"Broken (feat. Amy Lee)"

 

I wanted to know, I love the way you laugh

I want to hold you high, and steal your pain away

I keep your photograph, and I know it serves me well

I want to hold you high, and steal your pain.

 

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

You gotta win, you don't feel me anymore.

 

The worst is over now, and we can breathe again

I wanna hold you high, and steal my pain away

There is so much left to learn, and no one left to fight

I wanna hold you high, and steal your pain.

 

'Coz Im broken, when I'm open

And I feel like that I'm strong enough

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

 

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm open

And I don't feel like that I'm strong enough'

Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

 

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone.

You gotta win, you don't feel me anymore.

Haha. Haven't been blogging since school started ! It's been way hectic man.. When are the holidays coming again ?! Haha. Just chilling out.. Waiting for my turn to bathe.. Haha. I just found out that most of the girls in my hostel take their baths around 8pm. As for me, I normally bathe very late in the night, like 12am ? Haha. But I decided to change this weird habit of mine. It's FREEZING cold in the night ! But hey, I don't have to wait for a vacant bathroom at that time. ;)

 

Ooooh !! Blogger's upgraded again. Hiak hiak. Can play with colours now. Haha. I'm so bored!! Someone save me ! I don't want to study anymore ! Oh, I just remembered that my school's ball is on 13th August ! Can't wait man ! Hehe. Didn't get a chance to have a ball or prom back in Singapore, so I wanna enjoy myself man ! But we only gotta pay 25bucks ? That's way cheaper than those in Singapore right?

 

!! Gastric ! What the.. Okay, better stop now. Why isn't he replying me ?

YAY ! I'M 18 ! Haha.

Wanna thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday, who organised the eat-out yesterday ! Love you guys !

Now, what can I do now that I cannot do previously ? Hmm.

JUST 1 MORE DAY TO MY BIRTHDAY ! 1 MORE DAY UNTIL I TURN 18 ! 1 MORE DAY TO JULY 8TH ! 1 MORE DAY ! :DDD

Wee ! Last night, he told me that he lost his wallet man..! So freaking scary la.. Cos' he's got everything in that wallet.. His student i.d, driver's license, EFTPOS card and cash. Didn't have a good sleep cos' I was worrying for him la.. What if he can't find it man.. But in the end he still found it la.. He checked the wrong jeans, the jeans he wore the day BEFORE yesterday.. Lol.

Ruth's in Dunedin ! I guess it's her holidays now too, and she's here to visit her friends, including me. Haha. Very happy to be able to meet someone I knew before. Was supposed to meet her today, but I could only make it later, and she needed to go sightseeing, so I'm meeting her at Mac's tomorrow for lunch ! Can't wait. So, in the end, I went with him to collect the photos I developed from my digital camera for Qi and Steph, Shuo and Joan, and for Mama they all, and also for myself la. Haha. Then we slacked at Starbucks for a few hours before heading home. Slack day eh?

Qi just told me she made a blog for herself! Woohoo. Thanks to me Me ME ME. Haha. ~*tOR��*~ says: hey!i've got my own blog..hahahaa..thanks to u. Cool bananas ! Haha. I'm mad. Must teach her some html stuff I learnt from all the webbys I've visited, and most importantly, MISS STEPHANIE LOW JUN YU too! Hiak hiakx ! Good teacher produces good student. Like me. Thanks thanks. Hahaha. Oh no, I'm going bonkers.

I've decided to go on a diet ! Or should I say I'm trying to lose weight ! I'm super dupery heavy already la.. And don't ask me how heavy I weigh. It's just.. UNIMAGINABLE. Save me.. Oh oh oh!! Foundation Year's ball is on August 13 ! Hope I can take loads of photos ! Hee* The photo queen is BACK IN ACTION! Actually I've always been in action la.. Nothing to do also just take my phone or digital camera to take photo of myself. So lame man. But what else can I do right..

He and his funny dream for the future: "I have a dream.. That one day everyone will be running naked in farms, that everyone work to be self-sufficient, no one's richer than another, and Singapore RULES THE WORLD ! The capital of this world will obviously be.. Singapore. Everyone will own farms and have houses underground, living simple lives like everyone." LOL. He was crapping all the way in Starbucks about his dream la.. But I doubt the majority would want to RUN AROUND THE FARMS NAKED. HAHAHA. I don't know how he got that idea la.. Why do we have to stay underground?! Hahahahaha. Humorous guy and his funny dream. I asked him,"Don't you want to see a future like the Jetsons cartoon?" Hmm. I forgot his reply. Forget it. Haha. The point is: in my opinion, not everyone prefers having simple lives, some of us are already living in materialistic societies. It is inevitable to be materialistic in the modern society. Yup. That's it.

Okay, UMAT is tough. I don't know how I'm going to make it to Medical School in the next 2 years. Sigh. God save me.

I just want a normal birthday. With cake, singing, laughters, wishes, yummy foods. But will my wish come true ?

2 days to my birthday ! ! ! ! !

LOL. I slept for 12hours yesterday(It's Tuesday already)! I think that's the most amount of sleep I've had since God-knows-when. But I'm sleepy already. Hee. Typical me. Just slacked and watched Hai Tun Wan Lian Ren Part 2 today. 4 episodes down! Left with.. (calculations... Crap. Long time no use brain already.) Er. I dunno. Haha.

It was supposed to be a boring day, but it wasn't cos' he was here. Hiak hiakx! Life's never boring with him around. I think I'm gonna dye my hair tomorrow. Still pondering on what colour I should dye. How?

Have the sudden urge to have a sleep-over at someone's place. But whose? It won't be very fun either. =\

B O R I N G. Nothing to say already. Haha. *speechless* Better sleep soon. I'm a panda already. Don't wanna be a tired panda, or else I'll look horrible. Hee.

Still can't believe I'm turning 18.

Should I go or not........ HELP.

Been blogging since the starting of this month, and I feel great! Still thinking of my abandoned blog a few months ago. Lol. And everyone's complaining why haven't I updated my blog for so long. Well, might as well redo everything since it's the holidays!

Sometimes guys can be so hurtful. They don't register what they are going to say in their head, and just say it out, not worried whether or not that guy or girl will be hurt or not. Maybe that's why some people say guys are not as sensitive as girls. *Shrugs* I don't know.

It's such a coincidence such that I was talking about hypocricy, and I personally witnessed someone talking bad about someone else behind his back. Sigh. I just rolled my eyes and didn't bother about what he was saying man. It's.. too unacceptable for me. However, there is a handful of guys out there who are too sensitive. A little thing can make him cry or get angry about. Maybe all of us should learn to be sensitive, but not too much. :)

Maybe I've come to a conclusion that I don't like hypocrites, back-stabbers, racists, and maybe some other types of people.

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Just counted how many muesli bars I had today. 5 in total. Woohoo. Is that a record or what..? Didn't have dinner cos' its KFC today. OILY CRAP. so I had an apple and 2 muesli bars. Should get hungry any time soon. It's just a matter of time. Haha.

Went to the gym before dinner. Ran for half an hour, did the pulling thingy like rowing a boat(sorry but I don't know e name of tt machine! LOL) for 1km, watched Ben, Caleb and Zhou play badminton for awhile until I got freaking cold cos' I was just standing there watching. Did cycling for approximately 35min. BLEAH.. Don't feel tired at all, and that's stupid.

Sometimes I wonder why humans are born selfish. It's not fair. I hate it when I have to tolerate some selfish acts of SOME people whom I shan't mention. Hypocrites are another type of people that I hate. Get alive man. Its not as if they have to compete to get famous in school. Can't they just be themselves and don't pretend to be someone they aren't? Wanna whack them also cannot.. Or else kena whack back also.. Lol. Oh well. To hell with it.

My birthday's coming.. And I'm still wondering whether I'll actually enjoy my birthday this year. Dead place. 'Dead' people. So how am I gonna express my joy man..? I wanna go back to Singapore.. Where all my true and faithful friends and family are.

Sigh. Just let me dream on.

"Everytime"

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

Changing and revamping this whole blog really tires one out. SUCK. How I wish we don't even have to sleep. Miss you so much ! If only you were right beside me.. :) It's the holidays now.. And my birthday's in 5 days time..! Time to celebrate. Haha. How to celebrate at this place man. No way in H**l. Missing my family too. Missing Singapore. Missing all my friends. Missing everything that I'm missing out. Damn. I'm making myself frustrated. Lol. I can't be bothered man.

True blue friends are hard to come by. I'm serious.