Sunday, November 28, 2004

oh, i forgot to add.. BEN AND I TOOK OUR FIRST LOVEGETY TOGETHER ! haha.. for your info.. he's also ANTI-NEO PRINT and ANTI-LOVEGETY. haha. yay!
my room looks sooooo extremely messy ! all the boxes.. guess what? i've got 4 boxes filled and 4 luggages filled, and i'm not finished with my packing yet ! all my books are not included either.. all in ben's house already.. SIGH ! now regretting why i bought and brought so much stuff.. hate packing and moving bleaHx.

went church this morning.. couldn't stay awake during sermon.. shut my eyes for approximately.. 1 min? haha.. after that went to tokyo garden to mummum.. had serious tummy ache.. either gastric or something.. after eating also painful.. ): but after going to the toilet it was fine.. heh.. no extra details added..

these few days, the weather hasn't been really good.. it was WAY windy yesterday.. almost got blown off my feet while walking home.. *shivers* hehe. but we managed to reach home safe and sound. i'll be on the same flight as jamie and gary.. so hopefully i won't be bored on air new zealand.. will be transitting at auckland before flying back to singapore.. ahhh.. 10hours to singapore.. BOOOO. anyway, i gotta shift my stuff to my flat tomorrow.! ahhhh. stress ah... all the guys r STILL in my room playing.. hai. duno how to pack at this rate.. mama sure scold one.. =\ aight. better stop now.. byex! cya everyone soon!

Thursday, November 25, 2004

I AM OFFICIALLY A FREE BIRDIE BIRD BIRD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well, at least for this year though.. HAHA. i ended the draggy 3 weeks of exams just yesterday.. and the last paper was intro. to physics.. which totally sucked (ONCE AGAIN.......) AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. the samples totally different from the actual paper.. i dunno whats wrong with those ppl who wrote the exam.. no fair.. *whines* but hey ! exams gone !!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. exams down. singapore here i come ! lol.. i remember when i was still in singapore i find myself complaining that there's NOTHING TO DO in singapore.. now i wanna do everything again.. even going to sentosaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. HAHA.

anyway, my class was the extra one yesterday lah.. i think all the other health science classes had their class dinner at asian yesterday, while we had ours before the exams.. haha but nvm lah.. we had this 'DRINKING PARTY' later that night.. but i DIDN'T drink.. only the guys did.. cos i don't wanna make a fool of myself again.. like on aug 13th.. sucks. haa. :X then they were playing computer n then some of them like drunk drunk then cannot shoot the opponent properly.. damn funny.. lol.. i slept at like 4 la ! so sleeeeeeepy now.. got woken up by han.. but heck.. be glad that it happened jess. jajajaja.. mierda mierda !! ole ole ole! lol.. some funny language i learnt from some players in GB.. im playing GB again lah.. should be jonathan's dream, but he doesn't play anymore !!!!!! ban4 tu2 er2 fei4 !!!!! haha. but if u guys got account just add me the nooby k? haha.. userid is jesslove and the even noobier one: cookies4mi. LOL. im MAD. lalalala.

foundation year will officially finish all exams today. im sure all arts and commerce ppl are cheering now cos their nz studies paper should be finish already! hohoho.. gonna have our graduation party later this evening.. duno what to wear.. HEADACHE AH.. hahaha! then after that gonna have a party .. a real one.. hah. oh ya! i watched a walk to remember loh.. then all those guys SLEPT la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its not that boring lohhhhhhh. me and chwee ling thought it was nice lahhhhhh.. nv give face sia.. sleep until snoring somemore.. buay tahan man these guys.. HAHA. my whole room smell of alcohol.. even until now...... i think they all slept at 7 plus 8... haha.. typical of them lahx !

now gotta start packing my stuff and box them before shifting all of those to my flat.. siann.. dun like packing.. nvm ask ben do ! :X ahaha.. im sure he'd be glad to so muahahaha.. hehe. i'm graduating today.. didididadadada.... *listening to hamster dance* boogies* hahha.. so cute man that song.. lalalla! anyway i was just reminded that i gotta sell back my textbooks by today !! ahhhhhhhh my money aH!! im so hardworking lo. my books all so lau pok already.. sure get v little money back loh.. *wahhhhhh!* hah as if im that hardworking.. there are still many other ppl out there much more hardworking than me man.. me just sup sup sui. lol.. trying to use some cantonese again.. im sucha failure la.. cantonese also duno how to speak.. but that goes for JANICE CHEUNG NING KARR AND JONATHAN CHEUNG HON CHUNG ALSO ! haha. evil man me.. must be sick in the head already.. still quite slpy la.. yawnx. hopefully tomorrow's whether will be good cos' we're gonna have our beach party tomorrow afternoon!! hahah.. party after party.. sweet a**.. haha.. censored.

okay.. better stop now.. lest i continue nagging and complaining.. haha... graduation daY !!!

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

bio down, english down, math down. chem and phy here i come...

bio hadn't been a really good paper for me.. sigh. i thought i actually managed to cover everything that i needed to know.. yet when i was doing the paper, i realised that i had so much that i didn't know.. and if i were to be a doctor, how can i cure people and allow them to put their lives in my hands..? then i wouldn't want to be a doctor anymore.. my bio sucked.. AHHH.

english was alright.. given about 1.5 hours to finish an essay and reading, and managed to finish before the given time. overall it was okay.. it was my long essay that disappointed me.. i'm sorry steph.. but my long essay only got an A-.. i know this sounds absurd but i cried for a whole hour, and poor ben had to console me.. once again, ben beat me and got an A+ when he only did it in 3 days ! sometimes life can be so unfair.. i did mine a whole month before the submission date.. unfair unfair unfair.... but yea, the essay wasn't perfect.. i wasn't relevant in one of my paragraphs..

math paper was today and my last question sucked.. i mean, its so freaking tricky and stuff? AHHHHHHHHH. damn. but while checking my paper i managed to find some mistakes and realise that i could do some of the questions that i thought i wouldn't know how to do. praise the lord ! lately i've been so unholy.. only remembered god only when i'm in trouble.. not something a good christian should be doing.. sigh.

having major headache cos its almost 4am! !!! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! and james is still in the room playing GB.. haha.. just now we realised his bday was on monday and he didn't tell us !! then the guys tried stripping him IN MY ROOM. as all of u should know, my room is ever so teeny and they were all squashed man ! there were james, jason, caleb, ben, nai hau, zi wei, gary, me, claire and chwee ling.. 10 ppl in all !!! hahah. all the girls were covering our eyes and screaming, but james was too strong that none of them could hold him down, so there was no 'free show'. HENG AH. LOL.

gotta study real hard for chem and phy.. my last 2 hopes.. argh.... my 's' button on my keyboard got problem..... keep having to press it couple of times before the letter 's' is typed out. ssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
there' eriouly omething wrong with thi idiot button... ahaha.. no 's'-s.. oh heck. need some sleep~~ oh ya, to those who have just fallen out of a relationship or something, a piece of advice : life has to go on ! if breaking up is something that is unavoidable then accept the fact and carry on with life.. and always smile and say to yourself that it is a lesson learnt and experienced. cheer. i mean... cheerSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. phew.

Sunday, November 07, 2004

once again, i'm procrastinating ! this is not going very well, eh? i'm supposed to be locking myself out of anything and everything at this point of time, because my bio paper is in 2 days time ! it must be ben lah.. influence me to slack until like that.. but i cannot slack like him cos' i'm not as smart..!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh.

anyway, we had our class dinner yesterday ! though it didn't turn out as good as the previous class dinner, it was alright.. cos we had heaps of fun ! haha.. we had our dinner at the asian restaurant, and it was PACKED ! soooooooo many people were there, and it was sooo stuffy man.. every table was taken, lucky halim booked 2 tables, or else we can just squat outside the restaurant and eat lah.. haha. let's see who came: me, ben, halim, halim's friend(forgot his name =X), lei, umeira, james, eric, vicki, chong, victor, bev, helen, mr and mrs snowden. there.! so glad most of the teachers could make it.. hehe. and i didn't know helen was a vegetarian !! she's been one for 12 whole years ok! i remember i tried being a vegetarian for a week.. but not even 3 days i gave up!! HAHA. lousy man..

we had a 10 course meal !! weeeeeee~ yummy yummy yummy.. hehe. bev's realllll funny man.. lurv her !! too bad we didn't sit at the same table as the snowdens.. mrs snowden thanked lei, me, ben and halim for helping at the new migrant open day programme that morning.. HAHA.. we had to translate from english to chinese okay.. and my chinese really cmi.. so paiseh ok.. what kidna translator is that lahx.. haha.. ben was the funnniest.. i told him to tell those migrants to follow the instructions on the board to open a media file in chinese, then he was like,'hey hey hey !!' then everyone was looking at him. then he remained silent.. cos' he doesn't know how to say 'instructions' in chinese ! loL!! then after that they don't care him and continued muddling with the desktops. HAHA. but despite the horrible translation session, we still had our free BBQ !!! heheh.. too bad most of them were from china.. none from korea and japan.. so grace and her friend(i forgot her name AGAIN..) and those japanese who were called to translate had no business to do. hah.

back to the dinner.. since halim was the class chairman, he started a 'speech' before we started our dinner, and after he spoke finish we clapped our hands =, and within 3 seconds the WHOLE restaurant was clapping and cheering for our table laH! so fun!! hehe. then after the dinner he made yet another 'speech' and we were cheered again. super enthusiastic man these kiwis.. hehe.. but it was great fun. :) after the dinner we went to hoyts to check out movies, and decided to watch The Forgotten. man.. it sucked lah.. HAHA. i mean, the story concept was very good? but the storyline really cmi.. sigh ! $8.50 wasted for all 11 of us. but anyway, hs b rockx ! the 'sociable class' known by all the teachers in Foundation Year, to put it in a good way. haha. noisy buncha people man. haha. yeh !

oh, i visited santa sabina hostel.. the hostel which i was supposed to be staying at right now.. but ma changed it for me cos she said it was too far. lei brought me and ben to santa sabina after the bbq, and it was indeed far.. but it was like.. veyr private kinda thing? and its like the whole place belonged to them? so they can play hide and seek around that area.. so fun ! and lei's room is WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY bigger than mine.. sobx!! mine's like.. vvv small lahx. shan't say more. haha.

biooooooooooo. mussssssst starrrrrdeee!! a nice long post for today ! really had alot of fun yesterday ! praise the lord for the good weather, and blessing us with such a great buncha friends ! ++PEACE OUT++



hs b with the teachers at asian restaurant !



lei and me !



me and umeira !



me, the funny lantern and halim ! lol !



chong and me !


chong, lei, umeria and me !



lei, umeria and me playing with some neoprint machine !



james and halim playing time crisis ! whaha. good snipers.



the 1st class dinner at kwang chow restaurant ! look at how many were there maN !


Sunday, October 31, 2004

Major headache ..... It's either I'm studying too hard, or I'm sleeping too little.. And I think its the latter..
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Saturday, October 30, 2004

HEEEEEELP. i'm utterly bored.. how can i be in the hostel on a saturday afternoon.. this is unbelievable.. my exams are not even here yet, and those uni students are ending theirs by next week.. UNFAIR AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. sobx*

these few days, practically every day seems to be somewhat the same..? sleep at most 8 hours.. wake up.. eat.. school.. come home.. study.. sleep.. wake up.. eat.. school.. AHHHHh. this is horrible.. the old tv-addict me is long gone. you dont find me in the TV room anymore.. cos' of the exams !!!! the sciences are the ones that i'm worried about.. sigh.! i guess im not really science-inclined ?

haha, i just read my cuz zhining's blog.. and they were talking about matchmaking tuck (her bro) with another girl.. i remember he's the poor thing in my ah ma's house.. always kena beating from my ah ma cos' i simply told her that tuck beat me when it wasn't true.. now i'm feeling so evil. nonono. bad girl. he's always staying at home reading books while my ah ma brings us to orchard road for shopping.. the quiet and 'dumb-looking' one is actually the genius in the family ! he has shocked everyone since primary school.. getting into EM1 stream.. PSLE aggregate score of more than 260.. getting into triple science stream in sec 3.. unbeatable gce o level results.. getting into the best jc in singapore.. and finally.. the wonderous results for gce a levels.. WAHHHHHH. *jealous* unbeatable huh? if only i had studied harder in jc.. i wouldn't have been here.. moooooooomoooooooooooooooooooooooooo land.. HAHA. no la.. i don't regret my choice of coming here to further studies.. cos' if i weren't here, i wouldnt have met ben. MWAH*! HAHA. lamex.

hmmx.. looking at my calendar and counting how many more days to..... exams.. -_-"" 10 more days. sigh ! first paper.. biology. really very stressful loh. sigh. better start studying soon after this.. okie.. mugging time. work hard ppl ! (:

Monday, October 25, 2004

im back !!!

how's my new blog? gd? do drop some comments !! :)

lala! i have been MIA for so long, and now seem to be an awkward timing too.. cos i'm having my exams in what? less than 20 days! i'm a freako ya? hahahahaha.

but hey, i'm coming back ! YAYYYYYYYYYYYyyyyy.

time to studyyyyyyyy! mug mug mug mug muG muG mUG mUG MUG MUG !!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, October 10, 2004

why is my blog ad so biiiiiiiiiiiiig...

Thursday, October 07, 2004

guess what guys ? i got a funny tan ! *wail* my forehead's white and my face is brown.. how to face the world!?!?! lol.. but who cares? i survived 2 weeks of laughing and teasing.. haha.. that shows how BRAVE i am! but its so horrible.. and the reason why i've got such an abnormal tan is because i was wearing a beanie while snow boarding!! the weather was definitely HOT HOT HOT ! poor me had a sunburn on my cheeks, and they were rosy for almost 2 weeks.. sigh!
im returning to singapore !! woohoo!!
exams r coming!! BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo.
just read qi's blog. qi, hope ure alright now. i doubt i'll even have the mood or even the strength to walk to class as u. i respect u! *salute*
janice, study hard for n levels! i'll be praying for you everyday !
long essay due in 3 days. hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllp.
i wanna learn korean !! i've got a couple of korean friends, and they agree that korean is a simple language to learn. but no time.. what to do..?
last night, i dreamt i was back in singapore. ma, janice, jonathan and edith brought me to a food court to eat. i ordered some burger which i have no idea why i ordered that.. so sick of western food already man.. then they ordered some other food.. the funny thing was, ma ordered curry chicken, and the chicken was a WHOLE big chicken lo.. never cut one! as big as a turkey lo.. then placed on our table.. so funny man! haha.
jac aka wei, i lurv the song in ur blog !!! i keep repeating it lo.. hehe
i exceeded my internet limitttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt, thats y im in the uni's comp lab.. time check. its 1121pm and I HAVENT STUDIED FOR MY CHEM EXIT TEST!! -_- gotta study for test rite now, rite here. sigh sigh sigh!
for all those having their exams now or in a month's time, GAMBATE !!! praying for all u guys out there. all the best ppl ! (:

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

after such a long period of disappearance, i'm finally back ! lol. how are you guys ? so sorry i haven't been blogging much these days.. actually i haven't goone online quite alot these days.. just checking mail and chatting a lil'..
update:

1. i'm going on a ski trip this coming fri (240904). ya i know.. again. but it will be so fun !! i'll be snow boarding this time cos' i've tried skiing the other time when ma jan and jon came.

2. if ski trip is here, it means that my one week recess is here too !!

3. about 10 more weeks before i go back home (singapore !!)

4. before going back home, i have my final exams. sigh !! i really hope i'll do well.

that's basically what will be happening this week la. hah. i think. i must really study hard this holidays. after coming back from the ski trip i'm gonna study study study !! i can't wait to feel the warmth of the sun touching my skin, i.e from singapore, but also the warmth in my heart, being able to see all my friends and family members. i doubt many people can actually feel how i'm feeling now - homesick. back in singapore, many people won't want to go home, they just want to have fun outside. but over here, the urge to go back home is so strong that sometimes we cry. sobs! that includes me la.

why are fondation year exams so late...? the uni exams are like a month earlier than ours. this sucks ! but hey, the only thing in my mind now is the ski trip !!! really in holiday mood now.. wee !

Saturday, August 28, 2004

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT THE FISH?! How do i get rid of that Blogger thingy !? It's covering my words man !
im still in holiday mood !! we had a week of holiday last week, plus mon and tue this week cos' it SNOWED ! waking up early is not the problem.. just wanna play haha.
my seminar presentation finally ended !! woohoo ! but i didn't think i did really well. sigh. there goes my A grade. argh.. was the 2nd to present after ben. maybe i chose the wrong topic to talk about? but albinism IS interesting.. maybe its too scientific thats why some people couldnt keep up with the presentation. I'M SO SAD MAN !
i have to go shopping today !! no matter what man ! but it's HAILING. noo.... (for ur info: hailing is like raining.. just that its not rain.. its ice) we don't get hail in sg tho'. weather forecast predicted snow yesterday and today. please dont snow today.. dont ruin my beautiful day.. but looking at the sky.. i dont think the hail will stop anytime soon. sob.
well, i feel v accomplished now ! haha. cos i managed to reply ALL my emails and letters to my friends who emailed and sent letters to me. its a big accomplishment man ! hahaha. so bored. i think i better study first. i wanna be a nerd ! ;) NO. i just remembered i have to wash my clothes. CRRRRAP.

Sunday, August 15, 2004

it really snowed today !! first time in dunedin this year !! snow actually came all the way down here.. so happy !! i was in the gym when it started to snow !! when we returned to the hostel, we stayed outside and played with the snow.. and it continued to snow until there was so much snow !! almost half the hostel ppl were out playing with snow. we were not the only ones who were that excited, as down the street we could see others playing with the snow too. i got whacked by so many ppl man ! was real fun, but stopped after awhile cos' i was getting cold, plus i'm already having a cold. anyway, we could play on the roads and paveways cos it was already very late at night (11pm?) and there were few cars on the deserted road adjacent to our hostel.
today everyone's so happy too. now the guys of the gang are drinking vodka with coke. man, the amount of vodka they put is WOOHOO. one of them is already talking gibberish, one is tipsy, the other two still alright. R-E-S-T-E-C-P. i only had a few glasses before i went tipsy on friday night. ahhhh !! have promised myself not to drink in public anymore. its not only an embarrassment, but it can be very dangerous too. mmhmm. -ponders-
i think the post-ball atmosphere is still lingering around the hostel, and i'm so glad that all of us are so close to one another-playing and having so much fun together. (: anyway, despite the FREEZING cold weather, i had two long baths man ! one before gym and one after. ran so much today.. maybe 7km? yep. cos i ate way too much today. too much rice and fries and oily food. felt ever so guilty till i had to push myself to the limit.
well, better go check on the guys. hopefully they don't get hangover !! ahhhhh !! peace out. ^^v
will it snow today.....?

Saturday, August 14, 2004

yay !! holidays are here !! -boogies-
last night was foundation year's ball, and it was absolutely terrific !! coincidentally, it was friday the 13th !! here's what happened during the day.
750am: did not wake up early enough to study for chemistry exit test, and was rushing through it like crazy !!
830am: time to go for chem lab !! after a mere split second after closing the door behind me, i realised i left my key in my room !! fish. the matron was in school already, so i had no choice but to just go to school.
900am: in chem lab. chem teacher caught me using my cell phone and asked me to do it outside. i was just topping up my prepay account balance man.
1200pm: guess what? NO EXIT TEST !! hooray !! haha. first good thing that happened that day. went to union to have my lunch before going for math lect, then eng lect.
245pm: time to go for hair updo for prom, but door of my room still locked. went to look for the matron and got the master key from him. ben went back to hostel to retrieve my key, while i rushed to farmer's to get this real good strapless bra. -lol-
335pm: running like mad to the salon !! ahhh!!!!
4++pm: went with ben to his house to get his suit. had my early nibbles too (sandwich !)
710pm: hair and make up ready. assembled downstairs to meet all the beautiful ladies and suave men.
junko, lilly, me
thiri, me

ben, me

michelle, me

chwee ling, me

helen (intro. to physics teacher) and some of hsb ppl

caleb, chwee ling, ben, me, nai hau, claire
what happened next ? i got tipsy. -.-

Sunday, August 01, 2004

havent blogged for so long !! well, been kinda busy with.. TELEVISION Television television. someone help me stop the addiction, please ! there are too many nice shows on television every night. i can't seem to concentrate on my work, and this is NOT good. tell me what should i do ?
national day's coming !! the singapore club here in dunedin has organised a potluck session for us this saturday. really hope many will turn up and it will be a success man ! weeee~
update: 1 more week to national day, 2 more weeks to foundation year ball and HOLIDAYS !!! can't wait ! (: but, hold on a second. that means 3 weeks to seminar presentation !!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i still havent thought of anything to do on.. but was looking at designer babies, sleeping disorder and tickling ? haha. but i gues i'll do on designer babies.. kinda interesting, but not sure whether i can speak for 12min about designer babies. i know seminar presentation is good for all of us.. but im just too lazy to do it.
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELP.


Tuesday, July 20, 2004

"Broken (feat. Amy Lee)"
 
I wanted to know, I love the way you laugh
I want to hold you high, and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph, and I know it serves me well
I want to hold you high, and steal your pain.
 
'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away.
You gotta win, you don't feel me anymore.
 
The worst is over now, and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, and steal my pain away
There is so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high, and steal your pain.
 
'Coz Im broken, when I'm open
And I feel like that I'm strong enough
'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away.
 
'Coz I'm broken, when I'm open
And I don't feel like that I'm strong enough'
Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away.
 
'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away.
'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone.
You gotta win, you don't feel me anymore.

Monday, July 19, 2004

Haha. Haven't been blogging since school started ! It's been way hectic man.. When are the holidays coming again ?! Haha. Just chilling out.. Waiting for my turn to bathe.. Haha. I just found out that most of the girls in my hostel take their baths around 8pm. As for me, I normally bathe very late in the night, like 12am ? Haha. But I decided to change this weird habit of mine. It's FREEZING cold in the night ! But hey, I don't have to wait for a vacant bathroom at that time. ;)
 
Ooooh !! Blogger's upgraded again. Hiak hiak. Can play with colours now. Haha. I'm so bored!! Someone save me ! I don't want to study anymore ! Oh, I just remembered that my school's ball is on 13th August ! Can't wait man ! Hehe. Didn't get a chance to have a ball or prom back in Singapore, so I wanna enjoy myself man ! But we only gotta pay 25bucks ? That's way cheaper than those in Singapore right?
 
!! Gastric ! What the.. Okay, better stop now. Why isn't he replying me ?

Friday, July 09, 2004

YAY ! I'M 18 ! Haha.

Wanna thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday, who organised the eat-out yesterday ! Love you guys !

Now, what can I do now that I cannot do previously ? Hmm.