Into this song now! (:

就是爱你
歌手:陶吉吉
专辑:太平盛世

我一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐像绿洲给了沙漠
说你会永远陪着我
做我的根我翅膀让我飞也有回去的窝
我愿意我也可以付出一切也不会可惜
就在一起看时间流逝要记得我们相爱的方式


就是爱你 爱着你
有悲有喜有你平淡也有了意义
就是爱你 爱着你
甜蜜又安心那种感觉就是你


我一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐像绿洲给了沙漠
说你会永远陪着我
做我的根我翅膀让我飞也有回去的窝
我愿意真的愿意付出所有也要保护你
oh 在一起时间继续流逝请记得我有多么的爱你


oh 就是爱你 爱着你
不弃不离 不在意一路有多少风雨
就是爱你 爱着你
放在你手心灿烂的幸福全给你 (x2)


oh 就是爱你爱着你
我都愿意
就是爱你爱着你
要我们在一起

Yes. I have finally decided... To snip my long hair off when I get back to Singapore, despite my XXL size face.


Why?


My hair is dry due to me dying it several times X)


Cos 'I need some new hair styles' <<>


So, I am not supposed to dye my hair so that my hair will be in good condition.


BUT BUT BUT BUT!! I cannot imagine myself with pure black hair again... Sua ku-ed. I'm officially in a DILEMMA.


AHHs. I know I don't fit short hair, but it has come to a stage when I have to cut off about 1/2 my hair length because I did not take good care of my hair..


-boooo-


I'll cut it till my hair even shorter than shoulder length. Hey, I even thought of shaving my head BALD okay. I'm really mad.


I dunno what to doooo! My face will look seriously BIG if I cut my hair so short.


I need CONSULTATION. From you guys.


Please vote at 'Flooble'. Whether or not I should cut my hair off.

I thought I just said I have finally decided to cut short my hair at the beginning of this post?! Okay, ignore that.

I actually have predicted that most of you would say 'cut lah..'


Luckily I'm not those people that will cry if their long beautiful hair will have to be snipped off. I actually like my hair being attended by professionals. LOL. Just deciding whether or not I should cut it SHORT.


Okay, I have to mug again.. Boring stuff man. Please count down for me people.. 18 more days till I step on Singapore ground.


Loads of Singaporean friends here are dying to go back. I guess I'm just one of the few lucky ones who get the chance to fly back to meet my pals and family in the mid year. -blessed-


Got to go. Adieus!

OH.


Happy 20th birthday to my cousin, Teck Guan!


Sorry it came so late.. Didn't have alot of time to blog these days (mugging like HELL).


-sheepish smile-


Eh, Tuck, at least I remembered your birthday right? Do you remember mine??!!


HMMMM?


Hahas. I don't think alot of people can actually remember my birthday, only if you are as innovative and creative like Stephie who remembers it as '7th month 7th day plus 1'. ( in Chinese, qi1 yue4 qi1 hao4 PLUS ONE).


I have no idea why she uses this method to remember, but she never fails to get my birthday wrong. Great job, babe! LOLs.


Actually, I think I can bravely say that I can remember most of my friends' birthdays. (PLEASE don't test me, I promise I remember yours!! =X) Yeah, everyday's someone's birthday, it would be so cool (and disastrous) if I've got so many friends till everyday is one of my friends birthday. Fill my whole calendar with their names.


WHOA. Shiok ah. Haha! Speaking of birthdays, there were 2 people from my BIOL111 lecture stream who celebrated their birthdays yesterday . According to the lecturer, he said that there was another one in the morning stream.


Tsk tsk. I seriously think that there aren't many people who's got the same birthday as me. Dunno why, but it seems that there are certain dates in the calendar which mark MANY people's birthdays. They just keep repeating and repeating, but not mine.


Talk so much rubbish and don't say when my birthday is.


OK, my birthday is on 8th July 1986. So, I celebrate my birthday on 8th July every year. Which means I'll turn 19 this year. Weeeeeee.


Janice : I know, I know. Your birthday is just round the corner, so, what do you want from NZ? Anything special? I don't want to guess what you want for your birthday lohs. Later I buy something you don't like then I'll -.- OK? Just tell me what you want.


This sister of mine can get so ridiculous until she can give me a testimonial on Friendster saying MY BIRTHDAY IS COMMING! MY BIRTHDAY IS COMMING! MY BIRTHDAY IS COMMING!... and so on. P.S. Please note the word, 'COMMING'. HAHA. Okay, I'm being mean. If any of you have received Janice's ridiculous testimonial, please leave me a note. Let's see how many people she's trying to remind that her birthday is COMMING.


-evil laugh-


Eh, Janice, don't get offended ok? Jie (big sister) is just playing a fool. HAHA. I promise to buy something you want from moomoo land k?


EEEEPS!!!!!!!!!! LECTURE IN 10 MIN!!! BYE!!!!!!!

no, your eyes are not playing tricks with you. neither is your computer screen trying to be funny.. i have actually enlarged everything on this blog of mine.


MUAHAHA.


because soooo many people have complained to me that my words were to teeny weeny and squashed up, i decided to enlarge everything so that you guys can read with ease, and for some of you, you guys don't have to select everything, then paste it in microsoft words, enlarge and change the colour of the font and read. (you know who you are..)


tsktsk, am proud of myself. but at the same time, i've wasted a few hours of my precious time.. no motivation to study!! ahhhhh!


lols. but i have plans to go to the library right after this.. get this lazy bum off the comfy chair and head off to mugmugmug. 17 days to exams, 24 days to home. (:

there are definitely people who can be so money-minded that they would go a thousand miles to get discounts or something at a lower price.


one instance.. since nien is going back to malaysia really soon, there is this china girl who wants to take over her room. they had agreed with each other that nien would pay 8 weeks for her and everything that she needs to pay extra for.. for example electricity and phone. and guess what? she messaged nien a few hours before that she, and i quote, 'WOULD LIKE YOU (nien) TO PAY 9 WEEKS INSTEAD OF 8 WEEKS.' what the..?! both nien and i guessed that she must be thinking that nien was desperate to settle the renting out of her room as soon as possible, so she took the chance and try to get the good out of nien.


i hate this kind of people.. plus she is one example of 'zhong guo wu ya' (aka china crows). not that all china girls are like that, she is just one typical example of what we singaporeans call PRCs - 'zhong guo wu ya'. i have many other china friends who are nice people whom i can talk to and joke with, so this shows that 'zhong guo wu ya' does not represent all PRCs man.




CROWSSSSSSS!!!

HOW AM I GONNA STAY NEXT TO A ZHONG GUO WU YA FOR SECOND SEMESTER.... at first i thought she would be a nice flat mate, but really, don't judge a book by its cover man. so disappointing.


guess what? nien treated me to 2 sessions of steamboat last night and this afternoon!! HAHA! we are just 2 steamboat lovers or something lah! hahas. today i had a strong feeling to treat her as well, after seeing her getting pissed and frustrated over ling (zhong guo wu ya). shiat man, she owns half of my name ok (i'm ning LING). and also the other ling-s in the world! what a disgrace.


some updates?


* ben is STILL into ROSE ONLINE. -BLURGH-


* jie di lian-s (younger guys seeing older girls) are getting more common, at least around my friends. maybe it always was, just that we don't experience it much in schools.


* i'm coming back to singapore soon!!! catcha guys really soon! oh, arrival date has been changed to 17th june instead of 16th.


* i'm gaining weight like NEVER before. i'm really afraid you guys won't recognize me no more.. :(


* i'm SO gonna have to mug in the library for the next 2 weeks!!!


SOME UPDATES, HUH?


lol!! sorry if it doesn't interest you much. hehe. okay, i gotta discuss with nien where we're gonna have dinner tonight. ciaos.

I'M BORED!!!!!! eh, can some of you guys add me as a friend @ www.bebo.com and do my quiz.. so i will know who knows me well. hahas. my username is jesslove03 okays? (:

QI'S REQUEST:: AJJJJJJJJ!!!!



this cute lil' thing is my puppy - AJ. he's 7 months going on 8 months old. a shih tzu. and guess what? i haven't seen him yet. DOH! lol.


ASEAN NITE PHOTOS!!



me with mich.




the dancers. (L-R) Me, Yi Qian, Su Yin, Joanne, Michelle, Nadia




Some of us dancers with Rachel (Left) and Belinda (Right)




Hiao Po-s. HAHAHA.




Me, Yi Qian and Nadia.




Minutes before the actual performance.




May we help you? -fake smile- LOL.




Photographer of the day - Ben.



AIGHTTTTTT. GTG for Bio and Chem lectures now. ): bye bye.

THIS BLOG IS SO.. DEAD......


exams are coming up in 3 weeks.. and by then i'd be back in singapore !!


!!!!!!!!!


excited like anything. HAHAHA.


but, nien's leaving. and when we were listening to 'Peng You' by.. Zhou Hua Jian, we felt so.. sad and all.. cos i don't know when i'll ever see her again. i believe that she is the FIRST true friend i ever made in nz. thank the lord for bringing her into my life, and grow in this friendship of ours.


NIEN:: I'LL REALLY MISS YOU!!


anyway, someone will be coming to look at her room tmr. from the sms-es, we guessed the girl's an asian. hopefully she will like the place, and take over nien's room. or else nien would have to pay about 10K ringgit man.


getting lazier everyday.. whaha. OH! i just had a steamboat session with nien last night.. WILL REALLY MISS THAT!!!!! no one to have steamboat with me... :(


aiyahs, hopefully this year will go well, and that i'll be more diligent and study harder, get into a good course and see how things turn out lahs.


oh! i went window shopping yesterday, and realised that the winter fashion here is HORRIBLE.


I DIDN'T GET ANYTHING! why why why why why why why why why?!! looks like i just have to wear old clothes till its spring/summer when i can wear new clothes BOUGHT FROM SINGAPORE.


hey, you know what. i think i'm patriotic lahs. singapore here singapore there. or maybe i just miss my HOMELAND so much. tsktsk! i remember those filipino maids always talk about their HOMETOWN, and we don't actually say that word much. but after being away from home for almost 2 years, HOMETOWN seems to be a frequent word used. now i know how those filipino maids feel being away from home..


OH! we got a new puppy back in singapore ok!! his name is AJ! J = JESSICA. (and janice and jonathan. insignifant fact. HAHA.) and janice says that he needs to go for some surgery because..


HE HAS HIDDEN TESTICLES.


EXCUSE ME?! WHAT IS THAT LAH!?!?!?!


lol! and she says that its heriditary, and its 50% cancerous. so, if AJ's dad had it, how did AJ come out lah?!


quoted from jan, "cannot see the testicles lah! so got to cut it out, and HE WILL BE GAY."


haha! that's darn funny lah, but hopefully nothing will happen to AJ dearie. haha. so cute lah! his picture is my desktop now, which overtook ben's photo. DON'T TELL ME I GOT A NEW LOVER. haha, no lah, i just think AJ is cute! hopefully when i go back to sg, he'll recognize me and come lick my face. HAHA. know why? cos i told janice to show him my photos EVERYDAY, so he will recognize me. GOOD RIGHT my idea? yeah man.


okay, gonna have lunch with cze cze (nien). LOL. okok, byebye!

ASEAN Nite's over !!!!!!!!! FINALLY..


Phew. After all those rehearsals and practising we had done these past few weeks, we ended our contribution to the ASEAN Nite with a beautiful curtsey each. (:


If you guys don't know, Otago Singapore Club has actually done a performance on 7th May 2005 ASEAN Nite. We did a small dance section of the song We Will Get There by Stefanie Sun. AND if you guys can remember, we had a Fun Dance 2002, where we had to dance with some simple moves. Taught in schools, MVs on televisions.. Remember or not? So anyway, we danced that, BUT we changed the moves quite abit, because those original moves look really stupid on stage.


SERIOUS!!!!


So one of the girls came up with new moves, and TADA! Our mini dance sequel by the Otago Singapore Club. MUAHAHA. Overall, I thought ASEAN Nite was quite a successful, minus the little hiccups here and there. SO PROUD OF U GIRLS!! Oh, I don't think any of them knows my blog, but YEAH! WE ROCK LAH. Tickets were sold out, including the door sales. I was seriously about to freak out on stage until I realised I couldn't even see the audience! We were in a spotlight, and everyone was just in the dark. If I really freaked out, I'll just ridicule myself on stage.


But now all this is over, I can then concentrate more on my studies. Epidemiology terms test this morning (YES, A TEST CUM A PERFORMANCE ON THE SAME DAY) didn't go as well as I expected. Halfway through the test I was thinking the paper was quite alrite, until when I was checking my script THAT I LEFT OUT A QUESTION WITH 4 PARTS!!!


DOHHHHHHHHHH!!


I scribbled my ass off in those SHORT 5 minutes! I was actually scribbling like MAD man! I didn't even read the question properly, and realised after the exam that I really read some of them wrongly. HAHA. But this teaches me a lesson - CHECK YOUR PAPER PROPERLY!! Seriously!! You wouldn't wanna leave out a question and find out you forgot to do it in the last 5 minutes of the test. THAT REALLY SUCKS.


Ah, that reminds me. I've got Biology Terms Test next Saturday, before getting a treat to a meal @ Asian Restaurant from the Otago Singapore Club! -YAYYYY and BOOO at the same time- Quite retarding right? Okay.


Had major headache just now, but after having Tiny Teddy (biscuits!) I felt so much better! They may be tiny, but their effect of making me happy and headache-free is BIG. Haha. Nothing much to blog about already, that's why blabbering some nonsense. LOL. Okay, better sleep soon. Church choir practice at 845am tomorrow. Ciao.

i want to go back in time
where the days were always fine
why can't we turn the clock back
to the times when we had to carry huge bag packs?


i want to go back in time
when we needed to queue in a line
let the teachers check the roll
while we hung our heads down low


i want to go back in time
we had no worries, or any troubles with sine
days were so carefree
all filled with joy and glee


i want to go back in time
ever willing to give more than a dime
willing to go so much greater than a mile
so this life of mine would be more worth while


i want to go back in time
won't it be scary listening to the last clock chime?
the chime of death, the chime of no turning back
all your mistakes done, leaving behind the mum's famous nag


i want to go back in time
and shan't continue with this rhyme.



--jessicA*