jesslove :)

i complained to ma that i couldn't study at home! firstly, the laptop is SUPER tempting... the BED as well.. so she suggested i try going to the library to study. JESSICA = LIBRARY GIRL.. for a week (try out lah.. haha.)

so i went to the library to study yesterday afternoon. it was so quiet !!! -.- okay, it IS a library.. its actually more specifically the Science Library in the uni.. went there to study cos its really close to my flat.. woohoo. BUT being the kay-poh me, or rather the EASILY distracted me, i always look up when someone walks past. its not really annoying, but i would prefer noone walking around. but hey, it worked okay! i managed to study for 3 hours there.. though i must say i was really really sleepy right after lunch.. lol!

since i was really sleepy, i took out my mp3 player, listened to some music.. and i was on the go again.. but guess what. the mp3 player DIED ON ME.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

aiyah, i don't really care much now.. cos the player was just for a short interval of 'entertainment' while i'm in the library.. so yeah. (:

i don't want to spend too much money again.. it's really time for me to save up man. there was a period of time when i had only 14 bucks in my EFTPOS (NETS for sg).. you know for how long?! a week okay! i almost died can. haha, luckily i stocked up my fridge and pantry, or else i'll SERIOUSLY starve. i hate the feeling of being broke.. but remembering the days in singapore, i'm actually broke most of the time aye!? tsk tsk.. really need to kick this horrible habit of mine..

just a thought. if i ever become a pharmacist, will i have any future in singapore..? i think i remembered from the news that the dispensary in clinics will be separated from the clinic itself is it? crap. i dunno man!!! i know the polyclinic works this way, but is it true that for private clinics it will be the same way? what about hospitals? i really need to think for my future man.

as far as i can remember, i think i had alot alot alot of ambitions. okay, if you wanna skip this part just scroll down to the next paragraph. let me list all the ambitions i ever dreamt of since i was a kid.

1. doctor (can save lives and can earn big bucks!! it is still my ambition tho')
2. nurse (if can't be doctor, why not nurse right? besides, nurses are so nice too!)
3. lawyer (i ALWAYS quarrel with janice until my mum asked me to go be one.. -.-)
4. vet (yeah! i love animals!!! EXCEPT for cats. damn it lah, i still can't get over this phobia of mine)
5. fashion designer (i love drawing.. and fashion! just that my drawing is not as good as others..)
6. interior designer (imagine a B-E-A-UTIFUL house designed all by yourself man!)
7. police woman (ER.... can we skip this? haha!)
8. business woman (open a MANICURE shop with janice.. HAHA! so weird right!)
9. teacher (now, this one i REALLY thought about it. it isn't really bad right.. i'm just afraid the students will be smarter than i am..)
10. singer (LOL! i love singing! but once again, only if i go for voice training will i stand out from the crowd.)
11. hair stylist (ever wondered how those hair stylist even style your hair!? so cool man! the scissors snapping here and there...)
12. finanace consultant (wah! this one was just a casual thought. but, imagine consulting BILL GATES or something. OMG! lol!)
13. dietician (this is another serious one. it would be so fun assisting britney spears or something. not only that, you can actually watch your diet at the same time!)
14. ice cream woman (HAHA. maybe better named a business woman who sells ice cream! who can live without ice cream man! not me please..)
15. childcare centre principal (look at all the kiddies running here and there.. aww.. ain't that cuteeee. can help those working parents a huge load man.)
16. TAI TAI (eh, if my hubby really earns big bucks, i don't mind playing mahjong and yum cha the whole day man!)
17. open a dance school (with janice as one of its teachers. (: but i won't be teaching, not good enough. LEST i learn dancing again. hohoho.. look at jess hippo jumping here and there. HAHA!)
*already having difficulties trying to scrape out all my ambitions*
18. open a record company (train all those soon-to-be or aspiring singers!)

ok lazy to think already. gotta go to the library now. tata!! =D