SOBBBBBBBBBBBBS.

I am such a sob-ber. Just like this kid.

I cry about everythinggggg and I can't stand it! My tears just keep coming and it doesn't stop!!!

Yesterday's yet another sobby day.


We finally managed to get Marcus and Qian to teach us Ceroc for our Lost musical! I was suuuper excited cos' Ceroc looks very fun and partner dancing's pretty cool! So, of course, I paired up with the one and only Mr James for this dance. He, being the all macho and never ever a gentle man, was tugging and pulling me instead of the normal initiation in the dance.. My wrists hurt so badly!!! But never mind, I forgive him (LOL).

No, that wasn't the reason why I sobbed. The story continues.

Pro-ness.

The 2 other pairs were dancing and advancing really quickly.. but I was struggling!!! I kept wondering how come I couldn't get my steps right!!! Nothing was staying in my head and whatever Qian and Marcus were teaching me was just floating away... Farrr away... James and I kept repeating the same few steps, but I kept making the same mistakes and had to have him reminding me what the next step is..

I FELT SO HORRIBLE!!!

I've learnt certain few dances before, and this was the first time I've ever had problems retaining steps in my head! I was going crazzzzy! James came and told me that I needed to watch and absorb whatever I see, because that's the way I learn (according to him). And I just broke down. I felt so crappy!! I was holding everyone back, especially James. ): As I was crying (pretty hard out), suddenly I felt I couldn't breathe!!! I was trying to take deep breaths, like REALLY biiiiiiiig breaths and I couldn't speak! Being the all-time cry baby, I knew this 'hard out' crying wasn't the usual kind! I was REALLY choking!!

So James brought me outside to take a breather (HAHA), but I stuffed my fingers in, and realised my gum was still in my mouth!!!!! So I pulled out the gum, and a few more bits further behind my throat.


YES I GOT CHOKED ON MY GUM WHILE I WAS CRYING.

How embarrassing!!!! ):

LOL. Now thinking about it makes me laugh. It wasn't at all funny last night. So this morning my eyes are small as ever and I look totally single eyelid-ed. -.- I'm so gonna watch the dance steps until I learn them and drill them into my puny BRAIN!!!!!!!!

Maybe I'm dylexic!! Hmms. I could very well be, you know? Got a joke about dyslexia (not a mean one!) will tell you guys next time hahaha enough of drama in this post.. :P

So next post will be about dyslexia and me finding out if I'm affected! Haha.

OUT!