after such a long period of disappearance, i'm finally back ! lol. how are you guys ? so sorry i haven't been blogging much these days.. actually i haven't goone online quite alot these days.. just checking mail and chatting a lil'..

update:

1. i'm going on a ski trip this coming fri (240904). ya i know.. again. but it will be so fun !! i'll be snow boarding this time cos' i've tried skiing the other time when ma jan and jon came.

2. if ski trip is here, it means that my one week recess is here too !!

3. about 10 more weeks before i go back home (singapore !!)

4. before going back home, i have my final exams. sigh !! i really hope i'll do well.

that's basically what will be happening this week la. hah. i think. i must really study hard this holidays. after coming back from the ski trip i'm gonna study study study !! i can't wait to feel the warmth of the sun touching my skin, i.e from singapore, but also the warmth in my heart, being able to see all my friends and family members. i doubt many people can actually feel how i'm feeling now - homesick. back in singapore, many people won't want to go home, they just want to have fun outside. but over here, the urge to go back home is so strong that sometimes we cry. sobs! that includes me la.

why are fondation year exams so late...? the uni exams are like a month earlier than ours. this sucks ! but hey, the only thing in my mind now is the ski trip !!! really in holiday mood now.. wee !

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WHAT THE FISH?! How do i get rid of that Blogger thingy !? It's covering my words man !

im still in holiday mood !! we had a week of holiday last week, plus mon and tue this week cos' it SNOWED ! waking up early is not the problem.. just wanna play haha.

my seminar presentation finally ended !! woohoo ! but i didn't think i did really well. sigh. there goes my A grade. argh.. was the 2nd to present after ben. maybe i chose the wrong topic to talk about? but albinism IS interesting.. maybe its too scientific thats why some people couldnt keep up with the presentation. I'M SO SAD MAN !

i have to go shopping today !! no matter what man ! but it's HAILING. noo.... (for ur info: hailing is like raining.. just that its not rain.. its ice) we don't get hail in sg tho'. weather forecast predicted snow yesterday and today. please dont snow today.. dont ruin my beautiful day.. but looking at the sky.. i dont think the hail will stop anytime soon. sob.

well, i feel v accomplished now ! haha. cos i managed to reply ALL my emails and letters to my friends who emailed and sent letters to me. its a big accomplishment man ! hahaha. so bored. i think i better study first. i wanna be a nerd ! ;) NO. i just remembered i have to wash my clothes. CRRRRAP.

it really snowed today !! first time in dunedin this year !! snow actually came all the way down here.. so happy !! i was in the gym when it started to snow !! when we returned to the hostel, we stayed outside and played with the snow.. and it continued to snow until there was so much snow !! almost half the hostel ppl were out playing with snow. we were not the only ones who were that excited, as down the street we could see others playing with the snow too. i got whacked by so many ppl man ! was real fun, but stopped after awhile cos' i was getting cold, plus i'm already having a cold. anyway, we could play on the roads and paveways cos it was already very late at night (11pm?) and there were few cars on the deserted road adjacent to our hostel.

today everyone's so happy too. now the guys of the gang are drinking vodka with coke. man, the amount of vodka they put is WOOHOO. one of them is already talking gibberish, one is tipsy, the other two still alright. R-E-S-T-E-C-P. i only had a few glasses before i went tipsy on friday night. ahhhh !! have promised myself not to drink in public anymore. its not only an embarrassment, but it can be very dangerous too. mmhmm. -ponders-

i think the post-ball atmosphere is still lingering around the hostel, and i'm so glad that all of us are so close to one another-playing and having so much fun together. (: anyway, despite the FREEZING cold weather, i had two long baths man ! one before gym and one after. ran so much today.. maybe 7km? yep. cos i ate way too much today. too much rice and fries and oily food. felt ever so guilty till i had to push myself to the limit.

well, better go check on the guys. hopefully they don't get hangover !! ahhhhh !! peace out. ^^v

will it snow today.....?

yay !! holidays are here !! -boogies-

last night was foundation year's ball, and it was absolutely terrific !! coincidentally, it was friday the 13th !! here's what happened during the day.

750am: did not wake up early enough to study for chemistry exit test, and was rushing through it like crazy !!

830am: time to go for chem lab !! after a mere split second after closing the door behind me, i realised i left my key in my room !! fish. the matron was in school already, so i had no choice but to just go to school.

900am: in chem lab. chem teacher caught me using my cell phone and asked me to do it outside. i was just topping up my prepay account balance man.

1200pm: guess what? NO EXIT TEST !! hooray !! haha. first good thing that happened that day. went to union to have my lunch before going for math lect, then eng lect.

245pm: time to go for hair updo for prom, but door of my room still locked. went to look for the matron and got the master key from him. ben went back to hostel to retrieve my key, while i rushed to farmer's to get this real good strapless bra. -lol-

335pm: running like mad to the salon !! ahhh!!!!

4++pm: went with ben to his house to get his suit. had my early nibbles too (sandwich !)

710pm: hair and make up ready. assembled downstairs to meet all the beautiful ladies and suave men.

junko, lilly, me

thiri, me

ben, me

michelle, me

chwee ling, me

helen (intro. to physics teacher) and some of hsb ppl

caleb, chwee ling, ben, me, nai hau, claire

what happened next ? i got tipsy. -.-

havent blogged for so long !! well, been kinda busy with.. TELEVISION Television television. someone help me stop the addiction, please ! there are too many nice shows on television every night. i can't seem to concentrate on my work, and this is NOT good. tell me what should i do ?

national day's coming !! the singapore club here in dunedin has organised a potluck session for us this saturday. really hope many will turn up and it will be a success man ! weeee~

update: 1 more week to national day, 2 more weeks to foundation year ball and HOLIDAYS !!! can't wait ! (: but, hold on a second. that means 3 weeks to seminar presentation !!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i still havent thought of anything to do on.. but was looking at designer babies, sleeping disorder and tickling ? haha. but i gues i'll do on designer babies.. kinda interesting, but not sure whether i can speak for 12min about designer babies. i know seminar presentation is good for all of us.. but im just too lazy to do it.

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELP.

"Broken (feat. Amy Lee)"

 

I wanted to know, I love the way you laugh

I want to hold you high, and steal your pain away

I keep your photograph, and I know it serves me well

I want to hold you high, and steal your pain.

 

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

You gotta win, you don't feel me anymore.

 

The worst is over now, and we can breathe again

I wanna hold you high, and steal my pain away

There is so much left to learn, and no one left to fight

I wanna hold you high, and steal your pain.

 

'Coz Im broken, when I'm open

And I feel like that I'm strong enough

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

 

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm open

And I don't feel like that I'm strong enough'

Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

 

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone away.

'Coz I'm broken, when I'm lonesome

And I don't feel right when you're gone.

You gotta win, you don't feel me anymore.

Haha. Haven't been blogging since school started ! It's been way hectic man.. When are the holidays coming again ?! Haha. Just chilling out.. Waiting for my turn to bathe.. Haha. I just found out that most of the girls in my hostel take their baths around 8pm. As for me, I normally bathe very late in the night, like 12am ? Haha. But I decided to change this weird habit of mine. It's FREEZING cold in the night ! But hey, I don't have to wait for a vacant bathroom at that time. ;)

 

Ooooh !! Blogger's upgraded again. Hiak hiak. Can play with colours now. Haha. I'm so bored!! Someone save me ! I don't want to study anymore ! Oh, I just remembered that my school's ball is on 13th August ! Can't wait man ! Hehe. Didn't get a chance to have a ball or prom back in Singapore, so I wanna enjoy myself man ! But we only gotta pay 25bucks ? That's way cheaper than those in Singapore right?

 

!! Gastric ! What the.. Okay, better stop now. Why isn't he replying me ?

YAY ! I'M 18 ! Haha.

Wanna thank everyone who wished me a happy birthday, who organised the eat-out yesterday ! Love you guys !

Now, what can I do now that I cannot do previously ? Hmm.

JUST 1 MORE DAY TO MY BIRTHDAY ! 1 MORE DAY UNTIL I TURN 18 ! 1 MORE DAY TO JULY 8TH ! 1 MORE DAY ! :DDD

Wee ! Last night, he told me that he lost his wallet man..! So freaking scary la.. Cos' he's got everything in that wallet.. His student i.d, driver's license, EFTPOS card and cash. Didn't have a good sleep cos' I was worrying for him la.. What if he can't find it man.. But in the end he still found it la.. He checked the wrong jeans, the jeans he wore the day BEFORE yesterday.. Lol.

Ruth's in Dunedin ! I guess it's her holidays now too, and she's here to visit her friends, including me. Haha. Very happy to be able to meet someone I knew before. Was supposed to meet her today, but I could only make it later, and she needed to go sightseeing, so I'm meeting her at Mac's tomorrow for lunch ! Can't wait. So, in the end, I went with him to collect the photos I developed from my digital camera for Qi and Steph, Shuo and Joan, and for Mama they all, and also for myself la. Haha. Then we slacked at Starbucks for a few hours before heading home. Slack day eh?

Qi just told me she made a blog for herself! Woohoo. Thanks to me Me ME ME. Haha. ~*tOR��*~ says: hey!i've got my own blog..hahahaa..thanks to u. Cool bananas ! Haha. I'm mad. Must teach her some html stuff I learnt from all the webbys I've visited, and most importantly, MISS STEPHANIE LOW JUN YU too! Hiak hiakx ! Good teacher produces good student. Like me. Thanks thanks. Hahaha. Oh no, I'm going bonkers.

I've decided to go on a diet ! Or should I say I'm trying to lose weight ! I'm super dupery heavy already la.. And don't ask me how heavy I weigh. It's just.. UNIMAGINABLE. Save me.. Oh oh oh!! Foundation Year's ball is on August 13 ! Hope I can take loads of photos ! Hee* The photo queen is BACK IN ACTION! Actually I've always been in action la.. Nothing to do also just take my phone or digital camera to take photo of myself. So lame man. But what else can I do right..

He and his funny dream for the future: "I have a dream.. That one day everyone will be running naked in farms, that everyone work to be self-sufficient, no one's richer than another, and Singapore RULES THE WORLD ! The capital of this world will obviously be.. Singapore. Everyone will own farms and have houses underground, living simple lives like everyone." LOL. He was crapping all the way in Starbucks about his dream la.. But I doubt the majority would want to RUN AROUND THE FARMS NAKED. HAHAHA. I don't know how he got that idea la.. Why do we have to stay underground?! Hahahahaha. Humorous guy and his funny dream. I asked him,"Don't you want to see a future like the Jetsons cartoon?" Hmm. I forgot his reply. Forget it. Haha. The point is: in my opinion, not everyone prefers having simple lives, some of us are already living in materialistic societies. It is inevitable to be materialistic in the modern society. Yup. That's it.

Okay, UMAT is tough. I don't know how I'm going to make it to Medical School in the next 2 years. Sigh. God save me.

I just want a normal birthday. With cake, singing, laughters, wishes, yummy foods. But will my wish come true ?

2 days to my birthday ! ! ! ! !

LOL. I slept for 12hours yesterday(It's Tuesday already)! I think that's the most amount of sleep I've had since God-knows-when. But I'm sleepy already. Hee. Typical me. Just slacked and watched Hai Tun Wan Lian Ren Part 2 today. 4 episodes down! Left with.. (calculations... Crap. Long time no use brain already.) Er. I dunno. Haha.

It was supposed to be a boring day, but it wasn't cos' he was here. Hiak hiakx! Life's never boring with him around. I think I'm gonna dye my hair tomorrow. Still pondering on what colour I should dye. How?

Have the sudden urge to have a sleep-over at someone's place. But whose? It won't be very fun either. =\

B O R I N G. Nothing to say already. Haha. *speechless* Better sleep soon. I'm a panda already. Don't wanna be a tired panda, or else I'll look horrible. Hee.

Still can't believe I'm turning 18.

Should I go or not........ HELP.

Been blogging since the starting of this month, and I feel great! Still thinking of my abandoned blog a few months ago. Lol. And everyone's complaining why haven't I updated my blog for so long. Well, might as well redo everything since it's the holidays!

Sometimes guys can be so hurtful. They don't register what they are going to say in their head, and just say it out, not worried whether or not that guy or girl will be hurt or not. Maybe that's why some people say guys are not as sensitive as girls. *Shrugs* I don't know.

It's such a coincidence such that I was talking about hypocricy, and I personally witnessed someone talking bad about someone else behind his back. Sigh. I just rolled my eyes and didn't bother about what he was saying man. It's.. too unacceptable for me. However, there is a handful of guys out there who are too sensitive. A little thing can make him cry or get angry about. Maybe all of us should learn to be sensitive, but not too much. :)

Maybe I've come to a conclusion that I don't like hypocrites, back-stabbers, racists, and maybe some other types of people.

How to make a jessicA

Ingredients: 1 part success 5 parts humour 1 part beauty

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Just counted how many muesli bars I had today. 5 in total. Woohoo. Is that a record or what..? Didn't have dinner cos' its KFC today. OILY CRAP. so I had an apple and 2 muesli bars. Should get hungry any time soon. It's just a matter of time. Haha.

Went to the gym before dinner. Ran for half an hour, did the pulling thingy like rowing a boat(sorry but I don't know e name of tt machine! LOL) for 1km, watched Ben, Caleb and Zhou play badminton for awhile until I got freaking cold cos' I was just standing there watching. Did cycling for approximately 35min. BLEAH.. Don't feel tired at all, and that's stupid.

Sometimes I wonder why humans are born selfish. It's not fair. I hate it when I have to tolerate some selfish acts of SOME people whom I shan't mention. Hypocrites are another type of people that I hate. Get alive man. Its not as if they have to compete to get famous in school. Can't they just be themselves and don't pretend to be someone they aren't? Wanna whack them also cannot.. Or else kena whack back also.. Lol. Oh well. To hell with it.

My birthday's coming.. And I'm still wondering whether I'll actually enjoy my birthday this year. Dead place. 'Dead' people. So how am I gonna express my joy man..? I wanna go back to Singapore.. Where all my true and faithful friends and family are.

Sigh. Just let me dream on.

"Everytime"

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

Changing and revamping this whole blog really tires one out. SUCK. How I wish we don't even have to sleep. Miss you so much ! If only you were right beside me.. :) It's the holidays now.. And my birthday's in 5 days time..! Time to celebrate. Haha. How to celebrate at this place man. No way in H**l. Missing my family too. Missing Singapore. Missing all my friends. Missing everything that I'm missing out. Damn. I'm making myself frustrated. Lol. I can't be bothered man.

True blue friends are hard to come by. I'm serious.

NEED A NEW BLOGSKIN !!!!!! Any recommendations?

FWAHhhhhhhhhhh... Haven't blogged for such a long time... Been busy with everything..! Tests are coming up, exams are coming up.. Stress is building up.. Blah blah blah..!! Lucky it isn't as stressful as in Singapore..

Hmm.. What happened since the last time I blogged... OH. My eyes degree went up 100deg and 50deg man.. That's madness..! I didn't know how it went up so high, but I had to pay 38 freaking bucks to check my eyesight.. Oh well..

Mum asked whether I wanna go back to Singapore during my break in June. I told her I wanted to spend my time here in NZ, and celebrate my birthday here.. (BIG HINT: MY BIRTHDAY IS ON 8th JULY!!!! hiakhiakx! ;) ) Can't wait for Mum and Janice and Jonathan to come here to visit me..! Miss them so very much... Must make them feel AT HOME man.. Haha.. I have so many things I need from Singapore, and hopefully they will get all of them and bring them to me.. Muahaha... The prices of the goods here are damn high can.. Want to buy also heart pain.. Plus the stuff here are either too expensive, or limited pattern and stuff.. *shrugs*

Oh ya, heard about the Nichol Highway incident in Singapore.. What's the latest news about that man? See la.. I'm not in Singapore then this kind of thing happen.. Haha.. Nah just joking.. But I didn't expect something like that to happen in Singapore.

Why is Friendster always so laggy...? Oh, by the way, do all of you have Hi-5 or something like that? I have so many of my friends inviting me to join that thingy.. And I don't even know what that is.. Haha.

Now waiting for my next Chemistry lecture.. Yawn yawnx. Going to the gym later.. Yayy.. Its fat-burning time! Hahaha.. Oh ya Steph, I'm NOT and EVER NOT 50kg.. The weighing machine at Ben's house is SPOILT or something.. Cos' I measure again at the gym. PHEW. If I'm really 50kg, I REALLY don't have to eat anymore la.. Haha.

I miss Char Kway Teow, Fried Carrot Cake, Wan Ton Mee, Ban Mian, MOS Burger, Esprit, ELLE, Mango, Miss Selfridge... How come everything that Singapore has is NOT here... This place ah.. Can shop but limited man. And that SUCKS !!

What are the latest English and Chinese songs back in Singapore? I like Yeah by Usher man.. it rockx! WooooOOoohoo~ What else ah.. Aiyah.. Can't be bothered to think.. I realised that there are some Kiwi bands and singers who are real good man.. For example Steriogram.. And... Er... AND... Haha I forgot! =X

My memory hasn't been really good these days.. Or am I always like that and I just realised it? Heck. OH MAN... My email inbox is FILLED with SPAM MAILS... Somebody save me....

WINTER'S COMING!! It's so gonna be cold... Hopefully it will snow when Mum and Janice and Jonathan are here.. Jon will be so excited man! But there will be hail, but not snow?

I finally got over my summary presentation YESTERDAyyy!!!!! I feel so relaxed now! My friends told me they saw an A+ on the teacher's paper for me.. But I don't know whether to believe not.. Cos' there were like 3 times when I paused, trying to remember what I memorised.. But there was one MAJOR one when I stopped for almost 10seconds!? Like WTH man! Cos' I didn't put the main points onto my cue card, since I thought I could memorise them very clearly already.. But I also forgot that I flashed the main points on the OHP.. LOL. Then my friends were all mouthing 'BEHIND YOU, BEHIND YOU', meaning the main points were right behind me! SO embarrassing man.. Okay, I admit I was kind of nervous.. But I'm so glad its all over! Now the things to worry are: ENG REPORT, ALL THE TESTS NEXT WEEK, TRYING TO KEEP UP WITH THE CLASS WORK, SEMESTER EXAM, and.. some other stuff. Damn it.

Saw Edmund's blog last week..? Haha.. Its unique, Edmund! Serious! Go check it out k people? Meaningful stuff inside, especially for Christians. Finally, (oh crap, reminds me of my summary presentation.....!) I would like to end this post with a quote.. Or is it an extract from a Bible? Someone please tell me k? Alright, better stop now.. N E E D T O S H * T. HAHA. Ciao.

"For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life."