I can't breathe!!!

OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Janice bought me the pink N7610 cover for my birthday !!!!!!!!!!!!!!










-gasping for air-

I'm so excited!! I can't wait to receive the whole 'package' of beautiful stuff I get from Joan, Shuo, Janice and Mummy!!!

Janice, thank you thank you thank you. I know because of my birthday present, you are officially broke in the little island of Singapore. The funny thing was that when Janice told me she got me my birthday present, I got so excited I wanted to scream, before I realised that I had facial mask on! Imagine those gooey thing on ur skin, TIGHTENING your face until you can't even speak. Haha, I got reminded of Mummy with her GREEN MASK. I don't know if I should post this up, but....




IT'S JUST TOO FUNNY !!!






-rofl- Hopefully she doesn't know this blog of mine. I think she knows cos I've seen her entering this site.. Haha. I feel like as though my face is numb. Cos I haven't moved any part of my face for the past half an hour. Haha. Hold on a minute. I'll go wash my face now, before there will be a cast of my face! HAHAHA.

I feel normal now. Now the mask is gone, I can open my mouth as big as I can! Hahaha. Janice just told me AJ has gone for his operation . So now AJ's gay!!!!! -does the gay hand gesture, tao yan!- Machiam eunuch!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahahahaha. Aiyah, so mean. Haha. Both Janice and I are co-presidents of the AJ Fan Club! Here are some reasons why YOU should join this club of ours:

1) He is irresistibly CUTE!!!!!











WOULD YOU JUST LOOK AT AJ?! SO ADORABLE CAN!!?!?!


2) He takes slippers for Janice, BUT soon he will do it for me too!










Everytime when Janice comes home, he will bite one of her slippers, and bring it to her! Aww, so cute!


3) He poses for almost all his photos !!

As Steph said, it runs in the family. He's a ZILIAN dog! :D SAY 'AJ ROARS!'


4) He cares for us! Especially me. Haha.

The other time, I had this major stomach ache + headache + cramps + weak until cannot walk. I was so in pain i was moaning and groaning as Lyn (our maid) rubbed oilment on my tummy for me, took care of me etc. AJ was whimpering beside my bed and was trying really hard to climb up my bed. Since AJ's a shih tzu, plus he's only a few months old, he's too small to climb up the bed. Lyn didn't have time to take care of him, so she just told him not to disturb me (even though he doesn't understand us). While in pain, I could hear him walking around the house.. From my room to the corridor, from the corridor to my room. And persistantly trying to climb up onto my bed. Dogs, man's best friend. Totally agree. I love my AJ. Oh, and when I got up feeling much better, I saw a yellow patch at a corner of the corridor. AJ peeed there !!!!!! Was it because he was too scared or what? I don't know. How I wish I can understdand him. Hmmm.


5) Can I repeat those points up there?

Hahaha. Yeah, AJ is my dog! Too bad I'm not in Singapore. Janice says he misses me. The jiejie who always gives him apples and pears to eat, gives snacks so he can learn to GIVE HER HIS HAND and some other dog training stuff, always brings him down for walks, picks up his poopoo, plays the piano so he can sing along with her, lets him lie on her lap while she is busy typing away on her laptop and lots more. Haha, yeah, sounds like I miss him too aye? Hope he gets well soon from that horrible operation! We still love you, AJ! Hahaha. I love AJ!!






AJ advertising for that facial mask brand. And no, I wasn't using that mask. LOL. Finally, some pictures up on this blog. Hehe.

Stress can really ruin my weekend

Just had a sudden realisation that my UMAT examination is SO NEAR !!! I'm starting to feel the stress building inside of me already. I have never been able to handle stress well all my life. ): This is gonna be a tough time for me, aye?

Today's Happy Our Day for Ben and I !! Hahaha. Self proclaimed 'holiday' for both of us to have fun. Actually, its on the 21st every month, cos' my favourite number is 3, and his 7. So using basic math, 3 x 7 = 21. I like end of the months, cos 20th and 21st are special days to us. Got together on 20th March, so we celebrate on the 20th of every month !! This sounds childish, but I know many couples who do the same thing.. Hehe. But Ben and I are SPECIAL cos' we've got Happy Our Day!! No copying, okay! LOL. Gosh, I'm so childish.

Today had Biology lab. We were able to look at radiographs of bones, plastic models of a real person's skeleton, and 2 really decomposing legs. Eew. It smelt really weird, but it was so cool!! Haha, I learnt so much from this lab. Hopefully I can enjoy all the other Bio labs in this semester. I'm now waiting to go for my BIOL115 lecture. Initially was planning to study for about an hour before the lecture, but I needed to chill man. HAHA.

I just read messages from the church's Yahoo! group that Charles and Rachel just had their baby girl!!!! I know they won't be reading this, but CONGRATULATIONS CHARLES AND RACHEL!! I'm sure that under their care, little Isabelle will grow into a beautiful and good-natured girl. No wonder I didn't see Rachel coming for Physics lectures this week. I would want to go visit Rachel at the hospital, if I have the time. Isabelle arrived on 20th of July 2005. Which makes me 19 years 12 days older than her. Ahh, I just adore kids and babiessss!! According to Charles, dear Isabelle is healthy, with 'weight 3.05kg, length 48cm'. Cool. Hehe. Can't wait to congratulate them face-to-face. Gee. This really made my day! (:(:(:(:(:

Okay, some emails to reply for now. Ciaos.

Itchy nose... -_-|||

My nose is itchy! I can't take it anymore! One day I'll just cut my nose off, like how my dad asks me to do when I feel so irritated by flu and cold. Grr..

Haha, Stephie, I don't have a chatterbox anymore, but you can comment or leave me messages at the bottom of every posts. '(x) Comments' there, okay? You sounded so flustered in your blog entry. ;)

UMAT's in a weeks' time. I better find out where the venue is. Very unfamiliar place in Dunedin. It's called The Dunedin Centre or something. How ironic.

I can't stand Dunedin any longer! Everyone's wearing basically the same stuff! Bomber jackets that can be purchased from Glassons at only NZD$39.95 only! I was tempted to buy it at first, but decided not to cos' everyone has it already. This sucks. I need to online shop. But I don't know where to start. Need some help here?

I'm determined to prepare my own meals from today onwards, cos' these past few days I've been eating out. Money draining outta my bank, gotta tighten my pockets aye! There's always a time every 2-3 months when I have to be careful of what I spend on. But nevertheless, I went window shopping yesterday with Ben! Didn't buy much though, haha. Got a sports bra cos I left mine in Singapore. ): And a brown tube to match with my MNG top. Sweet! Ben says I look good in that. Yay!

My external hard drive is full!!! 40Gb is not enough for my photos, songs, MVs, movies etc. Oh, and Ben says IBM sucks! I don't get it! I think its okay, just that it isn't good for playing games like War Craft, because the graphics card isn't too good, and ETC.. Is it that bad?! Jac aka Wei, is your IBM laptop giving you problems? Mine gave me some minor problems, but now its fine! Just that it's abit laggy when playing games which I don't do often. Qi got a new laptop for herself too! It's Fujitsu. I wanted to buy the Fujitsu tablet or something 2 years back. It's so spunky, but not good such that its memory and clock speed etc cannot compare with the other laptop brands. So Mummy got the IBM X31 for me. Tiny version of IBM laptops, suitable for me. Haha.

I've got alot of homework to catch up. Didn't study as much as I thought I would have. Blame Ben. =X Okay, don't be so mean. He still colours everyday with the few sweet stuff he does to keep me happy and makes me love him even more. Hahahahahaha. Rou4 ma2!!!! -hairs standing-

Okay, nature calls! I better head for the loo now! Booya!

School starts !

Hahaha, I decided to change my blogskin to a simple one without all the midis and funny graphics everywhere. I thought it's way too complicated for me to upkeep that blogskin of mine. Sweet, now my template is so much neater, and I am way cool about this new blogskin.

The last entry was posted ages ago - 9th July. Tsk tsk.

School, or rather, Uni, has started for a week now. It's back to mugging @ the library and no time for blogging. I hate it when I know I have something to babble about in my blog, but somehow I just forgot what I wanted to say. Eek.

Oh, something funny happened this week. Some moronic bastard literally PLUCKED our letterbox out! You see, it's made of wood and the landlord just merely stuck it on top of a wooden pole, hoping it won't get 'stolen' from us again. Yeah, it happened to the previous lot of tenants last year. Haha. And guess what? Our new letterbox looks like a tiny rubbish bin! It's black and.. It looks like a rubbish bin. I'm serious! And the worst thing is that it's placed somewhere the postman will definitely not see it, cos even I missed it while walking to my house. It was Ben who noticed that black fugly thingy stuck onto the wooden fence which parts our house and the motel next door. We are waiting for our UMAT admission ticket to arrive from Australia, hello?! It's super important to us and we need it NOW!!! Let's just hope the postman won't be as blind as moi. I'm a blind mouse. A blur one too.

As school starts, I can't wait for the holidays to come!! I wanna go skiing at Queenstown again!! Once a year is definitely not enough for me! Some of us from OSC are planning to follow OMSA for their 3 day ski trip this coming winter holiday, and I'm exhilarated I tell you! The problem is, Ben wants to snowboard, but I don't want to, especially after last year's ski trip with Foundation Year. One of the teachers was filming us skiing/snowboarding, and I was like the first person whom he filmed. I was sooooooooooOOOOOO embarrassed cos I fell right in front of the camera!! NO, that's not bad enough, the teacher showed the video to the WHOLE CHEMISTRY LECTURE a week after our ski trip. I was kinda late for that lecture, and when I got into the lecture theatre, I saw myself falling, with my snowboard stuck on my feet!!!! I was so frigging embarrassed cos' everyone was staring at me! I really wished I was an ostrich so I could bury my head into the ground man. So, I've decided to SKI this winter! Woowee! It's so much more simplier than snowboarding.

I just received photos of us in Sentosa from Qi just yesterday!! Sweet as. ;)




steph, me and qi.

















muah* to all my darlings.
you gurls rock my world. :)









Okay, that's enough of break - 3 hours of break is too much. Feeling guilty right now. Boo. Okay, I'm off! Peace out.

I am officially 19.. MUAHAHA.


Now, many people wished me happy birthday in so many different ways. There were SMSes, emails, ecards, phone calls, MSN, Friendster, blog etc. I've got many many people to thank.


SMSes: Steph, Joan, Zhining, Ziwei, Chwee Ling, Janice, SK

Emails: Chungie, Thazin, DCMC

Ecards: Mel, Shuo, Nien

Phone call: Ma and Pa

MSN: Many many many (tio suan-ed by Jac somemore. lol)

Friendster: Clar, Nadia, Joy, Steph, Jan

Blog: Ray, Jac, Mich, Zhining, Tuck

Face to face: Ben

Presents from: Lei (cute donkey that can cling on anything), Nien (cool sandals), Jan (i'm waiting...), Mum (for flying me back to SG), Dad (i'll be back for my present), EIFER (Eifer cap and Red Earth cosmetics).

Surprises: EIFER, Ben

'mini party': EIFER, Ben (:

Yeah, basically some of you guys were so sweet as to remember my birthday. I want to thank all of you for remembering this special day of mine, that you actually thought of me and made an effort to voice out your wishes to me, no matter what the method was. I really am glad to have you people in my life. Ahh, just touched lah! Even though I'm in NZ and some of you people back in Singapore, you all still remember my birthday.. -smiles-


Aww... Thank you thank you thank you all !! It's really the thought that counts. All of you expressed birthday wishes in different ways, but the main idea was that I would enjoy my birthday,may all my wishes come true and all the best in anything I do. (: Sorry if I didn't reply you, cos there were quite a few to reply back. Hope you guys read my blog. -sheepish smile-


Yesterday, if Ben hadn't reminded me, my mum and dad called around my time of birth on 8th July 1986. I don't know if it was on purpose or not, but it just seems so coincidental or something. Even Janice SMS-ed in that hour. All within the family. Coincidental? I don't know man.


Mummy was funny, she was asking me what day it was, and I said it was my birthday. Then she asked me what I should say to her, so I said, " THANK YOU MUMMY FOR BRINGING ME INTO THIS WORLD." And she laughed! Somehow tears welled up in my eyes as i said those words to her. Can you imagine that in a few years time, for some of you, you will be mummies and daddies too? I can't, not yet though. It's such a big responsibility, and the burden.. Oh gosh.


Oh well, Ben told me he's gonna buy me another cake today. Haha, this would be my 3rd day of celebration. Mini mini celebration, with many many wishes from everyone. I thank y'all. Muah!


xoxo
jessicA*


what happened to the other 2 members of Eifer?

05/07/2005
1130am

I am now at Christchurch Airport once again, typing away in Microsoft Word instead of http://www.blogger.com/. LOL. How pathetic can that be man?


I was packing my stuff, or rather 3rd aunt and Lyn were packing my stuff and we realized that all baggage added together weighed 40kg! So eventually I didn’t bring back the printer mummy gave to me.. That super stylish and good Lexmark printer..


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! (@*#)%^@)(*)@%^@)(#


): Unfair. I did buy some stuff back, plus the camera my church friend asked me to buy for him, the repaired flatron screen, blahblah. The lady at Changi Airport didn’t allow me to take 40kg of baggage, so I left the printer behind.


The flight from Singapore seemed shorter than usual. The plane took about 9 hours 44 minutes to arrive at Christchurch, which is quite good! Watched some movies on the plane, which includes Miss Congeniality 2 which isn’t worth $8.50 to catch it at a Singapore cinema, another movie called.. ‘something’ Pitch which stars Drew Barrymore. Can’t remember the title!! Haha, but it’s quite okay, teaches a lot about love and relationships. The main male character was a HUGEEEEEEEE fan of this baseball team, and the movie just shows how much he actually sacrificed for the female character Drew Barrymore acts as. Also watched a Cantonese movie starring Karen Lam and Ekin Cheng, don’t remember the title too. LOL. What a loser right. Well, that movie is ma ma tei lah (okay okay), it’s just that I don’t really like Karen Lam’s acting.. Always find her acting abit fake. Yeah, she’s pretty and all, but nah.. Not a fan of hers.


I had difficulty trying to sleep on the plane. Probably had only 2 hours of sleep at most. Bah! I shall sleep like a pig when I get back home. Oh! Let me tell you about this passenger who sits a seat away from me. Before boarding the plane, I had already noticed her carrying this big Snoopy soft toy around with her. Oh please, she is like OLDER than me can.. Or at least she looks older than I do. Surprisingly, both of us are seated on the same row. We sat on a 3 seater column, but there was no one sitting in the middle. And guess what she did? She placed her Snoopy onto the middle seat, placed a soft cushion at the back of the Snoopy, FASTENED THE SEAT BELT, placed a blanket on it.


What the…..!?


Okay okay, I’m not all that mature, but NOT that childish also right! Oh man. My jaw just dropped when I saw what she was doing. At first I thought there was something wrong going on in her head, but it didn’t seem to be that way. Haha. She just loves her Snoopy soft toy sooooo very much that she really treats it with care. Just guessing by her looks, I thought she looked 22. But yeah, I may be wrong.. She could even be YOUNGER than me. ?gasps-


I always thought the meals that SIA provides are not bad, but the more I travel, the worse the food tastes. ?shows disgusted face- I dunno why, but just looking at the food and I don’t feel like having any of its food dumped into my stomach. So I just had the bun and peanuts to fill my tummy. BUT, as compared to other airlines, I still think SIA is the best. Why? Cos’ its Singapore Airlines mah! Haha. Lame.


So sleepy now, my flight back to Dunedin is at 230pm. Which means I still have about 3 hours to slack here. Which I didn’t think it was a difficult task, cos’ I had previously stayed in this same place for 5-6 hours. No kick lah, this time. Oh! Just now while collecting my luggage after a thorough scan, an airport staff who helped


Think I’m catching a cold. I kept sneezing like anything on the plane and in the airport now. Noooooooo.


I was pleasantly surprised yesterday, cos a friend of mine whom I haven’t spoke to for quite awhile messaged me to wish me happy birthday! I thought it was sweet of him cos he still remembers my birthday. Muahaha. Every year, I would always anticipate for 8th July (my birthday lah). But it’s different this year. I don’t feel very excited and everything, cos I think I finally realized that I’m getting older. I wonder if in future, I would be those ladies who try to keep their age a secret, so no one will know just how old I am. Haha, when asked of their age, they’ll just go, “20 plus”. Eh, I’m still “10 plus” okay! Still young? Nooo, but physically and mentally, I do look younger than I’m supposed to be.


When I was in Primary 3, people thought I was in Primary 1. When I was studying at ACJC, people thought I was Secondary 3. Is that a good thing, or a bad thing? I just look childish, but some of my friends say its very good, cos I won’t look very old when I age. As for my youthful heart, yeah, I’m still childish. I still watch Spongebob Squarepants with my little brother. Time to grow up, kiddo. ):


Well, I guess I’m just me, and no one else can change the way I am. I am happy with who I am, because someone taught me to appreciate everything that I’ve got in my life ? my family, my friends, how I look, how smart or stupid I am etc. Think about it, you may think you’re the most unlucky person in your life, but you actually aren’t. There are people around the world who are suffering much more than we do, and we should be grateful of what we have in our lifetime. Even if we face obstacles, there is definitely a way out. I just think that if we TRY, there would be hope. TRY ? is a word that would always come into my mind. Just try! If we don’t lose anything, just try. I think this is very important for everyone. I remember when I was little, I didn’t dare to do a lot of stuff. Even shaking a Hello Kitty mascot also don’t dare okay! My mum kept telling me to go for it, I just wasn’t brave enough to. Now, -hur hur-, want me to shake that Hello Kitty’s hand ah? No problem! I’ll even laugh my head off if the person inside is a guy. Hohoho.



I’m starving, but the food here isn’t really good. ?pouts-


OH MAN! A guy just asked me to play a game at the arcade with him! LOL! He must be damn bored, waiting for his friend for also 3 hours. Okay, I’ll just play a game with him. Byeeee!










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CRAP. I forgot to ask Thomas (that German guy) what Eifer means. AHHHHH!!!!

Phew. I just came back from the gym.


It's really been a hectic week, except today. The buncha them are supposed to come over to my house to play and have fun, but I didn't have the time to book any tennis courts or whatsoever, so we decided to going shopping. Then my mum was having her 'pre menopause' time again.. She said the air con man is coming again (YES OUR AIRCON IS SUCH A FAILURE) so she needed me to stay home.


Ahhhh heck.


OH, you know the day when I stayed over at Xue Qi's place? They gave me yet another surprise man! Firstly, they designed a cap for the buncha us. Previously, the five of us - Chungie, Mel, Steph, Thazin and I belong in a gang called Ad Infinitum, which means never ending, like our friendship. (: Now, Qi and Meiyi are added to the group, and now we're called Eifer 07.


Man, the cap is soooo cool man! I'll post a picture of it next time round. (: Then the next surprise was a birthday party!


!!!!!!


It was so unexpected okay. It was actually really funny. Cos' we bought some snacks and tidbits for our stay over, I wanted to open the refrigerator to store the watermelon, then Qi said 'her fridge is very MESSY'. I was like, WTH? I didn't listen so I just opened the refrigerator door and stuff the watermelon in. Did you know why she didn't want me to open the fridge? Because the Sweet Secrets cake was inside!!! Haha! But being the blur and laggy me, I didn't even notice anything funny in the fridge.


While talking in the room, I noticed Chungie and Qi were missing. The rest said they were preparing our tidbits for us to snack, so I decided to go help them. I think they were supposed to stop me but failed to, because I saw Chungie and Qi putting candles on the cake! Haha! It was really really funny I tell you. Their expressions and mine. We just stared at one another for 5 seconds lah. LOL. It's really really comical, and I was supposed to go back into the room and gotta ACT surprised later on.


HAHAHA.


What a twist right! But its soooooooo sweet of them man! Besides the cool cap, they gave me some cosmetics from RED EARTH! My favourite! Hehe. And the eye shadow was the colour I always wanted!! AHHHH! I just get excited just talking about it. That night, we were just chatting and chatting until 5am. Qi, Steph and I went to Sentosa Siloso Beach for a tan. The weather was really good, the sun and the breeze. Mmmmmm. Three of us were just zilian-ing and photo whoring while a guy and a girl were chatting behind us. It was quite funny, cos the guys seemed to be in a consultation session. They were talking about love, girls, guys blahblahblah. And I quote from the guy, "Love is so complicated, I don't even know whether I have feelings for her".


HAHA! Okay, I'm mad. But we had fun can! WOOHOO! I'm tanner, but not much. Still happy that we actually went to Sentosa. Steph was wearing her pink bikini, Qi lime green, and me blue. So colourful man, and they look H O T in their bikinis.


I sound like a humsup old man. -.-


OVERALL, my trip back is sucha rollercoaster ride. Got the fun, got the downs. But I try to overcome those obstacles. It's good to be back with my family and friends. Will miss all of you when I get my ass back in NZ.


Something's wrong with my laptop, can't go online. That's why the photos gotta wait. Boo. Can't wait to see Ben. I've been so busy these few days that I didn't talk much with him. I'm sure he doesn't mind. Hoh, Ben? ;)


Yummy beancurd, kueh tutu, dry fishball noodles, fried bee hoon, good dimsum, I'll miss all of you so much. But I'll be back. Wait for meeee!


Oh no, my baggages are overweight AGAIN. Why must this always happen to meeeeeee? What a wet blanket can.. I wanna bring Janice, Jonathan and Lyn to Jalan Kayu for roti prata man.. Eeeee. Better get back to packing. Ciao babies.

Time is running out !!


I just realised that I've only got less than 5 days left in Singapore. 2 weeks is too short a period to spend time with all my relatives and friends, it really is. I haven't really met all of them yet, but I will at the end of the year. (:


The next few days would be busy busy busy.


Tomorrow:

Facial with 3rd Aunt (hopefully)

Get OSC tshirts done

Lunch with aunts, mum and Jermyn

Shopping with mum (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've long waited for this day to come. muahaha)

Dinner and shopping with Joan and Shuo

Sleep over at Xue Qi's along with the rest of them.. (eh, how to squeeze that many ppl huh!)


Saturday:

I REALLY REALLY HOPE WE CAN GO AS PLANNED TO SENTOSAAAAAAA. Ad Infinitum + Qi, pretty please? hmmm? I wanna be tanner than Ben..! Let me win him for the 1st time pls!
i sound so desperate.

Meet up with cousins (tentatively, hopefully we do meet my dear cuzzies!)


Sunday:

The buncha them coming over to my place for tennis, swimming and everything ! Plus roti prata at Jalan Kayu, MUAHAHAHA.


Monday:

I leave for Christchurch at 2100. That's a good bye to Singapore.

Hey! My flight's at night, that means I can still shop in the afternoon! Hehehe.


I was just pondering just now, whether or not I've seen a plump pick pocket/thief before. In dramas, we often see skinny and sly thieves crawling and creeping here and there, escaping from the police, but not plump ones. Is it because they're too large so their movements would be super obvious? So.. does that mean that plump people aren't pick pockets/thieves?


I think I'm too sleepy. What the hell am I talking about.....


Thank you everyone who comforted me. I'm really glad that you guys care so much for me. Thank you thank you thank you. I feel much better now, really. It's not the end of the world, aye? ;)

Sad. I do feel crappy now. Like this puppy over here.

It should be the time of the month.

Bah!

i have no photos to post from this day onwards.


i've got to learn not to be so gullible in future.


i shall learn to be like Ou De Yang, that singer who doesn't put his pictures up, a cartoon character of him would be enough.


but, i don't have the talent to create a cartoon character..


this is probably one of the worst nightmares of my life. maybe not the worst.


ppl say i look okay, butttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt i don't agree.


):


okay okay, something happened to my hair okay.?


i think my friends are getting sick of listening to me harping about my hair my hair my hair..


that hair stylist and her ways of persuading me.


it's my fault too i know.


the crying has stopped, but it will definitely continue when someone i know sees me with this new hair style.


I NEED TO DO SOMETHING TO MY HAIRRRR!


its short, its FREAKING straight, my fringe is too short, i look like a bastard.


'you can manage your hair better, your hair will be neater, and your hair colour won't look so messy' <>


sighsighsighsigh. i look terrible. don't look at me.


i feel so down. my trip back to sg won't be a pleasant one after all.

i was finished with a post just a minute ago, but i decided to keep it to myself.


- nomatterhowmuchwestruggleyoullnevercare -


:: whydidievenshedatearforyouwhywhywhywhyyou ::

its 7am here in singapore, and i'm AWAKE !!


not because i'm an 'early bird', but because my AIR CON is leaking.. -wails-


help.. how am i gonna live in this terrible weather of singapore.. yes yes, i know it's nice and warm and all, but my house don't get much wind up here (no idea why), so i'm suffocating !!


this morning, i'll be heading to... er... somewhere with my sis and 2 aunts for a Bak Kut Teh session. sound singaporean not? too bad we're not driving to JB to have bkt, but a trip to a local eatery is good enough. haha.


(: bak kut teh is yummy man, can't wait.


today would be ben's second day in camp. hope he's doing fine with his exercise moves.. lol. he's supposed to come up with exercise steps to teach the church ppl, and he was freaking out a couple of days ago.. hope he remembered the exercise moves i taught him ('couped' from my primary school).


okok, this sounds illegal, yet sweet, but i can actually remember the exercise routine i learn back when i was in primary school! that would be.. 7 years when i just graduated from the school - Canossa Convent Primary School. doubt many people would know this school, but she will give you a wonderful impression of her man. haha.


this school of mine, as you can see from her name, is a convent. guess what? all the teachers are females! ALLLLLL. its a girls' school (obviously), so the whole school compound is filled with females females females except for the 'jagar' uncle (security guard) and the gardener. -.-


this school aims to develop disciplined and talented girls man i tell you, our skirt, has to be below the skirt, and i actually had my pinafore THAT long ok.. well, thats because all my uniforms are hand me downs from my cousins. they're still wearable even though its too long for me (i was and still am shorter than them) and the colour was a lighter shade of blue as compared to my friends'. in a lousier way, it means that the colour RAN. haha!


the school has changed quite abit ever since i left (duh! i left like how long ago can..). but, i still regard her as my alma mater. (: the teachers were strict and all, but it was all for our own wellbeing what.. hoh, canossians? okay, i think the only canossians who would read this would be my cousins zhining and jac, and my sister. HAHA. see?! we're all canossians ok. but after my sis attended her last year at the school, no girls in our family goes there anymore, simply because none of us stays near my ah ma, who stays near the school, and my sis is considered the last of the older ones of the cousin line.


BLAHBLAHBLAH. what am i blabbering about.. oh, back to the main point (ben and his exercise), yeah, the exercise was kinda chorographed by my pe teachers back in those days. it goes with the song 'Baby Give It Up' by KC and The Sunshine band. Haha! Don't ask me, but till now i haven't heard of them before. but it's a super catchy song, nice for routines aye! Don't know if the present canossians know this cute exercise routine.. HMMMMM. anyone who has canossians as their cousins, nieces, daughters or a canossian herself can help me answer this question? thanks! :D


sooooooo boringgggg. its too early to do anything. OH! I REMEMBERED. MY MUM'S COLLEAGUE LENT US THIS KOREAN DRAMA. -evil laugh- nice show, judging from the first 3 episodes i have watched. it's called Lovers In(or 'Of') Paris. Don't know its title in chinese.. hee. ok, i gotta gogogo!

-God will make a way, where there seems to be no way. He works in ways we cannot see, He will make a way for me. He will be my guide, hold me closely to His side. With love and strength for each new day, He will make a way for me..-

It's so warm in Singapore.. And I'm loving every minute of it. (:


Have been out and about these few days.. Visiting relatives, gatherings etc. Oh, and tasting all the local food all over again.. I don't get to have spicy fishball noodles, wonton noodles, fried carrot cake, char kway teow, durian etc in NZ man.. I gotta eat all I can right now man. Haha.


Happy 15th month to ben and I (NZ TIME)!!! Normally we would be celebrating somewhere in Dunedin, but not this time.. :( Miss you, ben!!


OH! i forgot to mention about the new member of our family - AJ ! Initially I was afraid that he would bark at me (HE'S A DOG, NO, A PUPPY) cos' I'm considered a stranger since he just joined the happy family a month ago.. But he so freeeeking cute can!! This cuddly baby of ours, super small and active.. But sometimes can get really lazy.. Sometimes you can see him walking then suddenly go SPLAT! on the floor.. for limbs all spread out.. Super duper cuteeeeeee!! Haha! He likes lying on my lap as I use my laptop too.. Just lazy lah.. He is 8 months old and still a baby to me.. I just call him baby most of the time..


Today we taught him how to climb down the stairs at Ah Ma's place.. At first he was so scared he didn't dared to climb down.. Then Mum gave him incentives.. Showed him some food as we taught him to climb down step by step.. And he did it ok! SOOOOO cute.. Ok, I think I'm gushing over this baby of mine.. He's just so irresistible!!!!!!! AHH!


I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooo hot now, I'm perspiring and feeling smelly and sticky.. Eew. I'm gonna bathe now.. Meeting Ad Infinitum and Qi and Meiyi tmr. Can't wait!


If only you were here, Ben. ):

I miss you, Ben. ):

I am now in Christchurch, New Zealand, waiting to transit back to Singapore.. Guess what.. I’ve got to wait for another 3.5 hours till I can board the plane back to Singapore.. ): Christchurch Airport is so small, so unlike Changi Airport which is so big that I can lose my way around that place.. Haha. Okay, maybe its me being so lost all the time.. IT’S BORING HERE.. SOMEONE SAVE ME.


I’m actually ‘Microsoft-Word-ing’ and not blogging, cos’ I don’t know where I can use internet man.. Plus I’m very sure they charge super high for internet usage here.. My flight from Dunedin to Christchurch was at 720am. Took a shuttle here (without ben cos he was afraid that there wouldn’t be any shuttles then to bring him back home) at approx. 5+ am. WHICH MEANS.. I woke up at early early 4am.


-claps for myself-


lol! I’m so proud of myself that I can actually pull myself up and get my butt into the bathroom and have a warm bath.. WOOHOO! Hahaha. Thanks ben for waking up at 4am to help me pack my stuff and listening to me screaming ‘where’s my cute blue handphone sock!?’, ‘where’s my house key!?! Not the Singapore house, THIS house!!!’etc.


And special thanks to Nien for waking up and sending me off at 5am.. so sweet of you can. Hehe. ?blushes- Oh yeah! Speaking about nien, cos I had to help her bring one luggage of hers back to Singapore (since she is leaving NZ FOREVER and had too much to bring home), I was afraid I would be fined like damn a lot.. cos my own luggage was 13kg, hers was 11kg (or so we thought), and my SPOILT LG Flatron TV is 5kg. But fortunately for me, the guy didn’t charge me extra! Hehe, the total weight was 27kg, cos nien’s bag was only 7+kg.. so yeah, do your math and the weight’s around 27kg aye. So proud of myself! I saved a sum of money for nien ok.. LOL. Machiam its thanks to me. Hehe, I’m just happy I helped someone in such early hours of the day. LOL.


Webcamming with qi is super fun man! But she must PURPOESLY eat in front of me lah.. her FUTURE sister-in-law cooked Japanese meal for her when she was at Jack’s Place (HAHA, jack’s her bf and thus his house is Jack’s Place. Eh, famous leh..). This naughty girl was already eating when we started webcamming and I wanted to die liao.. I see the sun rays coming into jack’s room, and I look out of my window.. I see a depressing colour of the sky..


)@(#*(&@)(*$)(%@)(#*@)(&$$*^@&$%@(#


But I don’t care, cos in about 14 hours I’d land on my MOTHERLAND ? Singapore. You guys don’t know how many Singaporean friends here wanting to go back ? to the warmth, to their friends and families. I just cannot stand staying in Dunedin during winter. It’s too depressing! It’s freezing cold this morning in Christchurch, even the air stewardess of Air New Zealand was wearing a huge jacket over herself. 佩服 man.. Haha.


I think I’m not a very healthy girl man.. yesterday morning I had the worst tummy ache ever, then it went away after I slept for about an hour.. in addition to that, I had the worst headache ever TOO! AHH! It was so horrible I felt like puking.. went to the toilet to try puking, but it didn’t help.. then I was crying cos I felt sooo horrible, then ben and nien had to take care of this sick patient until I slept soundly..


I just realized I haven’t been posting up photos recently. Exams lah. Blame the exams! Hahaha! Nah, beside that, I’ve gained quite a lot of weight. Abit sad, cos now that I’m flatting, there isn’t any proper meals for me, so I normally snack, or buy anything instant, and eat out a lot when I’m too lazy to cook. ): but it ain’t anyone’s fault, I should have controlled my own diet.. lol. But this isn’t the major issue in my head right now.. now all I’m thinking of is ? WHAT AM I GONNA DO NOW!?


It’s now.. 935am exactly. Ben and nien’s Vodafone credit no more money cannot msg.. everyone else should be sleeping or having exams.. Singaporeans would still be snoring away.. boohoo. Nevermind, shall fiddle with my laptop and listen to songs to pass the time.


Will see some of my friends at the airport later! Can’t wait.. plus my family.. ? -squeals- love you all! I’ll see all of you really really soon!


Lotsalove,

JessicA*

17/06/2005

0938

And yes, the day has come. I'M FREEEEEEEE! Muahahahahahahaha. :] :] :] :] :]


Super happy, but not exactly free.. Cos' I still have exams after my holidays.. Boo. But hey, I'm so gonna enjoy my time back in Singapore.. Hehe. Still 2 more days till I leave this place, but I'm already packing. Lol! I cannot keep my excitement !! -bounces around the room- Hahahahaha.


Shan't say that I did very well for my exams.. Cos I wasn't really prepared for it.. Shucks. I already promised myself that I'd work harder next semester.. Do you know how horrible it is camping in the library !!!!


Okay, since Ben's mama is here in Dunedin, she being sucha nice mummy and aunty, brought food for Ben, Josephine and I EVERYDAY as we studied our heads off in the library. The weather hasn't been good AT ALL this exam period.. Frost on the ground everyday.. It even snowed twice! Or was it once? Ah heck.


And Aunty still goes home to cook lunch for us.. Bring them in tupperware.. Then carry the empty containers back home in the evening.. Wash them.. And cooks dinner for us.. For almost 2 weeks man! And if you can see, 3 of us have CAMPED at the library for 2 weeks man! And for the word CAMP, I really mean CAMP. We stay in the library from 830am to 11pm till the library closes.


!!! right?! Haha. Yeah, I was soooooooo freeekin stressed out okay.. Almost cried lah. But I prayed and prayed that I'd get over this real soon, and I felt much better. (: Aunty knew I was super stressed up, she gave me chicken essence to drink okayyys. So nice right.. I'm so blessed. Hahas. Anyway, chicken essence is not that bad what! How come everyone hates the taste of it? I just think that it tastes like diluted soy sauce that's all.. Haha. nd according to the caption on Brand's chicken essence box, chicken essence makes me 体力充沛 ok! Dun pray pray man.. HAHA. I'm mad.


Ohohoh! And since its the exam period, the library has NEVER been so filled up man! According to another friend of ours, she said even before the doors of the library open, people were waiting impatiently outside - waiting to rush in. Like super kiasu rite?! Now we know not only Singaporeans are kiasu ok.. LOL. So when I come in at 830am, I found it really tough getting a seat for myself.. Everyone pia-ing for exams.. It really gives you the motivation to study too.. And you cannot imagine how many courses there are in this uni man. Just try walking around the library, looking at what people are studying on, you see soooooo many different kinds of papers, books.. And guess what?! Some people also watch video man! Cool right.? Haha.


I just remembered this Asian we saw last Saturday in the library watching videos.. You know videos of what? OF ANIME. (SH*T! I typed ANIME as AMINE just now! I'm a FREAKFREAKFREAK. CHEMISTRY...) And she was so funny and cute lah.. She watched until she was smiling and laughing at the screen.. With this big pair of headphones over her head.. Super cute lah.. LOL. Not that I'm lesbian lah, but it's quite mean to say someone looks FUNNY right? Abit the humiliating rite...? So just say she's cute loh.


So many things can happen in the library ALONE. Haha.. Had bento with Ben and Nien yesterday afternoon.. And my favourite salmon steak bento is GONE!!! Nomore salmon steak bento for jessicA*.. ): I think they must be making a loss lah.. 10 bucks for the bento, and salmon steak is how freeking ex.. But bento contents changed.. Last time we have rice, miso soup, main dish, salad, fruit, a pickle(YUCK), 2 gyoza-s, 1 squeeshy potato thingy and 2 tempura vegetables. Sounds alot right? I CAN FINISH THE WHOLE THING OK!! Not that I'm proud of myself lah.. Cos I sound like a pig rite? But bento is so yummy can!! All in one small wooden box.. And now, for a change, we have rise, miso soup, salad, fruit, pathetic strands of carrot instead of yucky pickle, 2 gyoza-s, 2 spring rolls, 2 sushi, 2 tempura, main dish and no more squeeshy potato thingy cos' many people like me hates it.. All for just NZ$10!! Which is like.. About SGD$10.50? Haha. I dunno why I'm talking about bento in my blog, but.. It's just so cool lah.. My favourite lunch here in Dunedin. Hehe.


I wanna buy some stuff back for my friends, but then, everything is so expensive, and.. I dunno what to get for them! All I can think of getting for them is.. CHOCOLATES. LOL. I remember on my surprise party, I took out a few bars and packets of chocolates I brought back from NZ, and everything was GONE when everyone left for home. But yeah, I'm proud to say that NZ chocolates are the best !! Hehe. So yeah, I've already bought some chocolates a week ago to treat my friends.. Hopefully enough for you all lah. :]


This post is so long! Dunno how many of you guys read finish the entire post. Haha. Okay, back to my packing ! Can't wait to see you guys!! -squeals-


Muah.


Till we meet again.
jessicA*

I'M SO BUSY!!!!!!

As we step into the month of June, it's FUN FUN FUN back in Singapore.. Yes. It's the time-of-the-year - THE JUNE HOLIDAYS !! Okay, maybe its not THE time of the year, but just part 1.. But still not fair!!!! Why am I still mugging my ass off here.. :(


In addition to that, the Great Singapore Sale is now on!!!!!!!!! Even if I get back just in time for the last week of the Great Singapore Sale, I'd be left with junks to buy.. -pouts-


WHY LIKE THAT...


Students (most of you, I reckon) should be having their holidays now.. So you guys must be spending time shopping (like mad), SUNTANNING (fun ah.. but dangerous), catching the latest movies, and everything else fun. This is horrible horrible horrible..


Haha, I know you guys must be super sian listening to me whine and whine and whine. Well, please forgive me.. I'm a shopaholic and my favourite holiday is SCHOOL holidays! (if you dunno, means you haven't done my quiz).


But on a brighter side, my lectures have sort of stopped for the semester.. Except for 2 labs and 1 epidemiology lecture. Eew. My first exam (Chem) would be on 10th June (Friday), Biology on Monday, and finally Epidemiology on Wednesday. Then I'll go back to Singapore.


Wanna do well, wanna do well.. -continues chanting-


Hahaha. Okay, I better start studying again. It's my job right now. Study study study. I'm sure Ma will be proud of me.. Pushing myself to study instead of blogging.. LOL. Or maybe because I have nothing else to blog about....


...


Nah! It should be my conscience urging me to study. Lol. Out.

Into this song now! (:

就是爱你
歌手:陶吉吉
专辑:太平盛世

我一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐像绿洲给了沙漠
说你会永远陪着我
做我的根我翅膀让我飞也有回去的窝
我愿意我也可以付出一切也不会可惜
就在一起看时间流逝要记得我们相爱的方式


就是爱你 爱着你
有悲有喜有你平淡也有了意义
就是爱你 爱着你
甜蜜又安心那种感觉就是你


我一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐像绿洲给了沙漠
说你会永远陪着我
做我的根我翅膀让我飞也有回去的窝
我愿意真的愿意付出所有也要保护你
oh 在一起时间继续流逝请记得我有多么的爱你


oh 就是爱你 爱着你
不弃不离 不在意一路有多少风雨
就是爱你 爱着你
放在你手心灿烂的幸福全给你 (x2)


oh 就是爱你爱着你
我都愿意
就是爱你爱着你
要我们在一起

Yes. I have finally decided... To snip my long hair off when I get back to Singapore, despite my XXL size face.


Why?


My hair is dry due to me dying it several times X)


Cos 'I need some new hair styles' <<>


So, I am not supposed to dye my hair so that my hair will be in good condition.


BUT BUT BUT BUT!! I cannot imagine myself with pure black hair again... Sua ku-ed. I'm officially in a DILEMMA.


AHHs. I know I don't fit short hair, but it has come to a stage when I have to cut off about 1/2 my hair length because I did not take good care of my hair..


-boooo-


I'll cut it till my hair even shorter than shoulder length. Hey, I even thought of shaving my head BALD okay. I'm really mad.


I dunno what to doooo! My face will look seriously BIG if I cut my hair so short.


I need CONSULTATION. From you guys.


Please vote at 'Flooble'. Whether or not I should cut my hair off.

I thought I just said I have finally decided to cut short my hair at the beginning of this post?! Okay, ignore that.

I actually have predicted that most of you would say 'cut lah..'


Luckily I'm not those people that will cry if their long beautiful hair will have to be snipped off. I actually like my hair being attended by professionals. LOL. Just deciding whether or not I should cut it SHORT.


Okay, I have to mug again.. Boring stuff man. Please count down for me people.. 18 more days till I step on Singapore ground.


Loads of Singaporean friends here are dying to go back. I guess I'm just one of the few lucky ones who get the chance to fly back to meet my pals and family in the mid year. -blessed-


Got to go. Adieus!

OH.


Happy 20th birthday to my cousin, Teck Guan!


Sorry it came so late.. Didn't have alot of time to blog these days (mugging like HELL).


-sheepish smile-


Eh, Tuck, at least I remembered your birthday right? Do you remember mine??!!


HMMMM?


Hahas. I don't think alot of people can actually remember my birthday, only if you are as innovative and creative like Stephie who remembers it as '7th month 7th day plus 1'. ( in Chinese, qi1 yue4 qi1 hao4 PLUS ONE).


I have no idea why she uses this method to remember, but she never fails to get my birthday wrong. Great job, babe! LOLs.


Actually, I think I can bravely say that I can remember most of my friends' birthdays. (PLEASE don't test me, I promise I remember yours!! =X) Yeah, everyday's someone's birthday, it would be so cool (and disastrous) if I've got so many friends till everyday is one of my friends birthday. Fill my whole calendar with their names.


WHOA. Shiok ah. Haha! Speaking of birthdays, there were 2 people from my BIOL111 lecture stream who celebrated their birthdays yesterday . According to the lecturer, he said that there was another one in the morning stream.


Tsk tsk. I seriously think that there aren't many people who's got the same birthday as me. Dunno why, but it seems that there are certain dates in the calendar which mark MANY people's birthdays. They just keep repeating and repeating, but not mine.


Talk so much rubbish and don't say when my birthday is.


OK, my birthday is on 8th July 1986. So, I celebrate my birthday on 8th July every year. Which means I'll turn 19 this year. Weeeeeee.


Janice : I know, I know. Your birthday is just round the corner, so, what do you want from NZ? Anything special? I don't want to guess what you want for your birthday lohs. Later I buy something you don't like then I'll -.- OK? Just tell me what you want.


This sister of mine can get so ridiculous until she can give me a testimonial on Friendster saying MY BIRTHDAY IS COMMING! MY BIRTHDAY IS COMMING! MY BIRTHDAY IS COMMING!... and so on. P.S. Please note the word, 'COMMING'. HAHA. Okay, I'm being mean. If any of you have received Janice's ridiculous testimonial, please leave me a note. Let's see how many people she's trying to remind that her birthday is COMMING.


-evil laugh-


Eh, Janice, don't get offended ok? Jie (big sister) is just playing a fool. HAHA. I promise to buy something you want from moomoo land k?


EEEEPS!!!!!!!!!! LECTURE IN 10 MIN!!! BYE!!!!!!!

no, your eyes are not playing tricks with you. neither is your computer screen trying to be funny.. i have actually enlarged everything on this blog of mine.


MUAHAHA.


because soooo many people have complained to me that my words were to teeny weeny and squashed up, i decided to enlarge everything so that you guys can read with ease, and for some of you, you guys don't have to select everything, then paste it in microsoft words, enlarge and change the colour of the font and read. (you know who you are..)


tsktsk, am proud of myself. but at the same time, i've wasted a few hours of my precious time.. no motivation to study!! ahhhhh!


lols. but i have plans to go to the library right after this.. get this lazy bum off the comfy chair and head off to mugmugmug. 17 days to exams, 24 days to home. (:

there are definitely people who can be so money-minded that they would go a thousand miles to get discounts or something at a lower price.


one instance.. since nien is going back to malaysia really soon, there is this china girl who wants to take over her room. they had agreed with each other that nien would pay 8 weeks for her and everything that she needs to pay extra for.. for example electricity and phone. and guess what? she messaged nien a few hours before that she, and i quote, 'WOULD LIKE YOU (nien) TO PAY 9 WEEKS INSTEAD OF 8 WEEKS.' what the..?! both nien and i guessed that she must be thinking that nien was desperate to settle the renting out of her room as soon as possible, so she took the chance and try to get the good out of nien.


i hate this kind of people.. plus she is one example of 'zhong guo wu ya' (aka china crows). not that all china girls are like that, she is just one typical example of what we singaporeans call PRCs - 'zhong guo wu ya'. i have many other china friends who are nice people whom i can talk to and joke with, so this shows that 'zhong guo wu ya' does not represent all PRCs man.




CROWSSSSSSS!!!

HOW AM I GONNA STAY NEXT TO A ZHONG GUO WU YA FOR SECOND SEMESTER.... at first i thought she would be a nice flat mate, but really, don't judge a book by its cover man. so disappointing.


guess what? nien treated me to 2 sessions of steamboat last night and this afternoon!! HAHA! we are just 2 steamboat lovers or something lah! hahas. today i had a strong feeling to treat her as well, after seeing her getting pissed and frustrated over ling (zhong guo wu ya). shiat man, she owns half of my name ok (i'm ning LING). and also the other ling-s in the world! what a disgrace.


some updates?


* ben is STILL into ROSE ONLINE. -BLURGH-


* jie di lian-s (younger guys seeing older girls) are getting more common, at least around my friends. maybe it always was, just that we don't experience it much in schools.


* i'm coming back to singapore soon!!! catcha guys really soon! oh, arrival date has been changed to 17th june instead of 16th.


* i'm gaining weight like NEVER before. i'm really afraid you guys won't recognize me no more.. :(


* i'm SO gonna have to mug in the library for the next 2 weeks!!!


SOME UPDATES, HUH?


lol!! sorry if it doesn't interest you much. hehe. okay, i gotta discuss with nien where we're gonna have dinner tonight. ciaos.

I'M BORED!!!!!! eh, can some of you guys add me as a friend @ www.bebo.com and do my quiz.. so i will know who knows me well. hahas. my username is jesslove03 okays? (:

QI'S REQUEST:: AJJJJJJJJ!!!!



this cute lil' thing is my puppy - AJ. he's 7 months going on 8 months old. a shih tzu. and guess what? i haven't seen him yet. DOH! lol.


ASEAN NITE PHOTOS!!



me with mich.




the dancers. (L-R) Me, Yi Qian, Su Yin, Joanne, Michelle, Nadia




Some of us dancers with Rachel (Left) and Belinda (Right)




Hiao Po-s. HAHAHA.




Me, Yi Qian and Nadia.




Minutes before the actual performance.




May we help you? -fake smile- LOL.




Photographer of the day - Ben.



AIGHTTTTTT. GTG for Bio and Chem lectures now. ): bye bye.

THIS BLOG IS SO.. DEAD......


exams are coming up in 3 weeks.. and by then i'd be back in singapore !!


!!!!!!!!!


excited like anything. HAHAHA.


but, nien's leaving. and when we were listening to 'Peng You' by.. Zhou Hua Jian, we felt so.. sad and all.. cos i don't know when i'll ever see her again. i believe that she is the FIRST true friend i ever made in nz. thank the lord for bringing her into my life, and grow in this friendship of ours.


NIEN:: I'LL REALLY MISS YOU!!


anyway, someone will be coming to look at her room tmr. from the sms-es, we guessed the girl's an asian. hopefully she will like the place, and take over nien's room. or else nien would have to pay about 10K ringgit man.


getting lazier everyday.. whaha. OH! i just had a steamboat session with nien last night.. WILL REALLY MISS THAT!!!!! no one to have steamboat with me... :(


aiyahs, hopefully this year will go well, and that i'll be more diligent and study harder, get into a good course and see how things turn out lahs.


oh! i went window shopping yesterday, and realised that the winter fashion here is HORRIBLE.


I DIDN'T GET ANYTHING! why why why why why why why why why?!! looks like i just have to wear old clothes till its spring/summer when i can wear new clothes BOUGHT FROM SINGAPORE.


hey, you know what. i think i'm patriotic lahs. singapore here singapore there. or maybe i just miss my HOMELAND so much. tsktsk! i remember those filipino maids always talk about their HOMETOWN, and we don't actually say that word much. but after being away from home for almost 2 years, HOMETOWN seems to be a frequent word used. now i know how those filipino maids feel being away from home..


OH! we got a new puppy back in singapore ok!! his name is AJ! J = JESSICA. (and janice and jonathan. insignifant fact. HAHA.) and janice says that he needs to go for some surgery because..


HE HAS HIDDEN TESTICLES.


EXCUSE ME?! WHAT IS THAT LAH!?!?!?!


lol! and she says that its heriditary, and its 50% cancerous. so, if AJ's dad had it, how did AJ come out lah?!


quoted from jan, "cannot see the testicles lah! so got to cut it out, and HE WILL BE GAY."


haha! that's darn funny lah, but hopefully nothing will happen to AJ dearie. haha. so cute lah! his picture is my desktop now, which overtook ben's photo. DON'T TELL ME I GOT A NEW LOVER. haha, no lah, i just think AJ is cute! hopefully when i go back to sg, he'll recognize me and come lick my face. HAHA. know why? cos i told janice to show him my photos EVERYDAY, so he will recognize me. GOOD RIGHT my idea? yeah man.


okay, gonna have lunch with cze cze (nien). LOL. okok, byebye!

ASEAN Nite's over !!!!!!!!! FINALLY..


Phew. After all those rehearsals and practising we had done these past few weeks, we ended our contribution to the ASEAN Nite with a beautiful curtsey each. (:


If you guys don't know, Otago Singapore Club has actually done a performance on 7th May 2005 ASEAN Nite. We did a small dance section of the song We Will Get There by Stefanie Sun. AND if you guys can remember, we had a Fun Dance 2002, where we had to dance with some simple moves. Taught in schools, MVs on televisions.. Remember or not? So anyway, we danced that, BUT we changed the moves quite abit, because those original moves look really stupid on stage.


SERIOUS!!!!


So one of the girls came up with new moves, and TADA! Our mini dance sequel by the Otago Singapore Club. MUAHAHA. Overall, I thought ASEAN Nite was quite a successful, minus the little hiccups here and there. SO PROUD OF U GIRLS!! Oh, I don't think any of them knows my blog, but YEAH! WE ROCK LAH. Tickets were sold out, including the door sales. I was seriously about to freak out on stage until I realised I couldn't even see the audience! We were in a spotlight, and everyone was just in the dark. If I really freaked out, I'll just ridicule myself on stage.


But now all this is over, I can then concentrate more on my studies. Epidemiology terms test this morning (YES, A TEST CUM A PERFORMANCE ON THE SAME DAY) didn't go as well as I expected. Halfway through the test I was thinking the paper was quite alrite, until when I was checking my script THAT I LEFT OUT A QUESTION WITH 4 PARTS!!!


DOHHHHHHHHHH!!


I scribbled my ass off in those SHORT 5 minutes! I was actually scribbling like MAD man! I didn't even read the question properly, and realised after the exam that I really read some of them wrongly. HAHA. But this teaches me a lesson - CHECK YOUR PAPER PROPERLY!! Seriously!! You wouldn't wanna leave out a question and find out you forgot to do it in the last 5 minutes of the test. THAT REALLY SUCKS.


Ah, that reminds me. I've got Biology Terms Test next Saturday, before getting a treat to a meal @ Asian Restaurant from the Otago Singapore Club! -YAYYYY and BOOO at the same time- Quite retarding right? Okay.


Had major headache just now, but after having Tiny Teddy (biscuits!) I felt so much better! They may be tiny, but their effect of making me happy and headache-free is BIG. Haha. Nothing much to blog about already, that's why blabbering some nonsense. LOL. Okay, better sleep soon. Church choir practice at 845am tomorrow. Ciao.

i want to go back in time
where the days were always fine
why can't we turn the clock back
to the times when we had to carry huge bag packs?


i want to go back in time
when we needed to queue in a line
let the teachers check the roll
while we hung our heads down low


i want to go back in time
we had no worries, or any troubles with sine
days were so carefree
all filled with joy and glee


i want to go back in time
ever willing to give more than a dime
willing to go so much greater than a mile
so this life of mine would be more worth while


i want to go back in time
won't it be scary listening to the last clock chime?
the chime of death, the chime of no turning back
all your mistakes done, leaving behind the mum's famous nag


i want to go back in time
and shan't continue with this rhyme.



--jessicA*

haven't blogged for sucha long time!

how r u guys? fine? i'm having my one week holiday now.. NOT as song as you guys think.. trying to study as much as i can.. WHILE playing and having fun at the same time.. haha.

had steamboat sessions, picnic sessions, chat whole day long sessions, late night movie sessions ETC. oh, and gym sessions. lol! since nien my flatmate is leaving us real soon to go back to msia, i'm trying to spend abit more time with her.. (: HI NIEN! LOL.

oh, by the way, i'm arriving in singapore on the evening of 16th june, but returning a little earlier.. 5th july.. i think.

nothing quite significant happened these past 2 weeks, just gotta watch how much time i'm spending in front of my monitor screen. it's quite scary to actually count how many hours i spend using the laptop. eeks.

when guys are really so obsessed in their games, is it really really tough for them to quite playing them? i've tried umpteen times asking ben to STOP playing ROSE online (which is really, personally, a ridiculous game), and reminded him that the higher his level gets, the more he won't stop playing.. he just can't stop playing the game. so sick of telling him to end this evil 'game cycle'. even if he stops playing ROSE, he will still play something else.

HOW! can someone advise me on how i can ask him to concentrate on his studies and don't play so much? he's not only neglecting his studies, he neglecting.. me as well. -wails- alrite, it's actually NOT that serious lah, but i just don't want him to play that game! i'm sooooo against people playing that game now (sorry if you're actually playing it =X). sigh.

BUT nevertheless, its the holidays and i should work and play hard at the same time. YAYY! epidemiology terms test next saturday, CUM ASEAN night on the same day. 6 girls (including me) will be dancing the Fundance2002 on that day! remember that dance or not ppl!?

DEEP IN MY HEARTTTTTTTTTTT, I JUST KNOW..

refreshed your memory?! yeah, but steps are added into the dance lah, so it won't look so retarding.. REPRESENTING SINGAPORE MAN! haha. hopefully we won't xia suay on that day. -ROFL-

aaaaaaight, gotta hang my clothes now. its a B-E-A-UTIFUL day today, miraculously. yayy! happy day today, cos it's ALSO chungie bday!!!

Happy 19th Birthday, Chungie Chung Chung!!! May all your wishes come true and may you grow in the embracement of God! yayyyyyyyyyyyy! hip hip hurray! hahaha. it'a a pity i can't join you guys for the birthday celebration, but i'm spiritually there yeaH?! give you guys the enthusiam and everything. lol.

-gone-

i complained to ma that i couldn't study at home! firstly, the laptop is SUPER tempting... the BED as well.. so she suggested i try going to the library to study. JESSICA = LIBRARY GIRL.. for a week (try out lah.. haha.)

so i went to the library to study yesterday afternoon. it was so quiet !!! -.- okay, it IS a library.. its actually more specifically the Science Library in the uni.. went there to study cos its really close to my flat.. woohoo. BUT being the kay-poh me, or rather the EASILY distracted me, i always look up when someone walks past. its not really annoying, but i would prefer noone walking around. but hey, it worked okay! i managed to study for 3 hours there.. though i must say i was really really sleepy right after lunch.. lol!

since i was really sleepy, i took out my mp3 player, listened to some music.. and i was on the go again.. but guess what. the mp3 player DIED ON ME.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

aiyah, i don't really care much now.. cos the player was just for a short interval of 'entertainment' while i'm in the library.. so yeah. (:

i don't want to spend too much money again.. it's really time for me to save up man. there was a period of time when i had only 14 bucks in my EFTPOS (NETS for sg).. you know for how long?! a week okay! i almost died can. haha, luckily i stocked up my fridge and pantry, or else i'll SERIOUSLY starve. i hate the feeling of being broke.. but remembering the days in singapore, i'm actually broke most of the time aye!? tsk tsk.. really need to kick this horrible habit of mine..

just a thought. if i ever become a pharmacist, will i have any future in singapore..? i think i remembered from the news that the dispensary in clinics will be separated from the clinic itself is it? crap. i dunno man!!! i know the polyclinic works this way, but is it true that for private clinics it will be the same way? what about hospitals? i really need to think for my future man.

as far as i can remember, i think i had alot alot alot of ambitions. okay, if you wanna skip this part just scroll down to the next paragraph. let me list all the ambitions i ever dreamt of since i was a kid.

1. doctor (can save lives and can earn big bucks!! it is still my ambition tho')
2. nurse (if can't be doctor, why not nurse right? besides, nurses are so nice too!)
3. lawyer (i ALWAYS quarrel with janice until my mum asked me to go be one.. -.-)
4. vet (yeah! i love animals!!! EXCEPT for cats. damn it lah, i still can't get over this phobia of mine)
5. fashion designer (i love drawing.. and fashion! just that my drawing is not as good as others..)
6. interior designer (imagine a B-E-A-UTIFUL house designed all by yourself man!)
7. police woman (ER.... can we skip this? haha!)
8. business woman (open a MANICURE shop with janice.. HAHA! so weird right!)
9. teacher (now, this one i REALLY thought about it. it isn't really bad right.. i'm just afraid the students will be smarter than i am..)
10. singer (LOL! i love singing! but once again, only if i go for voice training will i stand out from the crowd.)
11. hair stylist (ever wondered how those hair stylist even style your hair!? so cool man! the scissors snapping here and there...)
12. finanace consultant (wah! this one was just a casual thought. but, imagine consulting BILL GATES or something. OMG! lol!)
13. dietician (this is another serious one. it would be so fun assisting britney spears or something. not only that, you can actually watch your diet at the same time!)
14. ice cream woman (HAHA. maybe better named a business woman who sells ice cream! who can live without ice cream man! not me please..)
15. childcare centre principal (look at all the kiddies running here and there.. aww.. ain't that cuteeee. can help those working parents a huge load man.)
16. TAI TAI (eh, if my hubby really earns big bucks, i don't mind playing mahjong and yum cha the whole day man!)
17. open a dance school (with janice as one of its teachers. (: but i won't be teaching, not good enough. LEST i learn dancing again. hohoho.. look at jess hippo jumping here and there. HAHA!)
*already having difficulties trying to scrape out all my ambitions*
18. open a record company (train all those soon-to-be or aspiring singers!)

ok lazy to think already. gotta go to the library now. tata!! =D

i'm rather disappointed about my chem terms test. :(

i need to work MUCH harder this time. i think i don't spend enough time studying.. be it library or home. oh, i don't study at the library.

confirmed dates for trip back to singapore: june 17th dunedin-->christchurch. christchurch-->sg
6th july sg-->chistchurch. christchurch-->dunedin.

yup. yesterday was josephine's bday.. and there were 20 candles on the cake. (: but it felt as if there were too many candles on the cake.. its true people, we are really growing old. not in a bad way tho'. we learn more, experience more etc. it IS a good thing to grow up actually.

the change of epidemiology tutor was for the better. lucky for me, i got a much better tutor as compared to the previous one. phew.

don't ask me, BUT i'm still sad about my fringe.. and ben (@()$*)(%&&%(#*$)*@)*%)(&%#()*$)#&%@)$%@*)$* still thought that teasing my fringe would HELP ALOT.. THANKS AH BRUDDA. lol.

...

uni's NOT easy peesy.. as mum says.. do well so you can CHOOSE what you can do and not restricted to limited options. it's really not an easy task to do.. suddenly i feel the pressure coming up onto me.. PPPP...RRREEE...SSUREEEE......

i'm so into this song now.. i duno why.. quite meaningful only.. maybe it's the tune.. yeah. its yi ran shi peng you by yu heng. i just like the tune cos its easy for everyone to sing.. like a sing-a-long song.. haha.

oh, and the links are working already.. fixed it, finally. haha, go blog hop all you like ppls! HAHA.


(:

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!



my poor fringe................. :(

i was looking at myself in the mirror half an hour ago, and i thought my fringe was way too long already. so i decided to CUT IT! so i was so excited when i borrowed a pair of scissors from nien, grabbed a portion of my fringe, AND CUT! this is when i screamed.


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! my fringe looked so horrible!!!! lei was there, and since she claimed that she was a good fringe trimmer (yeah she is), i put my fringe in her hands, and voila(or voala)! my fringe looked SO MUCH BETTER. but.. the STUPID mistake i made is EVIDENT..

please take a look at jessica. the mistake is the SHORTEST part of the fringe.. the place where she parts her fringe. -.-





suaku jess with her suaku fringe.




becomes a china doll. "da cuo te cuo bu yao lai, wu ru wo de mei!"




me with the finger pointer, nien. HAHA.



AW MAN... i shall go meet ben later and i'll see if he can actually spot the difference in me... *wails*. i'm already so ugly and now i'm UGLIER.. boohoohoo. am supposed to vacuum the carpet in nien's room.. but she actually did it herself! thanks loads! -hugs-

i'm going back to singapore for only 2 short weeks... but yeah, as everyone says.. "better than nothing, right?" ok lah, am contented lah. haha. okay, now i shall just mourn about my fringe.

FINALLY, the cousin's collage MASTERPIECE IS OUT!


i think i'm really NOT studying hard, aye?

sigh. oh well! be happy, cuzzies!



if any of u guys want me to send to u, just tell me via msn lah. ok? :)


BACK TO STUDYING.

oh man.. i think i'm too free or something..

i think i changed quite a bit since i was in sec sch.. let's review, shall we?


secondary 2 (year 2000)


secondary 3 (year 2001)


secondary 4 (year 2002)


j 1 (year 2003)


just arrived in NZ (feb year 2004)


later part of the year (oct year 2004)


back in singapore !! (dec year 2004)


CNY chu1 (feb year 2005)


back to NZ (march year 2005)


sorry if i've tempted any of u with e triple scoop ice cream, but its only 2NZ BUCKS!! almost equals to SGD!!!!!! haha. (late march year 2005)


and finally, this is the current me (april year 2005)


TADA ! so....... do you guys think i changed alot? i mean, i think i do lahh.. haha. from hair styles.. from specky.. yeah. sec sch was such an awkward age man! haha.. maybe some of you guys are in those photos, you guys can check out how much you guys have changed too ! (:


OH! i just found 2 pictures that i REALLY wanna post up!!!!!


me with baby cousin joseph !!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO CUTE RITE!!!!!!!


joseph!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


yup. so cuteeeeeeeeee. haha. okays, shall stop here.. should be coming back on 19th or prolly 17th of june. catcha guys laters. -muah-

I'M GOING BACK TO SINGAPOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE



before i even told mum that i didn't wanna go back, she alreayd booked the tickets.. so yeah. WATCH OUT FOR ME.. gonna HAUNT you guys. HAHAHA.

chem term's test finally overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !!


man.. i hate it so much. i mean, the answers so close..! i doubt i can do well this time. and i wasn't even DEFINITELY sure if it was the right answer.. buut, oh well, it's over already aye?

had my yummy bento @ tokyo garden with ben and nien.. YUMMMMM. haha. haven't had it for a week. but i so needa save?! my EFTPOS (something like NETS in singapore) amount if draining out. MASSIVE man. shucks. i really need to learn to save some money.. i even bought a top today ! BUT HEY IT'S NICE AND CHEAP LAHHH!! cos all summer clothes are now on sale.. since autumn's here and winter's coming real soon.


am worrying about so much stuff.. a few days ago, i confirmed with some of my friends that i WILL be going back to singapore in june after all.. but 2 days ago, i felt that even if i go back, i won't be of much help to the situation, and i have a major exam (UMAT, something like a medicine exam that you need to pass in order to get into medicine) in mid july, and my physics mid year exam a week right after my birthday (15th july). it's so stressful to even THINK about it. if i stay here in dunedin, my doubt and questions can be cleared by sooo many people! but if i don't, then no one can help me with UMAT in singapore.. cos people in singapore does SATS but not UMAT.. since UMAT is an australia thingy. so yeah. am gonna call mummy now.. tell her that i'm BROKE and i may not go back in singapore.. sorry guys.. :( i really wanna work hard this year. i've finally come to a decision which is rational, but not happy news for some people.

qi:: sorry for letting you write sooooooooooooo many reasons on the letter on why i should goback to singapore, and disappointing you..

chungie and stephie: sorry for actually telling you guys that i'm 100% coming back.. putting your hopes so high.

janice: sorry i can't actually teach you and prepare you for 'o' levels. jie also as stressed as you. bahhs.


but then again, if i am gonna stay in dunedin for the holidays, i can go to christchurch and even australia to shop and maybe ski again !!! yeah.. soooooo i doubt i'll go back. my decision is not to go back.. but everything still lies with my mum.. if she wants me back, i'll go. haha. okay, ciao.

yesterday was a bad bad bad day.


this could be a turning point of my life.

it could change my life forever.


it could.. but i'm going to face it bravely.



be strong. jess, be strong.

A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL THOSE WHO REPLIED MY PREVIOUS ENTRY !! :D:D:D

however, i haven't exactly decided whether i want to go back or not. BUT DO YOU ALL KNOW THAT BEN'S MOTHER ACTUALLY SAID THEY (ben and his sister) MIGHT BE ABLE TO GO BACK IN JUNE ?!

think ben doesn't want to.. cos if they to go back in june, doubt they would be able to return to singapore in december. expensive man.

ROAR ! am now at ben's place and he's bullying me.. :( he licked my face and its damn stinky now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i started it all though.. cos i bit his arm and it stunk (according to him). HAHAHAHA. think we're just having some kiddie fun or something..


exams start on 10th and ends on 15th june. 3 papers in all - biology, chemistry and epidemiology..


just changed my tutorial time for epidemiology today.. cos i SERIOUSLY cannot understand my tutor.. and his knowledge for epidemiology is not very broad as well.. for example.. there was this question which we were supposed to discuss on.. and he DIDN'T know how to do it and he just said, 'right, we'll pass that.'

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


what kind of teacher says that lah?! and he leaves at the same time as the students, so i couldn't ask him any questions.


NIEN'S LEAVING US... cos she's going back to malaysia ('malaysia, truly asiaaaaaaaaaa...' HAHA) to study. and someone has to take over her room, which is beside mine. AND.. the hei1 de4 just told me yesterday that her brother MAY be coming to dunedin, so she asked whether he could stay in nien's room... i just told her 'i need some time to consider'.

WHY I DON'T WANT HER BROTHER IN OUR FLAT:

if i can't stand her attitude, how can i actually take her brother's? i mean, they're all from the same flock right? it's better to be safe than sorry man.

he's a GUY. okay, i admit that i wear REALLY casually at home.. and i wear a robe around the house you know.. so.. AN ALL GIRLS' FLAT IS PREFERRED. (lei, my other flatmate agrees)

I HAVE TO SHARE THE TOILET WITH A MALE?!?!?! and not only a male, the hei1 de4's brother?!

FYI, our toilet paper has been running out since the day we all moved in. i can say with evidence that she has been the one who is 'couping' all the toilet paper.. who uses so much toilet paper man!? imagine this: 1 toilet paper roll for 3 people in 2 days. MAX. WTH?! after we had a meeting about 'toilet paper', the toilet paper roll 'lifespan' did actually improve.. BY HALF A DAY. oh great. more than 12 toilet paper rolls FINISHED within a month. WAH. marvellous.

hei1 de4's room is beside mine, nien's room is beside mine as well. which means i'm sandwiched between both rooms. if hei1 de4 blasts her indian music like noone's business (refer to a few posts back) , and IF her brother does so as well, sigh. you guys just go imagine the AURA. *does indian dance* happy go lucky lah.

P.S it's not that i'm racist, but i'm really agitated by her so many times that i'm so sick of it. and for the name 'hei1 de4', its just a nick. i'm usually NOT against people of other races, its just her character that pisses me off.


alritey, enough of my blabberings and yada yadas.. haha. OH, and I HATE ROSE ONLINE. it's this game that ben's crazy over. really want to open that stupid game and delete it off his com man. HMPH. am being ignored because of this ridiculous game. ROARRRRRRRRR !!

okay, really ending this post right now. byee! (:

i have nothing much to blog today.. but there are some important dates for me to take notice of..

8th April: Bio Lab Report due

9th April: Chemistry Terms Test

well, i'll be singing for the church choir tomorrow.. hopefully i don't go off key or whatsoever. it's been a long 2 years since i've been in a choir. man.. memories of CCHSM choir.. though sometimes we had to practise like mad, and some of our seniors/leaders suck, i really miss CCHSM choir. maybe it's the group of people i hang out with from choir.. it was real fun training with you guys. ok, i think none of them knows this blog of mine (EXCLUDES THAZIN), but yeah.. choir rocks aye?! hahhahaahaha.

really wanna thank BEN.. cos he was the one who DRAGGED me for choir practice.. i didn't actually wanna go today.. cos i just thought i would just feel left out or something.. but it was fun and the people there are all so cheerful and rowdy.. which makes the atmosphere much more lively and joyful. the song that we will be singing is simple and beautiful. LALALA. okay, shan't do that anymore lest SOME PEOPLE think i'm ACTING cute.

should i go back to singapore in june?!

i miss home, i miss my friends and family (YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS), i miss the food and atmosphere (AHHHHHHHHHHH).

BUT.. i have a couple of exams after the 3 weeks of holidays - physics, UMAT ( important !!!) and if i stay here i can ask questions that i'm unsure of.

it's a short holiday..

holiday starts latest 22nd june.. which means students of singapore will finish their holidays already..

i'm wasting my mum's kris flyer points..

BEN DOESN'T WANT ME TO LEAVE.


howwwwwwww. sighs. can you guys tell me?? should i go back or not.....

OH! my birthday will be during my holidays as well.. 8th july.. 8th july.. 8th july.. haha. so if i go back, means i can celebrate with my friends, BUT not with ben.. this is so frustrating!!!!!!!!!!!!

tell me what i should do. :(