jesslove :)

chem term's test finally overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !!


man.. i hate it so much. i mean, the answers so close..! i doubt i can do well this time. and i wasn't even DEFINITELY sure if it was the right answer.. buut, oh well, it's over already aye?

had my yummy bento @ tokyo garden with ben and nien.. YUMMMMM. haha. haven't had it for a week. but i so needa save?! my EFTPOS (something like NETS in singapore) amount if draining out. MASSIVE man. shucks. i really need to learn to save some money.. i even bought a top today ! BUT HEY IT'S NICE AND CHEAP LAHHH!! cos all summer clothes are now on sale.. since autumn's here and winter's coming real soon.


am worrying about so much stuff.. a few days ago, i confirmed with some of my friends that i WILL be going back to singapore in june after all.. but 2 days ago, i felt that even if i go back, i won't be of much help to the situation, and i have a major exam (UMAT, something like a medicine exam that you need to pass in order to get into medicine) in mid july, and my physics mid year exam a week right after my birthday (15th july). it's so stressful to even THINK about it. if i stay here in dunedin, my doubt and questions can be cleared by sooo many people! but if i don't, then no one can help me with UMAT in singapore.. cos people in singapore does SATS but not UMAT.. since UMAT is an australia thingy. so yeah. am gonna call mummy now.. tell her that i'm BROKE and i may not go back in singapore.. sorry guys.. :( i really wanna work hard this year. i've finally come to a decision which is rational, but not happy news for some people.

qi:: sorry for letting you write sooooooooooooo many reasons on the letter on why i should goback to singapore, and disappointing you..

chungie and stephie: sorry for actually telling you guys that i'm 100% coming back.. putting your hopes so high.

janice: sorry i can't actually teach you and prepare you for 'o' levels. jie also as stressed as you. bahhs.


but then again, if i am gonna stay in dunedin for the holidays, i can go to christchurch and even australia to shop and maybe ski again !!! yeah.. soooooo i doubt i'll go back. my decision is not to go back.. but everything still lies with my mum.. if she wants me back, i'll go. haha. okay, ciao.