New song for my bloG !! lyRics here.

"Walkie Talkie Man"

[Verse 1]
Well you're walkin and a talkin
And a movin and a groovin
And a hippin and a hoppin
And a pickin and a boppin
Those bods are being bad
You better take a stand
You gonna wake up that thing in your hand
You're looking all around
There is trouble to be found
Make sure when you find it you get to say it loud
Gotta code three
Need back up
Bring me
My bright pink fluro jacket

[Chorus]
He's fat and he don't run too fast
But he's faster than me
Last night at the show we saw him
Going out of his tree

Well you're walkin and a talkin
You're my walkie talkie man
Well you���re walkin and a talkin
Go Go Go Go

[Verse 2]
Well you're walkin and a talkin
And a freakin and a yellin
And a bossin and a speakin
And a lookin and a pointin
Always tell us what to do
With your high top shoes
And you wave your torch
With your black short shorts
Don't let em get away
Don't think they can play
Nail 'em to the wall
Cause you really need to say
Gotta code three
Need back up
Bring me
My bright pink fluro jacket

Your a magical unicorn! As all unicorns go, magic
unicorns are amazing with enchantments and can
perform spells and all kind of crafts. Magic
Unicorns have horns that if drank from can cure
blindness, and give immortality. All magical
unicorns are very kind and heart-warming, but
can get tempermental if a spell goes wrong.
Magical Unicorns live in forests where they can
practise all there magic in secret. But, if a
human befreinds a magical unicorn, they have a
friend for life.


What kind of Unicorn are you? (With beautiful pictures)
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Hmm.. unicorn suddenly reminded me of Ad Infinitum. *hugx*

I'm so excited about my Stewart Island trip! The day's getting closer.. *BEAMS* Haha.. I know tramping is tough, but it'll be such an enriching experience man! Imagine tramping in such cold weather.. Gosh. When my trip is coming, that means that Easter holidays are here too! We don't get one week of Easter holiday in Singapore, do we? One whole week of break man! Lol.

Don't know why but I've been so careless in tests and my assignments.. Not sure why.. Very disappointed with my restuls recently.. Keep getting either 16/20 or 6/10.. Hate the number 6!!!!!!!!!! Sorry to anyone whose favourite number is 6.. But I've got 5 test marks which contain the number 6 in it and i HATE it!!! I feel so stupid man.. It's like just managed to pass a test.. That kinda feeling really.. S U C K. Super stressed..

Heard that Ma they all coming on the 3rd and 4th week of June holidays!! Woohoo....! ;) Ain't that great.. I'm sure JONATHAN misses me loads.. And Janice too.. I think.. Haha! =X

Been burning the midnight oil for 2 whole weeks already.. I look like a genuine panda now.. WIth my dark circles.. SIGH! Nono.. Cannot sigh. Just gotta work hard la.. It's so NOT easy to get into Med la.. Out of a thousand over students, only a hundred plus can get in.. How pathetic is that.. Plus all the people I know are all so hardworking + smart + everything-in-a-package-to-be-a-nerd. I'm SO not like them can.. But heck la.. Just study hard and do my best.. I think my final G.P.A will be super dupery lousy.

I'm getting fatter everyday la.. The weather's so cold because its autumn for a month already.. The result is: EAT MORE. And I really mean MORE okay.. Back in Singapore I really don't actually EAT..? Over here I eat like a dinosaur man.. You never see how much I eat here.. One meal here is like 3 days of meal back in Singapore.. Now you know how chubby and fat and flaby I'm gonna get. Haha. Wanna go to Unipol(gym) to work out also lazy.. Cos' gotta walk in the night.. Far and cold.. What to do? Haha. But nevertheless, I went to Unipol with Ben, Chwee Ling, Halim, Caleb, Jason and James last Thursday after the whole string of tests man. Played badminton with Ben, Chwee Ling and Jason. Paired up with Ben. Man.. Ben's badminton is like chao pro la.. But then didn't really see his good moves cos' he didn't really play that day.. And that's because I was hitting all the shuttlecocks la.. Haha! Since I was standing in front you know.. Ahem* Lol. Then played basketball with the rest and saw Michael.. His basketball is also chao pro la..! Haha. Played with all the other guys till about 10+ in the night I think, before we headed back to El Nido(hostel).

Two of my hostel mates have just moved out cos' they are going to Auckland to study.. Is it really THAT boring here..? Lol. I also dunno how I can tahan without shopping for 2 weeks. Hopefully Joan and Shuo sends the parcel soon.. I'm getting sick of all the clothings I'm wearing.. It's how cold today la.. Plus the stupid rain.. Oh, about the rain here.. It's different from Singapore. In Singapore, we get large drops of rain.. But here we get tiny drops of rain, but LOTS of them.. So we get VERY VERY wet when we're drenched. And I really mean VERY. Plus the cold weather and stuff.. It's tough trying to adapt to the weather here..

Now waiting for Ben to come back so we can have lunch together.. In the computer lab now with so many other people checking their mails and stuff too. I'm craving for black sauce chicken BECAUSE of CHAN JUNWEI who tempted me just last night with his mother's cooking. Dammit. Okay, gonna check my mail now. Lalala.

AHEM.. I'm finally updating my blog again!! Haha.. Cos' some people have complained that I haven't been updating my blog, but just replying at my flooble chatterbox.. Haha! Okay, now about me. I'M SICK!! I've been sick for.. 4 days!! The flu virus is spreading here and there in Dunedin la.. Sigh* Hate getting sick.. Keep coughing and coughing.. Machiam have TB like that.. *CHOY!* Haha! Anyway, I've got 3 tests (Biology, Physics and MathC) this week!! IRRITATING! =/ Just had my Biology test a few hours ago, and it sucked totally. *frowns* Oh well. It's over. But hey, look on the bright side man! My 1st Biology test.. At least its not THAT difficult. Still gotta work hard la!

Okay, better stop. So boring man..! Gonna hear some songs now. Ciao~~

56K. SO SLOW!! I've got my internet access already! But will have to use dial-up for a week first.. Tsk tsk. Slow until like don't know what. Wee.

Hi people! Well, I'm craving for Nasi Lemak nowwwwwwwwwww!!! Could someone kindly DHL some to me..? Haha, just joking! The weather here is warmer than it was in summer.. And I have NO idea why.. I've just replied some old flooble chatterbox messages, so you guys can go read if I didn't reply you the other time. :)

I'm studying REALLY hard here.. Studying till almost 12 everyday.. I'm gonna be a NERD!!! Or I was always one.. Haha..! Hope to get into Med next year! That's my aim man! I haven't got my internet yet, so you guys won't see me much on MSN or whatever. But when I get my internet access, you guys will be the first to know! Okay, gotta go call the internet company already, or else no internet for me FOREVER man.. Haha. Miss you guys back in Singapore!! *muackx*

Hi everyone, or anyone reading this! Haha. Yup, I'm now in Dunedin, New Zealand now.. In my school computer lab trying to blog as quickly as possible because I have a lesson at 2p.m.. Everything's fine here.. All settled by my mama while she was here, but she's left me..PHYSICALLY on Sunday. *SAD* !!! Now I'm an independent young lady trying to survive la.. Haha. Well, its autumn now.. Since yesterday (1st March). Kinda chilly down here.. Can't wear those mini skirts.. Or spagetti tops.. Or shorts.. All out of the way man.. now like DUMPLING like that.. Haha, no la.. Exaggerating.. I've made many new friends here.. People from Korea, China, India, Russia, Malaysia, Japan blahblahblah.. Kinda stressful now cos' all the students here are also DAMN kiasu man.. Not I wanna say la but I think they're even more kiasu than Singaporeans.. Haha... I'll try and blog as frequently as I can.. I hope.. Haha. If you guys wanna know how to contact me, just MSN Stephanie or whoever la.. Haha.. But stephie doesn't know my room telephone number yet.. Will give her soon.. Hope to receive alot of your letters aH!!! Hahaha.. Okay, gotta log off now. Cya guys!!! I MISS CHAR KWAY TEOW! :X

Today.. Or should I say yesterday was a very tiring day.. Since I'm still awake at this hour.

Woke up at 7am to go to the wet market with Dad and Edith to buy food for the bbq farewell party.. Was so damn tired, I must say. I helped Edith by marinating the meat, and folding spare ribs into aluminium foils. Actually, all the efforts are all for her. *clap clap* She not only learns fast, her memory is super good. Whatever Dad has taught her, she's got all of 'em in her head. I can N E V E R E V E R be a good cook cos' I'll just simple pour stuff into the food without even thinking. =
Actually I'm quite glad so many people came.. Especially my tennis coach ( LOVE HIM! ), 5th aunt and her children, DAD, AH MA, and all my CCHSM friends. :)

THANKS: Denise and Woan Ting for the present and card they gave me :: I simple love Ferrero Rocher and Loacker! ;P ::

Qi for the beautiful storage box I've always wanted, some letter pads and a matching pink winter hat and scarf :: Qi, I love you!!! ::

Jeff for the beautiful song he composed for me :: It's really nice la.. But I forgot the tune. MUST SEND TO ME! ::

Junwei and Weiming for the ever so creative T-shirt they customised for me :: Its REALLY creative, guys! ;) ::

Edith for the wonderful bbq food :: If not for her, we'll be starving. ::

Dad and Mum for taking time off to help me with the party :: Muackx! ::

Mr Ang for the nice red and black scarf :: It's very nice! ::

Claressa for rushing down just to pass me some food and speak to me :: I'll miss you, gurl! ::

Everyone for coming to my farewell party :: Woohoo. ::

Those who apologized when they couldn't come :: I understand, really. ::

Chungie and Thazin for listening to me SOB and WHINE and pack my luggages till 2am :: You guys are so dear to me.. ::

Those who wished me good luck! :: Thanks! ::

Those who rushed down from anywhere in Singapore to celebrate this day with me :: I'm really touched.. ::


Well, after all the thanking.. It's time to reminisce and think of how I'm feeling right now. Basically, I'm not handling this situation well.. My luggages are overweight due to my clothes, my books, my accessories. I haven't even put in my shoes and toiletries too.. I keep crying cos' I'm leaving.. And it's not good either. At first, I was way excited to get out of this place and pursue my studies in a different environment.. But everyone knows that it'll be stressful first when we go to a very different cultured place, and the people there will not be the same as those here. So now, I'm feeling a little down, a little frightened, a little.. Different. May I please remind myself that I'M LEAVING TOMORROW...?!

Steph says I should trust my heart, and don't make myself regret of things that I didn't do. Yes, I know that there's something I haven't done. But I do not have the courage to do it. Call me a chicken. Well, I should just start afresh there.. Since no one knows me there, and no one knows my past.

Why did he message Chungie...? He is making me puzzled.. I don't know what he's thinking about now.. Why doesn't he just message me.. Am I really that unapproachable..? This sucks man.

Well, for the past 2 minutes, I've just been staring at the screen, thinking of what to type.. But my mind is blank. There's nothing else to write about. Okay, this will be my last entry to this blog in Singapore. Short, ain't it?

Went to eat at Marche with Ning and Tuck.. This will be the last time I'll see Tuck!!! Cos' he'll be having some field camp in Army.. So he won't be able to come out this Saturday to send me off... Sobx*!! Then walked around Heeren to find some small gifts for JAAC.. Excluding me la.. Haha..

Met Chun and Aud at PS..!! Aud has longer hair now.. Chun also.. Rebonded hair also.. Then Aud said both of us like wear until so matured.. Lol* Ate desserts and rot at Lips Cafe @ Cine to wait for Abby.. Suddenly so many primary school memories came back la.. We had so many good laughs about what rubbish we did in the past.. Haha.. Aud gave me a pretty cool photo frame with a note in it.. And Chun gave me a Precious Moment mug.. Thanks!!

Abby finally arrived from her match at about 5.. Went to Buttercup Cafe @ Cine while she ate her Rum and Raisins ice-cream.. Then we continued to talk.. Abby gave us this heart made of paper with those saga seeds as border.. Very sweet.. :) So great to see them after so long.. Especially Abby!! Then we went to Pretty in Tokyo to take neoprints.. Since I'm so ever familiar with all the machines there.. We took so many nice neoprints.. So happy!! Haha! Left town at around 7pm.. Blah blah....!

WTF.. My entry just went missing. So tired already.. Summarise everything in an even shorter post.. Found tuition for Jan in the afternoon.. Went to Steph house to rot or awhile before meeting Qi at Tampines MRT station.. Then met Mel at Bedok MRT station.. Then Chungie and Thazin at ECP.. Went Jumbo Seafood Restaurent to makan.. SUPER NICE..! Ate CHILLI CRAB, garoupa, scallop with yam, steamed prawns with garlic or something.. Aiyah everything super delicious la.. Need me to explain more..? Bill was $135.15.. Thanks Qi for treating meeeee!!!!! :) Went to some resting place then Ad Infinitum gave me this squishy and cute cushion thingy from MOGU!! Soooo nice to hug ok.. Thanks guysssss for my farewell pressie!!! Janice quarrelled with Dad.. Dunno what to do..

Cheer up, Steph! Get well, Ning! Make up, Jan and Pa! Wake up, Jess!

Actually I don't know how I'm feeling now.. Today went to confirm everything for Ad Infinitum sweater.. At last we've got everything ready.. But when we got there, I got this terrible tummyache that I was in the toilet for like 8min lo.. Forget the details. Haha.. Then we went to Clarke Quay to watch Thazin climb.. Under 20 Women Finals.. Cool man.. I didn't know rock climbing was so difficiult and challenging.. Woohoo.. Jan was with us cos' we were supposed to find her tuition for Maths and Science.. But then too late already.. So didn't go.. Very funny la today.. Haha.. Kept laughing and laughing.. Steph got super amused about my mouth gesture la.. Haha.. Alot of rubbish.. But had so much fun today.. Hee.

Ning got kidney infection and is now in the hospital.. When both me and Jan reached her ward, she was already starting to shiver like crap.. The doctor said it was because the bacteria has gone into her blood stream.. That's why she was shivering.. Heard from the other patient's relatives that many kidney problem patients all shiver when they took their medicine.. She was in such a bad condition that I cried.. She was trying so hard not to shiver but she continued to shiver.. Her whole body was like aching.. I kept crying lo.. She's like a sister to me.. And I've never seen her in such a condition before.. HOPE SHE GETS WELL SOON!!!!

Waiting for Jan to finish bathing.. Oh she just came out. Wee.. Go bathe.

Went out with Joan and Shuo today.. Watched Stuck On You which wasn't very nice.. Not as funny as I thought it would be.. Took neoprints twice lo.. Haha..

Oh, before that went to temple to pray Tai Sui.. Smoky and everything.. Had prawn noodles lo.. So delicious! YUM!!

MUST FORGET! MUST FORGET!!

I don't know how I should feel now.. Am I supposed to feel relieved, or am I supposed to feel bereft.. How come everything doesn't seem to be going my way.. Or maybe I should take that as a lesson.. Why like that la.. I hate myself.

Bought laptop already.. IBM X31.. But why don't I feel overjoyed or exhilarated.. How come unexpectedly my eyes will be welled with unwanted tears.. I don't wanna cry.. But I cannot control my feelings..

'I duno how to say this but I've put you out of my mind for so long.. I'm not sure if I want you back in it.'

Today went to have lunch with my family before meeting Joan and Shuo.. Met them at Heeren and there were so many people waiting in queue to see Xiao Zhu a.k.a Luo Zhi Xiang loh.. I think his songs are not bad loh.. Shuo agrees but Joan doesn't really think much of him.. Haha. Took neoprints in the machine we once loved to take in.. But long time didn't use that machine already.. Neverhteless the neoprints turned out great!! Hehe.. Joan was supposed to find slippers and something for Ann cos' its her birthday today! It was raining today AGAIN.. Damn weather la.. Went to Far East to look for slipper and Joan found one.. Not bad loh.. Very nice and not expensive.. Then I went to return my book Just Friends.. After that we showed Shuo her SURPRISE. Lol! She was laughing like crap la.. How come we got so lame until do that kinda thing.. Haha. Joan bought a pig crystal ball and some scotch tape holder with two fat man.. Very creative I must say. We simple feng1 our day away la.. Kept talking and laughing and trying to be funny around Orchard. I must say Orchard is ren2 shan1 ren2 hai3 today loh.. Even though Chingay was yesterday.

Supposed to go to Thazin's house tomorrow.. But then Mum said she was going to Mexico for two weeks.. Means she won't have anymore time to bring me to buy laptop already.. So I gotta go with her tomorrow and miss our Ad Infinitum meeting. Sigh. Was looking forward to it though.. Now the thought has been SHATTERED. Haha.. Too dramatic already. Lol.

Okay, its been a long day and I'm tired! Hope tomorrow they can gao dim the sweater and I can find my ideal laptop, and my com can work WELL by tomorrow..

How come you don't call me, anymore..?

U R G H. There is SERIOUSLY something wrong with my freaking com.. I dunno what on earth is happening to it la.. Damn it la.. Then my com cannot read the external hard drive.. Then my com dun have the outlet for LAN connection.. How to transfer all my stuff to my laptop la.. IRRITATING!!! Today I feel so stressed la.. I can't believe this is happening to me.. Two days ago my com crashed so I cannot update my blog and everything.. Now dun even have the mood to blog.. SIAN. =\

Oh, haven't post what I dreamt a few days back.. Worth laughing about.. Haha. Firstly, my letter didn't reach him at all.. Because his grandparents had kept it from him.. It's lame right.. Haha.. And he tried to write me a letter too.. But somehow it didn't get to me too. Or did it? Haiyah I dunno! Forgot! Haha. Then we were in my Grandma's house la.. Haha.. I have no idea what was going on.. Then suddenly I was on stage with the choir (CCHSM).. Since I haven't been in a choir for more than a year already.. While I singing I could hear myself singing out of tune! So paiseh lo.. Then I could see everyone in choir.. Including TT.. SHe was just standing right beside me.

The scene changed again.. And I was in some fun-fair.. Everyone from Mum's side were on the Merry-Go-Round.. Including me.. I remember I was between my two male cousins.. And they were laughing at me about something la.. Then when we got down I saw a very tattered hongbao on our piled up stuff.. So I took it and wanted to throw it away.. But when I looked in, I saw 90 bucks inside la! Woohoo! My two aunts were urging me to spilt the sum la.. Like whatever right.. Haha. But then my two male cousins were saying the hongbao may have belonged to some ghost.. So cannot anyhow take.. Then I suddenly looked up, I saw Cecilia Cheung at the 2nd floor la! But she was like a ghost loh.. Wearing those cheongsum and her make-up super heavy.. Like really a ghost know.. Then I quickly throw the hongbao away.. Then I got woken up by some phone call la. Haha.

I remembered another dream!! But it happened on another day. I dreamt my room had alot of lizards! Then there were even some dropping on my bed and Jan's loh!! But Jan was sleeping so she heck care.. But I was freaking scared la! Then out of the blue, some frogs appeared la! Those super duper big eyed frogs.. Their skin so MOIST.. So scary.. I hate frogs man!! Then cos there were only 4 frogs in my room, the lizards like started to attack them loh.. Since they had a bigger number what.. Then suddenly one lizard just opened its mouth and SWALLOWED a frog la!!!!! So scary loh!! I think I screamed in my dream.. So scary... Thinking about it only gives me goosebumps... *FREAKED* Okay, can get to sleep already.. Zzz.

Was supposed to go for a swim this morning.. But my arms were aching like crap.. After going to the gym with Joan yesterday.. Haha.. Then Joan got caught with flu too.. Maybe its the rain. Met Shuo at DG before we headed for PS. Wanted to watch Stuck On You!!!!! but then we were left with only the two front rows.. *WAIL*

Well I'm supposed to be a vegetarian from today onwards.. But to NO AVAIL. Can someone just wake me up.. I can't seem to get things done.. Whatever I want to do seem to be FAILING!!!! Oh gosh, but I'll have to swim tomorrow morning.. And its a must.

Went to Spotlight with Shuo to buy her cross-stitch stuff.. I think we spent almost an hour giggling and looking at stuff there.. So interesting.. And the place is so big! There were table cloths.. Some toys like the halo hairband (haha!), Some fairy wings.. Super funny la..

It was raining in town.. So we were practically walking in the rain.. Went to Heeren and took the escalator neoprint! Haha.. Nicer than the one I took with Joan.. But the neoprints are still freaking bright la! Too bad we can't understand Jap or we won't be in such a state.

Dunno how time flies and it was already 5plus.. Had to get back to watch Ji Xiang Ru Yi!! So we went home. Haiyoh. 24 days left in Singapore. AHHH!! 24 again. This number is freaking irritating! Get it away!!!

Okay, getting sleepy.. Hehe.. I can't believe I woke up at 9am this morning without anyone screaming into my ear, the telephone ringing like FOREVER, and I really mean FOREVER cos everyone is trying to wake me up.. Like JOAN. Too-dloo!

A year of hiding and searching my soul,
Not knowing what could make me whole.
You were far, far away,
Distant from me, I say.
What feels worse than rejection,
When all I gave was more affection?
Waiting for that one SMS,
Or urging me to think and guess,
How was I gonna confess?
Telling you my feelings ain't enough,
What more can I give before all of them laugh?
Laugh about my stupidity,
Tease about my gullibility,
When all I want was a reply from you the 'mighty'.
It's a long, long journey ahead,
Forget and stop moping, you said.
But did you know the guy was you?
What would your reply be if you knew?
You leave me hanging here,
Hanging as the day draws near.
How would your life change when I'm gone?
Sit down with your eyes down and mourn?
That would be the last possibility, I suppose.
For you have pricked me with a rose,
Living your days like they've never froze.
And still you're far, far away,
Distant from me, I say.

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Yay! Lol. This is the second time I took this quiz. The first time was Sexy Angel. Haha.

You're chocolate. You're the old soul type, people
feel that they have known you their entire
life. Many often open up to you for they view
you as thoughtful and trustworthy. Although
people trust you, you have a hard time trusting
them. You prefer to keep your feelings bottled
up inside, or display them very quietly. It is
alright to open up every once in a while.


Which kind of candy are you?
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LOL. I love chocolates! So am I supposed to eat myself...?