm so blessed. Hahas. Anyway, chicken essence is not that bad what! How come everyone hates the taste of it? I just think that it tastes like diluted soy sauce that's all.. Haha. nd according to the caption on Brand's chicken essence box, chicken essence makes me 体力充沛 ok! Dun pray pray man.. HAHA. I'm mad.


Ohohoh! And since its the exam period, the library has NEVER been so filled up man! According to another friend of ours, she said even before the doors of the library open, people were waiting impatiently outside - waiting to rush in. Like super kiasu rite?! Now we know not only Singaporeans are kiasu ok.. LOL. So when I come in at 830am, I found it really tough getting a seat for myself.. Everyone pia-ing for exams.. It really gives you the motivation to study too.. And you cannot imagine how many courses there are in this uni man. Just try walking around the library, looking at what people are studying on, you see soooooo many different kinds of papers, books.. And guess what?! Some people also watch video man! Cool right.? Haha.


I just remembered this Asian we saw last Saturday in the library watching videos.. You know videos of what? OF ANIME. (SH*T! I typed ANIME as AMINE just now! I'm a FREAKFREAKFREAK. CHEMISTRY...) And she was so funny and cute lah.. She watched until she was smiling and laughing at the screen.. With this big pair of headphones over her head.. Super cute lah.. LOL. Not that I'm lesbian lah, but it's quite mean to say someone looks FUNNY right? Abit the humiliating rite...? So just say she's cute loh.


So many things can happen in the library ALONE. Haha.. Had bento with Ben and Nien yesterday afternoon.. And my favourite salmon steak bento is GONE!!! Nomore salmon steak bento for jessicA*.. ): I think they must be making a loss lah.. 10 bucks for the bento, and salmon steak is how freeking ex.. But bento contents changed.. Last time we have rice, miso soup, main dish, salad, fruit, a pickle(YUCK), 2 gyoza-s, 1 squeeshy potato thingy and 2 tempura vegetables. Sounds alot right? I CAN FINISH THE WHOLE THING OK!! Not that I'm proud of myself lah.. Cos I sound like a pig rite? But bento is so yummy can!! All in one small wooden box.. And now, for a change, we have rise, miso soup, salad, fruit, pathetic strands of carrot instead of yucky pickle, 2 gyoza-s, 2 spring rolls, 2 sushi, 2 tempura, main dish and no more squeeshy potato thingy cos' many people like me hates it.. All for just NZ$10!! Which is like.. About SGD$10.50? Haha. I dunno why I'm talking about bento in my blog, but.. It's just so cool lah.. My favourite lunch here in Dunedin. Hehe.


I wanna buy some stuff back for my friends, but then, everything is so expensive, and.. I dunno what to get for them! All I can think of getting for them is.. CHOCOLATES. LOL. I remember on my surprise party, I took out a few bars and packets of chocolates I brought back from NZ, and everything was GONE when everyone left for home. But yeah, I'm proud to say that NZ chocolates are the best !! Hehe. So yeah, I've already bought some chocolates a week ago to treat my friends.. Hopefully enough for you all lah. :]


This post is so long! Dunno how many of you guys read finish the entire post. Haha. Okay, back to my packing ! Can't wait to see you guys!! -squeals-


Muah.


Till we meet again.
jessicA*

Monday, June 06, 2005

I'M SO BUSY!!!!!!

Thursday, June 02, 2005

As we step into the month of June, it's FUN FUN FUN back in Singapore.. Yes. It's the time-of-the-year - THE JUNE HOLIDAYS !! Okay, maybe its not THE time of the year, but just part 1.. But still not fair!!!! Why am I still mugging my ass off here.. :(


In addition to that, the Great Singapore Sale is now on!!!!!!!!! Even if I get back just in time for the last week of the Great Singapore Sale, I'd be left with junks to buy.. -pouts-


WHY LIKE THAT...


Students (most of you, I reckon) should be having their holidays now.. So you guys must be spending time shopping (like mad), SUNTANNING (fun ah.. but dangerous), catching the latest movies, and everything else fun. This is horrible horrible horrible..


Haha, I know you guys must be super sian listening to me whine and whine and whine. Well, please forgive me.. I'm a shopaholic and my favourite holiday is SCHOOL holidays! (if you dunno, means you haven't done my quiz).


But on a brighter side, my lectures have sort of stopped for the semester.. Except for 2 labs and 1 epidemiology lecture. Eew. My first exam (Chem) would be on 10th June (Friday), Biology on Monday, and finally Epidemiology on Wednesday. Then I'll go back to Singapore.


Wanna do well, wanna do well.. -continues chanting-


Hahaha. Okay, I better start studying again. It's my job right now. Study study study. I'm sure Ma will be proud of me.. Pushing myself to study instead of blogging.. LOL. Or maybe because I have nothing else to blog about....


...


Nah! It should be my conscience urging me to study. Lol. Out.